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 # Presents! # Wednesday, May 22, 2002 [Currently Listening to: Luna by: Sugizo] YAY!!! Misato's present came in today!!! *claps*
I got a book called The Worst-Case Scenario Survival Handbook: Dating and Sex. WAH LOL I already read through a little less then half. I'm already on page 66. I got a my Vampire Princess Miyu Volume 1 WOOO! And I got a pair of Handcuffs! XD
She also got me a cuuute little sleepy cat ^^
YAY weee I'm happy. ^^ presents presents *glompies Misato* Oo okay so anyway, I finally got around to drawing an new pic. I was talking to Akio the other day and I was saying how there's not enough sexy Akio pics I drew. *theres like 2* so I drew a new one of Akio, the playa XD Weeeeee sexy XD mwhahaha yeah so I'm chillen...nothing else to talk about. OH YEAH...I 4got to mention what the ebay junkie did. I bought another poster -.-;;; A Sugizo one that I didn't have a money order to pay for. -.- so I gave the cash to Jun who in turn wrote down her credit card info on a small piece of paper. She made me pinky promise that after all the info was done, I would eat the paper...so then I did. X.x good thing it was a small piece of paper I was able to fold into a small tiny little ball. Erf I ate paper X.x Anyway so it was all set I paid for my poster, cash is in Jun's hand...and I'm broke...but I'm happy so it's okay. Actually I'll be broke until 2morrow because my allowence will be in ^^b then I won't be broke no more. BWeeeeee okay so I'm gonna go write....Aoki-chu is gooing to keeel me ^^;;;;;; I touched her son...and so is Teru-chu...but this was BEFORE Teru-chu had a crush on Jo...so..yeah I didn't know. But Aoki-chu is gonna hurt me. *runs away*
Bow to the slut @ 04:03 p.m. # Last Hour # [Currently Listening to: Atena by: Pierrot] WAH last hour of my birthday =P But it's okay. I had a good day. Nothing is forever ^.~ I made a bunch of fan signs today....one for Gab and one for Ghosto who ALREADY posted it up. X.x;;; erf she made fun of my exclaimtion points saying they look like bunny ears. Tarter sauce....I wish Jun never ever told anyone what Toki meant =p Part 20- Free Land: Moving Away from Cali As promised. Another chap up ^.^b so yeah....bweee okay well I'm off. Hehehe I don't really have much else to blog about other then I joined yet another clique mwhahaha OH and Gab called me ^.^ how fun heheheh *felt special* and Pookie called too. YAY okay...well laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:06 p.m. # Happy Birthday to ME!!! # [Currently Listening to: Garden by: Dir en grey] YAY It's my birthday and I have never felt so loved. Everywhere I looked I saw blog messages for meeee ^^ At Yakuza blog, both Ghosto and Jia left me messages ^^ Ghosto leaving pics for mee ^^ Aoki-chu left me a message and a picture too hehehe her doggy was wearing the message which was too cute!! *dies in cuteness* Aeris left me a message ^^, Mifyuu had already wished me an early birthday, Misato left mea loving message and I'm waiting for her gift as well ^^ Jia left me another message at her own blog and Codi did too ^^ I have never felt so loved before. ^_^ bweee!!! okay so today my day went on like any other normal hang out day except I hung out with D for a while and with Jun. We hit the mall and I got presents like 2 CDs, Eve 4 *my own copy FINALLY* and a Tribute to Aaliyah CD. I also got a cute white shirt ^^ AND I also saw Daniel *and he looked so good despite the fact he's an asshole* His hair looked all nice cuz its not red anymore and actually...it's kinda like mine black roots blondish/brownish near the middle and I was like wow he looks really nice. LOL Anyway I also saw a friend of mine that I met through Jun his name is Dave and I was showing him my pic and Daniel was like I want one too! Cuz I asked Dave if he wanted one. So I had to sign pics for them too and I also gave them each *because Daniel wanted one too -.-;;;* of the pics of me, Ghosto and Jun and we both signed those. Then I had to go home and here I am. I feel so looooooooved. ^^ plus I'm in high sprits and I get to look forward to all my other presents. *sigh* Wow...so I'm 20. How fun...I got an email from KP and Hye Sung both wishing me a happy birthday and Hye Sung said he would try an call me >.> ooo yeah lookin forward to that. Plus my friend Steve called me ^^ but no Emanuel =p but it's okay. Sunnie also called. He wished me a happy birthday and Mikey said it too ^^ I feel loooooved. I'll blog more later. Just because it's my birthday doesn't mean I can take a day off from writing! ^^b Aoki-chu, I'll have another chap up later I promise. Ooo I wish I could talk to Misato now...yesterday I spent the rest of the night wondering if she was mad at me because she made this beautiful layout for me and I loved it except the bg color because it was pink and a little pink is okay but the whole BG was too much pink so I didn't like it and I felt bad because she's going out of her way to make me layouts and I just rejected that one...and I felt sorta bad and then it seemed like she was upset with me the rest of the night =p. I hope she's not...though I don't think she is...*hope hope hope* cuz she left me a sweet message on her blog ^^ *smooshies Misato* okay time to go write. Laaaaters~
Bow to the slut @ 07:56 p.m. # YAY # [Currently Listening to: Lapdance by: N.E.R.D] Oo baby you want me? Oo baby you me? Well you can get this lapdance here for free, well you could get thislapdance here for free well you can get this lapdance here for free. XD WAH I love this song. I got hooked on it a few nights ago making some comment to Gab about how she should be giving Tai Tai a lapdance. Mwhahah how fun. I love this song. It's also the 1st American song I have on my winmx. Everything on my Winmx is J-rock and Utada. Hehehe Kay...
Oh I deleted the Part 18 on Boomspeed so here it is on my geocities account =p for those that didn't read it yet.
And here's a new part:
YAY ^.^ A new part. I meant to post it earlier but I 4got. Dur...I'm old. And here's Ghosto's crush...Miya I FINALLY finished him. *whew* Mwhahaha Ghosto is in lust with Miya. Bweee! How fun. Anyway last night we finally had a long overdue Yakuza chat. Jia was there but she was kinda out of it. She dropped a few words every now and then but mostly it was me, Ghosto and Akio. Hehehe and we got new terms. Ghosto is a masochist, Jun a sadist, Aoki and me are pedophiles and Akio is a playa XD mwhahaha Oh and Jia is a masochist too. Hell he said it himself. Tee hee. Anyway...yeah man I love talkin with my Yakuza. Ghosto was saying how she liked talkin to us too and I was like yeah man I do too ^^ *smooshies Yakuza* Anyway...yeah I just wished it would have lasted long and Jia was feelin better and that Aya and Gab were there. It would have been cool ^^ bweee! YAY 2morrow is my birthday ^^...wait I shouldn't be happy about that I'm not doing anything...well anyway WAH Mifyuu would you really do Sugizo TV for mee? ^.^ Weee thank you *hands Haido cookies to Mifyuu* I wouldn't know what else to give you...so I hope u like them. I stole them from Codi. LOL Sorry Codi u had a million you could spare a few for Mifyuu. ^^ Kay thas about it for now. I'll blog laters. I have to go write *tugs at hair* will my toil never seize!? My stupid thumb nail cracked on the side man...>.< damnit it'll break waaay below the line too so it's gonna hurt like hell. Erf...okay blog laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:32 p.m. # Umm.. # [Currently Listening to: Human Gate by: Pierrot] Mini survey taken off Aeris's blog
Current... Man I slept today till like....2.30 and when I woke up my parents were gone. They are so making of habit of just leaving me when I'm sleeping. At least they don't go shopping they just do boring parents shit. Anyway after taking a shower and do minor chores and then eating *ugh food is eviiiiil* so after all that, I sat down and started drawing. I've had a habit lately to start pictures and never finish them. -.- and I do A LOT of the pic too. Like I'll start the body and the head, and the shape of the hands and maybe a few fingers and the creases of a shirt/coat/pants...and like...that's it. ^^;;; anyway I finally settled down today and finally drew Joryu from Fate. Yeah...I had to make him echo Aoki in some form...anyway so here we go. http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Joryu_Fate.jpg The gun was all hard for me to draw cuz I can't draw objects very well -.-;;; and yes there's a spider on the handle. What does that mean? Well...that's to find out laters. ^.~* *foreshadowing anyone?* Anyway, I also joined a new clique...yeah Mifyuu had it and I thought it was cute so I joined too ^.^ I love Larc too after all. ^.^ *bounce* anyway speaking of which Helyane linked me to this fanart page where there's like mostly Hyde/Gackt art work. I saved some that I really liked like this one:
Gact art
Hyde art Anyway you can find more art here: J-rock fanart Yeah man. Anyway so Imma go write. My dad is annoying me right now so I have to go look something up. YAY buildpages and geocities are back *sigh* finally. Anyway better go. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:06 p.m. # Late late it's LAAAATE # [Currently Listening to: Hikari by: Utada Hikaru] Man it's all extra fuckin late ^^;;;;; well I'm talkin to Misato. I dun care. Hehehhe *bounces around* Tests I stole from Aeris blog.
I am 100% Pure EVIL
I am Sensual Yeah man...both are so true. *claps for self* My birthday is in 2 days? Yeah I should be getting off online soon. It's 2.30AM...LOL yeah...I've been trying to get Jun to blog forever now...she's been putting it off for a while but shes gotta say hi to the don at least and since everyone else is blogging I think she should drop a line to say sup. Okay getting off. It's late X.x laters.
Bow to the slut @ 02:15 a.m. # Pictures # [Currently Listening to: Sakura Drops byL: Utada Hikaru] WAH I FEEL BETTER!!! I think it was a 24 hour thing becase my throat doesn't hurt anymore. I cough a little now and then but my throat doesn't hurt and the dry feeling has gone away. I AM BETTER *does 1Tym dance* WAH!! Codi has a new layout!!!! And it's Hyde....again. LOL Not shocked. Anyway it's a nifty layout. I dont like Ken *oogles Yukkie looking bored* Looking at Hyde...*laughs at Hyde's silly hat* Looking at Tetsu...*hands Tet-chan some cookies* Mwhahah it's mad nifty. Bweee I got a cake with Sugizo inside mwhahaha XD how fun weee whipped cream covered Sugizo XD will he dance for me too Codi? XD Mwhahah *hentai thoughts* Anyway, I got Sakura Drops on Aoki-chu's recommendation and I have to say I LOVE IT. Plus near the end, you can hear Sashi from Glay jammin in his very cool guitar riffs. Mwhahaha Yeah...yeah man. How fun. ^.^ Anyway, so my parents found all these pictures and they're very unflattering ones of me in my room, in my jammies looking very frumpy and half asleep. There's like 3 pictures my parents took off me in bed when I was on the phone in the early AMs as usual. The 1st one I managed to cover my face, the second one I was on the floor because my dad dragged me out of bed and the third one my covers were off you could see I'm on the phone, I'm on the floor covering my eyes as I'm blinded by the flashing light. Then theres a fourth one of me just laying on the floors, my covers all sterwn about as I'm on the phone. How fun -.-v there's one of me getting out of my car looking very unamused. My mom is just camara happy...she loves to take very unflattering of pictures of me. Erf...now they're going through them and going awww!! Im like -.- shut up. Wah Aeris, thanks for your concern too. I did drink a lot. Lots of milk and orange juice to get over my throat pain. But it's gone now. I'm just coughing a little. Which is still unpleasent and not fun. Bweeee Ghosto took more pics. Mwhahah she got her roots done. ^.^ she's so cute *glomps Ghosto* Bweee and yeah man..geocities is down for repairs -.-;;;; so until then, I might just put Fate on another server but buildpages is down too which just sucks for me because I only had those and angelfire, but angelfire is like for my crappy little FAQ page and I have like limited room on that as is. -.- Erf. I'm tempted to just get another account for some otherstuff. I think oh wait...I have boomspeed too. I could put it as a temp there. I think I might just do that. >.> Hmm...I don't know if I wanna stick a file that big there since boomspeed sucks and gives you like..the smallest amount of space possible -.- erf. Well...okay I will. It's just a tempt file so...yeah. After that I'll switch it back over to geocities because I always stick all 36 Moons/Fate related stuff there. So...yeah. Part 18- Repent, Regret, Trouble Okay remember people, temp file. After that, I'll switch it over to geocities. =P *yawn* okay I better get started and write something for tonight. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 08:20 p.m. # I Got a Fever # [Currently Listening to: Spirit Dreams Inside -English Version- by: L'arc~en~ciel] Wee...I got a fever *bounces around* Yeah I'm excited. *sarcasm* -.- There's nothing worse then feeling 100 degrees hotter then it really is. I felt like this at 5 in the morning when I was trying to go to sleep and all the sudden my body temp shot up to like a zillion degrees making me stay up tossing and turning and getting everything away from my skin because anything that touched me made me hot. But eventually I got to sleep. Today, my face feels hot despite the fact I am barefoot, in a tanktop and all my hair is pulled up. =P I hate being sick. Erf And my throat feels a lot better but it still sorta bugs me. =P Feels hella dry. I think I'm loosing my voice a little.
I am Miyabi! Bweee I'm the sex bitch XD mwhahaha how fun. Anyway I would post up a new chap of Fate BUT Geocities decided to be retarted so I shot it because it wouldn't collect itself in an orderly fashion so I shot it. *nods* that'll teach it to act up when I need it. *kicks geocities one more time* Okay no more violence...I'm sick. I'm weak and helpless. Anyway last night Jun called me a violent sack of shit. LOL She said it because she was having some probs with her compy last night. So anytime she was having a prob, I would say Shoot it. Which is just my solution for everything. Then she goes, why u want me to shoot everything you violent sack of shit? LOL That was funny. OH and then she was watching a performance of Larc doing The Nepenthes and she's like Hyde's wearing a pink shirt. It's a bright pink shirt. If anyone watches South Park, espically back in the day, there was a guy called Big Gay Al. And Big Gay Al would always say SUPER thanks for asking! In the stereotype of the feminie, flaming gay man. So anyway, Jun is saying that Hyde is wearing a bright pink shirt and just as I go to ask what else he's wearing and what color his hair is, she goes yeah Hyde's super, thanks for asking. And I just start LAUGHING....and I couldn't stop for like a good five minutes. Ahh that was just too funny. Bwee...my throat feels better. I have Misato to thank for that for distracting me long enough to forget about it. Which is also weird because both of us felt really crappy today ^^;;; Wow...anyway I'm off. I just wanna shoot geocities becuase it decided to be mega retarted today. Stupid thing. OH and the yakuza are now dolls ^.~
Bow to the slut @ 11:36 p.m. # Ladies and Gentlemen.... # [Currently Listening to: Garden by: Dir en grey] .....Toki-chu is sick.... X.x WAAAAAAH There's nothing worse then Toki from 36 Moons being sick....oh wait...there is. The REAL Toki being sick....;.; my throat hurts like hell. See my mom's sick so she decided to not only be a killjoy last night but apparently leave her germs all over the place because she can never collect herself properly and get me sick -.- and, AND WHATS WORSE is that being a Gemini, the most vunerable part of me, sick wise, is always my throat. My throat/lungs are the first things to go which always blows. I had every kinda of throat sickness imaginable, strep, mono, a million sore throats...all of it during my high school years where I was constantly getting sick and falling down and laying on hallway floors because I was in too much agony to move anymore. I thought my sick days where behind me. I usually am really careful and I avoid getting sick....but I guess because it's my MOTHER and I'm trapped within these four walls with her all day, it was only a matter of time before she stuck her illness on me too. -.- HA....and you thought all of 36 Moons was fiction. Well Ha...jokes on you. Toki-chu really DOES whine like that when she's sick. -.- All I do when I'm sick is complain and complain and complain and lay in bed when I'm complaining. And my birthday is in 3 days. yay...nothing like being sick on your birthday. Not to mention ALONE yet again. My best friend D got into a car accident which of course, I didn't find out from her, but from Jun who D called instead of me -.- nevermind I would have rushed over there in 2 seconds but...anyway, so D's car is totalled, my parents won't be here since they'll be at work and I really dont wanna spend my birthday with them anyway, so this is me, turning 20 all by myself. Happy fucking birthday to me. I realized last night that since I started high school I've just had shitty birthdays all the way through. My freshmen year my then boyfriend dumped me not a week or 2 before my birthday and then IGNORED me all day while his best friend, even his COUSIN said happy birthday to me, 10th grade-senior year I jus did nothing. One of those years my parents were mad at each other and decided to ruin my day by not letting me do anything, 1st yr of college I did nothing, and now...here I am...20....with no one and nothing yet again. -.- all I have to look forward to, is my presents. Isn't that sad? I have nothing to look forward to except presents. So this year, I'm sick and I have nothing to look forward to except presents. How fuckin fun. Okay I'm grumpy don't mind me. I'm sick and my throat really hurts. I wish I had some booze. Excuse me while I curl up and reflect on how I managed to get where I am now.
Bow to the slut @ 03:05 p.m. # Good time gone bad # [Currently Listening to: Nothing] I went out right after my last blogged. Much to my surprise, Ghosto came to see me. I didn't think she would since earlier this same afternoon she told me she wasn't gonna come cuz she had to do some other stuff. So I was at home, in my jammies chillen when someone knocks on my door. I get up and Im like who is it? And I heard a giggle on the other end, the unmistakable sound of mah Ghosto. I answer and let her in. We watch some Sugi clips I had d/led and then my mom gets home and after I take up the grocceries, I go change getting totally J-rocker and we go out. Ghosto wanted to go see Episode Two and I was like okay whatever. But the movie didn't start till 7 so we go to Burger King. After 2 Jr. Whoppers, a single spirte, mozzaralla *wow butchered that* sticks and a Hersey Sundae pie, we crack up about how I said Ghosto why did you get a large soda if you know we can't finish it? And she's like it looks like a medium. I'm like...it's a large. She's like it is a large, but I'm just saying it looks like a medium. LOL So we crack up about that for a minute and then Ghosto asks me to get her some marianara sauce for the sticks. So I do and I say, very stupidly, can I get some sauce for the marianara? >.> no wait that's not right. So I tell Ghosto and she laughs. We both laugh. Then we go to the movies, but it was only 6.30 so we pay a car race game and then we go to wait. The movie was great. We kept making Yakuza references through the whole thing, laughing and admiring the Senetor's outfits and stuff and we were like weeee! Anakin was a BIG dissapointment. He turns out to be a big loser =p but anyway when we leave, I look at my cell phone and I see that my mom called me 7 times. I call her back and she's all pissed it's 9.30, 9 FUCKING 30 and I'm not home and I didn't tell her what time the movie started. I'm like I'm coming home right now and she HANGS UP on me. I'm like...wtf man. -.- so I go home and first thing she does is yell at me. She says I'm trying to be all grown *nevermind I'll b 20 in 4 days* and I'm doing whatever I want *nevermind she knew exactly where I was* and I'm like okay damn I'm sorry. She's like you should have called and told me what time the movie started. I agree and say yeah, you're I should have. And she turns away from me. Before I go online after I change my clothes, I ask her are you going to bed? And shes like oh now you care about me in this really snide way. I'm like -.- whatever. I go online, turn NO MUSIC ON *which is why Im not listening to anything* so I can hear when she turns off the TV. So when she does, I go and say good night to her and shes all moody and shit and shes like nite, close the door. I'm like okay fine whatever. -.- My mother is a killjoy. So much for my good time. *sigh* She's so pissed for like no god damn reason. She acts like I came home at 12 at night or something. =p Geez. She jus blew my whole night. I decided to ground myself -.- I'm not going anywhere till June because if I do, she'll just ruin my good time. Plus, I was suppost to go out for my birthday, but I decided not to because like I said, she'll prolly ruin that too. *sigh* She's so weird. Anyway...besides my good time totally sodimized, I wrote. I'm gonna write something else as I sit here in silence. Man...I'm so pissed. =p laters
Bow to the slut @ 10:32 p.m. # I Have a New Dream # [Currently Listening to: Scanner by: Luna Sea]
I think this song has to grow on me because for now I really don't like it. I jus d/led it last night to see what it would be like...and it's not that great. I have to get use to it. OKAY....so anyway... XD how fun/funny does that sound?
I do. I wanna be a J-rocker. I mean it doesn't much talent...certain vocalists already prove you don't actually have to know how to sing to be a vocalist...>.> *coughcougchoughvocalistfromduelequartz Right...so today I did nothing. I'm doing nothing because my day didn't even start. I woke up about 2 hours ago *at 1* and I did my chores and took a shower and picked up my mail and I FINALLY got something which was my J-rocker *its a sign* pants that Gab bought for me. WAH I have Miyabi-esque pants. Of course these aren't low rise so they're not really Miyabi like...I bet I can make em low rise XD of course I need to make my tummy flatter. I decided to actually cut out even more drinks from my diet. Lots of water, ice tea and MILK ONLY. Milk actually makes me feel thinner but that's just me. Also I'm gonna have to do some kind of excerise...I really am. I can't continue in being this flubby anymore. I think I'm gonna start running. X.x LOL LOL LOL LOL *falls on floor* Oh man even I couldn't keep that straight face. *clears throat* no seriously, I think I should. I mean it's running...not very hard, any schmuck can do it and it'll melt off the flub. Ah...I think I should. Plus it'll tone my legs and I have great legs. Oooo that would give me an excuse to buy those boy shorts. XD of course I would have to shave more often...erf...hassle hassle. I would have to wake up at 1 everyday and go for a run around my complex...the entire thing...for about an hour. I wish I had roller blades...that would so make me wanna do this more. But no...I should. Plus I sorta smoke...so that should be better for me if I actually did run. >.> hm...*thinking about it* WAAAAH Mifyuu got a new layout!!! *pout* It's all faboo lookin witht he scroll bar on the other side of the page and everything. And ooo Hyde TV. LOL how fun. XD I should get Sugizo TV plugged into this bad boy. And sure why not! Gab knows how to do that...*plotting* Mwhahaha Mifyuu Imma rip off your idea. LOL
WAH *dies in lust* REN!!! REN REN REN REN WAH *DROOL* XD~ okay so I lust after Ren too give me a break the man plays cello XD wah so hot. Lookie he's a reeeeeeeed head XD *ruffles Ren's hair* So damn sexy *licks Ren* wah so fuckin sexy. I started crushing on him when I saw him in Gackt's Mars Tour I think? Anyway he was playing cello and I was very impressed. XD I love a man who can play more then one instrument and who looks that good XD Oh I got these off Auwon's blog. Auwon, I've been meaning to tell you, the fact that your man can't dance for beans is not new news you should be aware of. When he did U+K in the Mars Tour, he couldn't dance back then either. >.> talent he may have, depth he may have, soul he may have, dancing is the one thing that has alluded him for all time because that man cannot move for beans. He's better off standing still and looking pretty LOL I dunno...can J-rockers dance? I know Ryuichi can't either...is that another J-rocker thing? Like the whole can't dress, can't match thing? Hmm....something to think about..
Bow to the slut @ 03:12 p.m. # And I Want You... # [Currently Listening to: 24 ko Cylinder by: Dir en grey]
AND I WANT Yooou That was random. That part of the song just popped into my head. Mwhahaha XD I'm so weird. Anyway...
i'm seguchi tohma. yay for me. I dunno who that is. I haven't had the chance to see Gravitation X.x WAH I wanna thoooough!! I love Yuki *glomps Yuki* WAH AUWON!!! I LOVE the caps you made *drool* Click here to view XD WAAAH I think that the 1st set of caps if from Boku no Sexual Harrasment and the second is from Ai No Kusabi XD~ bweeee Iason!! Mwhahahaha how fun. I wish I could see both. Bweee! Misaaaaaaato *glompies* ^.^ Awww presents Hehehe presents for meeeeee. LOL Okay I'm done. Hope I get to talk to her later. Yesterday I didn't have the chance to because she got on kinda late and then Jun called me =p Boo. But yeah...bweee oooo today, okay, today I got up at 2 because Pookie called me. He went and picked me up after about 1/2 hour later. We went to Jun's house but Jun was not there because she went to get her friend so she could bring her back an do her hair. So me an Pookie waited for a bit until she got there. Then we watched Jun do her friend's hair an then we went to the mall to drop off Jun at work. ^.^ Then me an Pookie went to eat. I had pizza and then I went and bought a little cool looking bottle of milk. *is drinking milk more often* I have no idea why, but I started drinking milk more often. It's really filling and it's good for you so YAY so I started drinking milk more often ^.^ everytime I go to Menlo now I'm gonna buy me my little bottle of milk and walk around like Turkish from Snatch mwahahah. Then Pookie took me back home because he had to go to west bumblefuck to see his stupid friend in jail =p Okay so I established that I miss mah Aoki-chu...*okay now I did* So, Aoki-chu I miss yooooou!! And I miss Ghosto *smooshies* I love mah Gab *falls on Gab* and I miss Misato *deep sigh* And....yesh...I think that's it..LOL Xioamei, everyone is giving you mad up babe~ *bows to the don* high power postition baby LOL Oh yeah, speaking of which, Jia also blogged at the Yakuza blog so go check out her entry ^^ laters~
Bow to the slut @ 06:52 p.m. # Nothing Spacific # [Currently Listening to: Raison detere by: Dir en grey] I realized I like 24 Ko Cylinder just because of that painful sounding scream Kyo does near the end. I'm like wow he really sounds like he hurt himself LOL But it's a good song. So is this one. Hm...time for some Sugi slut guitar playing though...*clicks on Inside You* bweee WAHHH I miss Misato!! =( It's already 11 and she's not on. She's prolly at work or something...man =( I'm wriiiiting. I'm wriiiiting. I've been writing all freaking day. X.x damn man. Anyway my knee is starting to hurt like a bitch again. It hurts when I keep it bent for too long. I'm like STUPID KNEE!! And I feel fat because I had 2 bottles of water today because my mom is on this hype that I'll catch diabetes >.> I dunno why...
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Sakurazuka Seishirou I was listening to Domestic Fucker Family a little while ago and damnit Kyo does not sound like he's saying fucker. It sounds like he's saying Fushia...and I'm like...>.> okay thats so not threatening. LOL Random thoughts. YAY Akio finished all of 36 Moons and Fate...uh the recent part anyway. YAY Go Teru-chu mwhahaha. AND Ghosto blogged at the Yakuza Blog mwhahaha cute pics of mah Ghosto *glomps Ghosto* Um...okay yesh...being random. Bweeeeeeee...I have to go finish writing. I wanna finish drawing Miya tonight. Why I drew Miya and not Joryu first I dunno...>.> I'm so weird. OH speaking of which, I ate an antiacid tablet today just to see what it tasted like. ^^;;;; It was a Tums Cool Mint tab so I was like...well one won't do no harm. So I had one. LOL It tasted like an altoid. Gab yelled at me for it though. And Aoki-chu laughed because she was on the phone with me when it happened. LOL....oh well. Nothing happened though. My breath was just minty fresh. Bweee...laters
Bow to the slut @ 10:49 p.m. # Erf..-.- # [Currently Listening to: Dooms Day by: Gackt] MAN it wasn't Seven!!! I can't remember the name of the song I have burned on that CD! -.- erf. How annoying. Anyway, I changed the little clique thingy on the side here because Misato always said to me if I had a seperate page for my clique banners then my page wouldn't take so long to load ^^ so I finally listened to her and did it. ^.^ PLUS I added a new clique...I saw it on auwon's blog so I wanted to join too ^.^ OH Misato, I looked at that thingy you gave me yesterday but I liked it better the first time you showed me ^_^...does that make sense? We have a DON! *bows to the oyabun* Jia is now Xioamei XD mwhahaha good times. She's gonna blog soon hehehe ^^ YAY Okay so...um...>.> I'm still writing which is why I'm like =.= PLUS I'm waiting for my mail. I want something to get here already I'm waiting for packages!!
Package from Gab THEN...I'm still d/ling Gackt songs....I MUST find that song burned on my CD...erf. -.- I'll blog again laters.
Bow to the slut @ 04:31 p.m. # Slacker for a Day # [Currently Listening to: Anemone by: L'arc~en~ciel] MAN I can only be a slacker for one day before everyone jumps on me asking a kajillion questions. LOL Oh well...that's what I get for being such a good writer *tosses hair over shoulder* LOL let me stop. ANYWAY today, a WONDERFUL thing happened. I started searching for more random shit to d/l. Last time I didn't have ANY luck on Winmx, today was much better. I d/led 2 DEG messages one Ohayo message and their telephone message, Audrey because Gab was jus hyping that song to no end. She was pimpin' it like I was pimpin Angel's Tale aand I got 24 ko Cylinder and Raison detere *whew* lots of DEG stuff. Then I got Replicant Deliverer Which was 10 minutes long and I didn't like it =p Done by Sugizo...it was too soft =p and I got Nostalgic- Stay Together forever from SOUNDTRACK, Sugizo's movie. So after I got some mp3s I decided to try my luck and see if I couldn't d/l some small clips of the Sugi Slut XD I managed to get a minute interview of him talking but he was in a white shirt and sunglasses =p but his voice is nice so YAY. BUT my crowning glory had to be the fact that I FINALLY got the entire Ryuichi and Sugizo in Taiwan Gravity Promotion. WAH took 2 hours for me to d/l and I was so surprised the girl I got it from let me! At the 70% mark I was like wow if she cuts me off now I won't be mad because I had 40% done before. But she actually let me d/l the whole thing. I was like OH MAN! YAY!! I sent her a nice message saying thank you and a big smile. XD SO I watched it. It's Sugizo and Ryuichi in this...room. The camara zooms around and when it finds Sugi it ZOOMS in on him. And he scratches the side of his nose with the back of his thumb in this really cute way *wishes she could cap* >.< and then him an Ryuichi go on this stage and stand there and look pretty for a few moments. Sugi follows Ryuichi so you get to see his nice round ass XD~ anyway from there it goes to this building lobby where theres a huge crowd outside and Sugi and Ryuichi walk in. The fans go wild, and I heard this one girl just screaming SUGI!!!!! At the top of her lungs. And she actually said Sugi, not Sugizo. Anyway, they get inside after almost being killed and then go in the elevator. They go do a radio show in which the host gives them all these fan presents. The 1st one is this art portifolio with all 5 Luna Sea guys drawn as chibis and theres a drawing inside of Ryuichi and Sugizo. So Ryuichi takes the drawing and Sugi takes the portifolio and he's like lookin at it an at the little dangly things of him and Ryuichi in chibi forms. XD And then they get another present. Ryuichi gets his first and he opens it with ease and its just a box of pockey...Ithink. It looked like pockey. And Sugi gets his box an he has the hardest time taking the paper off it, an the host is like talking to him and he's like enthralled with getting the paper off because he wants to see what he got LOL. And he finally gets it open and its pockey too an he seems real dissapointed because he then just left the box on the table and went to the other stuff he got. LOL Ryuichi then got a letter and Sugi stopped with his box for a sec just to look over his shoulder and read the letter too. Oh then Ryuichi read this one part in English and he said Very beautiful song. And he laughed at his own fobbyness an so did Sugi. Hehehehe XD then Sugi signed some autographes and stuff and so did Ryuichi. OH and before they went to do the radio show they were waiting, the camara was on Sugi the whole time though. I got to see him wearing flare jeans XD Jeans that hugged his fine legs, and perfect curvey ass and this brown/tan shirt with a black shirt under it. And he was walking and he was on his phone and he then put on chap stick XD *my fav part* and he was talkin to this lady an she smoothed his hair back an he was like man -.- LOL and he then walked around with a little hand mirror and was like admiring himself LOL and he blotted his mouth with a napkin and he was just too kawaii/sexy all at once XD it was 7 minutes long but MAN DO I LOVE that thing!! Bweeeeee. Good times ^^ OH MAN Aoki-chu was on earlier. She had called me before and I didn't recognize her voice *LOVE YOU AOKI-CHU!!!!* and we talked. When she got in the elvator her phone cut off so she just got online and we talked. She gave me a link to this CRAPPY and I mean CRAPPY STRAIGHT *SHUTTER* porn fic about some girl named Eun Hee and Min Woo. It was like he fondles her and molests her in a closed resturant cuz shes waitress there and he manages to take her panties down and fondle her with ice and and Im like EW X.x and then they go back to her place or his place and whatever and they fuck and she uses phrases like "his privates go into her privates" and I'm like what is this hetro garabage!? And it was all about her breasts. It was all about the fact that her titties bounce and Min Woo was absoultly enthralled by that...>.> riiiiiiiight. Ugh just garbage. PLUS the grammer was choppy, misspelled words all over the place *worse then me weeeee* and ugh jus...crap. Straight garbage. =p
Anyway for my Aoki-chu so she has something to read: ^_^ See...no slacking for me. OKAY well....I better go..and talk to Misato. I'm done writing for today ^^v laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:09 p.m. # erf....slacker # [Currently Listening to: Drop of Colour by: Hyde] ERF....I don't feel like doing ANYTHING. I just wanna sit here and talk to mah peoples. Ugh I don't feel like writing...I hardly blogged. I just felt I had to for today just for the ske of doing it...for...some ungodly reason that makes no sense to anyone but to me alone. *sigh* I dunno just feelin real slacker like... Kara's also back. Or been back but rather not online. She's moved on with life and that's okay. I would say I missed her like mad but truth be told, I haven't. It's like...u know its on thing to not go on the net anymore because you have a life, but in a way it's like she jus...sorta forgot about me or anyone else that cares(ed) about her. I'm like...aw...that's so sad. There was once a time where I would talk to her everyday. She was like my mentor into the lemon fic world an stuff and I would miss her like crazy when she wasn't around. But she's distantanced herself enough where I can't reach her anymore. I'll write to her an get nothing back...so...I guess I'll chalk that up to someone else I knew once upon a time. Okay...it was mother's day today. We didn't do anything because no one celebrates anything in this damn house. Plus I didn't have money to get my mommy anything. *sigh* okay...well I'm off. I jus wanna talk with Misato now. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 10:48 p.m. # Quick Blog # [Currently Listening to: Inside You by: Luna Sea] I so love ths song. ^.^ Anyway quick blog because I'm just posting up another chap of Fate ^.^b Okay I still have to write...waaaah laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:20 p.m. # Test and Yesterday # [Currently Listening to:In my Dream with Shiver by: Luna Sea]
You are the French Kiss
You are 90% Evil
You are Schuldig
You are Kaoru WAH...lots of test. ^_^ Anyway, so yesterday I went out with Jun to see Ghosto and Akio. ^.^ I got to see my Teru-chu sing and dance in all her multi-talented glory ^^ *claps for Teru-chu* She's so pretty I'm like aww man why she doggin herself so much all the time? Anyway after the show we got to eat but Jun and Ghosto where all stinky and didn't get me a drink or a fork while I went to answer my cell phone when my mom called. Since it was a culture show, there was a lot of different food and both Ghosto and Jun gorged themselves on food and pastery. I had 2 crossants *wow butched that* some Mandarien *butched that too* chicken and a rice ball with a small cup of warm ginger ale oh and a slice of Sicilan pizza. So anyway that's all I ate, while Ghosto and Jun piled their plates and even brought another one with the, ^^;;;; they had some bread with chocolate lookin/peanut butter tasting stuff called Nutello...or something like that and Ghosto was like "Try try!" and she put to my mouth. I didn't want any but she stuck it to my mouth and smeared the stuff on my lip. I was like -.-;;;;;;; and she laughed. Until I smeared it back on her hand. LOL I threatend her if she did it again next time I would lick it off for real. XD *Ghosto loves having chocolate licked off him by Toki XD* so she didn't do it again. Then Akio came around since she was just socializing everywhere and then she leaned down next to me and was like "Can I bite you?" and I was like sure go ahead. ^_^ Akio bit me XD she did it 2 times both were really weak I was like erf Akio that was weak! She was like I'm trying to be gentle. I'm like Toki don't like it gentle XD she laughed. (She bit my shoulder btw) She was having a get together afterwards at her house but I couldn't go because my mom had already called me a kajillion times about where I was and when I was coming home so I had to be back before ten -.- ugh. Anyway so I went home. =p Before I even went to see Akio and Ghosto, Jun and me went to the mall where she got a new job at Delia's and then we went to Aeropastle where she bought a camisole and I bout 2 pinky rings. They aren't real pinky rings, just toe rings but I don't wear toe rings so I wear them on my pinkies. They only go down past my nail, the first bend of yout finger, but I looove it. ^.^ I also saw my set of handcuffs I've decided to get. They were only 10$ too so I'm like ooo next time. Yeah I want handcuffs. Since Misato's fic where Mikkie finds a pair under Toki's bed I want a pair. XD So I'm gonna get them and wear them on one arm like bracelets. ^_^ Ooo my daddy's gonna buy me Sugizo's photoalbum Can I Fly!!! *bounces around* I talked him into it. I didn't tell him who the photoalbum was of, I just said I wanted it for my birthday so he said I can order it *bounce* YAY heheheh I'm happy. Mwhahahaha Okay I have to try to write tonight. I haven't gotten anything accomplished since yesterday =p Erf. Laters~
Bow to the slut @ 08:29 p.m. # Feelin Weird # [Currently Listening to: Sweetest "coma" Again by: Luna Sea] I put the "coma" in parnthaese *wee butchered that* because I think it should be COME again not COMA again...I don't care how they pronounce it...hell they even SAY COME again...wtf man...anyway I feel weird...*sob* I was reading this yummy nummy lemon Misato write *glomps Misato* (I'll link it here in a sec) and somewhere near the end my throat jus closed up and I felt like I couldnt swallow without some effort. And my head got...weird. Like I felt dizzy but not really....I don't know...weirdness. What is this Yaoi Syndrome? O.@;; anyway that was just pretty weird. Well my head feels fine now but my throat still feels closed. Ugh it's almost like an allergic reaction to seafood. X.x only I can still breathe. UGH FINALLY!! CDjapan sent a email to Jun (who ordered it for me) saying they FINALLY sent out my precious Luna Sea Photo Album....that cost me 50$ -.-;;;; Anyway so it's being sent...FINALLY. I'm just waiting for that, my package from Aya, my Luna Sea Singles CD that I just bought off ebay *ebay junkie* and...my magazine that Aoki-chu bought for me....also with Luna Sea on the cover. Annnd my preeesent ^.^ *claps*
Desire- TokixMikkie by: Misato
Okay so anyway...I FINALLY heard Teru say "Before I'm dead" of course he said it all like 1 fucking word which is why I never caught it before. He goes "beforeImdead" I'm like...damn mofo SPACE your words out...geez. BUT I finally heard him. *claps* Go Teru and ur fobby english. *still waiting for Jun* Man now I feel like drawing Mikkie the way Misato described him when he was wearing Toki's clothes ^.^ KAWAII!!! *dies of Mikkie's cuteness* in fact....I think I will draw that ^.^ erf....stupid foot itches.... More caps of Sugizo from Jhisbe Network ~flinch~ so credit to them.
Sugi's messy hair ^.^
Sugi leaning back
Sugi leaning back again
Sugi...doing...something
Sugi giving the peace sign
Sugi...doing somethign else... I went to check out Sugizo's offical site the other day and I went to the virtual store and I'm like man I want some of this shit. They should sell this shit in English...don't let me find an order form in English damnit. I saw these stickers that Sugizo is jus promoting "No more machine guns, play the guitar" I'm thinking he's anti-war? *guessing* heheh but yesh...I want ooooonneeee....I dunno why...maybe I'd put one in my car...I'm anti-war too. >.> that is if I gave a damn enough about it. Anyway yeah...I want oooone. I want a lot of things. Okay...let's see..it is now...10 days until my birthday ^.^
Revised Birthday List
DVD's
1.Cowboy Bebop 1st session episodes 6-10 DVD
Randomness
1. CAN I FLY Sugizo's photoalbum *this I want most* found at Fujisan.com Bweeee.....Jun still doesn't knwo what she's getting me. -.- ugh hassle. She's about to start a new job too and I'm like geez woman cutting it close. Mwhahaha anyway I better go...Jun jus called and said to be ready by 4...I have 20 minutes to get ready. Erf....no writing for me today~ Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:14 p.m. # Um....nameless blog # [Currently Listening to: Inside You by: Luna Sea] Ah, the OFFICAL TxM song XD thankies to Misato. Now anytime I hear this song I just think about Toki and Mikkie fucking...XD YAY Oh speaking of which... Anyway today when I was bored and trying not to make my comp lag when I went to this site and found this untitled HydexYukkie fic probably one of the best fics I ever read. I read this a long time ago, but I had just read it and did nothing about it. But this time I found it and I'm gonna print it out because it's so good ^^ read read read!! It's sooo good!! Um...I think that's all I had to say other then wow...Auwon, Gackt's a weirdo who's scared of lights J/k!! LOL I can't talk though. I'm not fond of light myself. Yeah...hm...I think that's all I had to say...*yawn* I'm gonna go back to writing...see if I can't get some more done. OH I also posted my humor fic in the Tonhyuk Junta forum it's called Fractured Fairytales no one commented but I really don't give a shit because *me being arrogant* I know I can more then likely win that contest no problem. *scoff* newbie writers...pheesh. SPARE ME. WEEE Tomorrow I get to go see mah Ghosto, June Bug (Jun) and Teru-chu (Akio) ^.^ LOL Akio hates her new nickname. LOL She said she sounds like a derranged Pokemon. LOL But I think it's mad kawaii XD Ghosto is takin pics for me BWeeeeeeee!! okay...now I'm gonna go write. LOL Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 10:20 p.m. # Things to think of as I sleep # [Currently Listening to: Change Your Lifestyle! by: Sugizo from the SOUNDTRACK movie] Long ass J-rock Survery snatched off Aeris's blog
1A. Do you like Aliene Ma'riage? never heard of them Erf.......okay anyway, last night I was doing the math for how many hours I slept during school. Okay so here goes. In a 24 hour day, I slept 6 hours total. from 12AM to 6AM. That means in a 5 day week, I would only sleep 30 hours, which means I slept for 1 day and 6 hrs out of 5 days. Which means in 2 weeks I would only sleep for 2 days 12 hrs. In a month *this is not counting weekends* I would only sleep for 6 days. X.x Geez man...no wonder I would be so tired a lot of the time. Erf... Anyway last night I was thinking about the convo me and Misato was having...um...were having...woo way to go English major. Anyway since it was TxM I jus kept thinking about that...it was what kept me up for a while. I wanna write something now....^^;;;; OKAY so last night I stayed on an extra hour d/ling more mp3 from Sugizo's SOUNDTRACK. I ended up getting Traveling Theater and Change Your Life Style! along with Europa and In the Closet. They're jus instrumentals except for Change Your Life Style! which sounds like heavy metal..O.o well it sounds funky nonetheless. I'm TRYING to get Rest in Peace and Fly Away because...I just do. I also want this album!!! Yeah...I was gonna say something else...OH I finally entered the Tonhyuk JunTa forum contest. I entered in Best Lemon, I entered Lemon Joy and I'm about to enter in the Humor one too because I thought of the best idea last night. Mwhahahha So...anyway Imma get started on that soon. UGH this fucker cut me off more then 1/2 way done through the song!! A POX ON YOU!!! -.- Okay I'm gonan get some ice cream and some sex inducing thoughts of hot chocolate...okay....laaaaters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:22 p.m. # Ooo Happy Birthday! # [Currently Listening to: Inside You by: Luna Sea] WAH It's Woo Hyuk's birthday! 1st time I remembered a H.O.T member's birthday that wasn't Ta. I use to do tributes and all that stuff...but....I don't have recent pics anymore -.-v ahh thats what happens when you go broke. Besides, Woo Hyuk's going J-rocker on me with his no matching skills. =p Plus his hair is looking so fried...>.< but anyway yay his birthday is here and he is now 24! Gettin old there...LOL jus messing. Much love ^.^ Anyway and now I haven't posted Fate in 2days one, because I meant to and the other day because I actually forgot ^^;;; I was being lagged behind on my fic >.< But I'm...sorta caught up. Anyway let me post that now. Ah I missed that. ^_^ Anyway speaking of things I missed....OMG my Ta!! *smooshies Ta* I've missed him so badly and I FINALLY got some recent pics of him thankies to mah Aoki-chu *smooshies Aoki-chu too* All credit to H.5.T and to People Connection where I snatched these off just so I can sigh and swoon and remember who I love with all my heart in the first place ^_^ *BIG SIGH* Speaking of love...
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ I'm having no luck with people on Winmx today. I was only able to get one song all day...but no one is letting me get In My Dreams with Shiver and I really want that song damnit. -.- Anyway my mommy bought me cookies!! COOOOKIES!!!! Ugh...I'm getting fat =p okay, time to go write some more. Yesterday I fucked off and did nothing so now I have to write today *sigh* Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 06:31 p.m. # No Life # [Currently Listening to: Heavy Gauge by: Glay]
Heavy Gauge -Translation-
I want to forget love
Before I'm dead, it's not that I'm sad
My neighboring ambition, really quick, how...?
Before I'm dead, if I covered both of my eyes, do you think I'd be able to see the truth?
Heavy gauge, onto the two of us cowering here on the edge of sadness
How many more dreams will I have to step on before I'll be able to sleep?
How many more dreams will I have to step on before I'll be able to sleep? *bounces* He says before I'm dead? LOL Wow again...I so did not catch that.....I can't get over the fobaliciousness of it all. I STILL can't hear it...LOL Man I think Takuro needs a hug. Espically after reading the translated version of Happiness
Happiness -Translated-
To the two of us deeply buried beneath the hush of night
Though our motives weren't pure, we forgave each other
Don't wanna hurt you anymore
Prayers look to the sky Don't wanna hurt you anymore
Don't wanna hurt you anymore
Sometimes, all alone in the crowd of bewildered people Awww *huggles Takuro* is okay...man I think someone's depressed. >.< Anyway...I have no life. This is my second day on holiday and....yeah. So far all I did was shower. LOL I have no liiife. It's so sad really. But this Friday I'm going to Akio's Culture Show so I get to see her and Ghosto, which is always jjang. It's gonna be 4 of the Yakuza again Bweeeeee~ Okay so...yeah besides that...I don't really have anything to blog about other then I'm bored and lonely and my head feels real...light. Last night I hung up with Jun only to lay in bed for a while, my body feeling so fuckin heavy that I didn't even have the strength to turn over. So I was laying there falling in and out of conciousness for like 1/2 an hour until my dad scared the hell out of me and bursted in my room and he's like did you put this away? I sit up so fast all scared and shit X.x creepy. I hate when I get snatched from my sleep and I wake up all groggy. X.x AUWON!! OMG Now I remember....LOL yeah man only get ur lip pierced if you like...have the mouth to do it. You know what I mean? Yeah man...LOL sorry about talking about my fic...la la la la ^^;;;;;; just commenting back to Xioamei who wants to hurt my baby Ta *smooshies Ta* BTW I didnt get that whole father in the car with his son gets his by train father dies doctor says that's my son clip thingy you blogged about yesterday. Break that down to me...my damaged is all brained.
Fantasista by: Misato Okay minor set back in the Yakuza. DG and SR were invited to be part of us since they were hardcore about stuff...they kinda dropped off the face of the earth and while the rest of the yakuza are knowing each other and stuffies, they weren't around. =p so I decided to replace them as long as it's cool with the other yakuza. So far Gab and Aoki-chu say it's cool. So who's gonna be the replacement for Jia? Well...Xioamei seems interested enough XD It works out on many levels. Mwahahah yeah man. So if it's cool with Aya, Ghost, Jun and Akio, we have ourselves a new don. LOL Xioamei likes being the don~ She's power tripping. Mwhahaha Bweeee *claps* We'll see how it goes over with the other yakuza, plus we still gotta get a Tai. I AM NOT A BUNNY AOKI-CHU!!!! Okay...that's pretty much what I have to say for now. I better get some food before I pass out...though I shouldn't because I feel hella fat and pudgy =p laters. I love you mah Little Ghosto ^.~
Bow to the slut @ 03:02 p.m. # BIG SIGH # [Currently Listening to: Heavy Gauge by: Glay] WAAAH I love this song!! *sigh*
Heavy Gauge
ai o wasuretai kono sekai no owari to tomo ni
BEFORE I'M DEAD kanashimi wake janai sukoshi dake kokyuu ga tomaru
baka ni ki no hayai kinrin no yabou wa ika ni
BEFORE I'M DEAD ryoume o fusaidara shinjitsu ga mieru darou ka
HEAVY GAUGE kanashimi no kiwa ni tachisukumu futari ni
HEAVY GAUGE kanashimi no kiwa ni tachisukumu futari ni Now...if I can get an ENGLISH translation...I'd be happy. He says before I'm dead? LOL Teru is jus to fobalious...man worse then Hyde. Cuz at least with Hyde I heard was saying SOMETHING in English...what I didn't know but Teru was sayiong something in English....LOL Oh man I didn't even catch that. It's just like...Rain I think where he was going OH I need your love and I for the longest had no idea what he saying so I would jus hum along because I couldn't catch the Japanese *so I thought* fast/clearly enough...it wasn't until me and Jun sat there trying to figure out what he was saying when he heard Oh I need your love...LOL we both cracked up. Aw tarter sauce...I jus dropped my cracker. -.- anyway, I got my paper back after I took my final. I GOT A C!! *does 1Tym dance* Yesh...I passed the class!!! Now after my mom pays I can sign up for fall classes...erf...4 classes again. I actually liked being suspended with just 2 classes. What a pain. Anyway I did my final and I total fucked up. I had to compare Thoreau's speech Civil Disobediance and Malcolm X's The Ballet or the Bullet and how they were alike and how they were different....I wrote 3 and a half pages...X.x Usually in exam books I fill it to the last page and this one I had like 4 or 5 pages left over. I was like FUCK...X.x But I know I passed. I got a C on my paper ^_^ that was majority of my grade. I AM DONE with school...*sigh* I'm now offically on holiday. Man Aoki-chu is pissed...or at least that's the impression I'm getting right now because I'm not gonna post a new chap of Fate tonight. It's not even that I'm mad at Ghost...cuz I got over that last night after talkin with Misato I jus brought it back up so I could blog about it because I like to blog over every little petty thing because I have no life. So it's not even that I'm mad, it's just a lesson I learned. And Aoki-chu is like I'm staying out of it. I'm thinking....staying out of what? O.o No one's fighting here, it's not that serious...but Aoki-chu doesn't wanna comment. =p Oh well. http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Triangle36Moons.jpg I started that 2 days ago, finished it today. I kept getting interrupted and I wasn't able to finish until I got back home after my final. Okay, quick explanation, no Jia and Toki are not that tall. Tsubasa is sitting, Jia has his head back, Toki is slouching. There. Make sense? LOL Aoki-chu said what no Ghost? LOL No that would be a square. Ahh...anyway...yeah...Imma go write some more because I have to pick up my mother later...erf...plus I gotta think of an idea for drawing a sexay Akio pic. LOL Last night, Akio and me were talking about how I should draw him, an shes like, he should be laying on his back...and I added, touching himself? LOL We laughed, and I kept thinking about handcuffs on him, but he would wear one on his wrist like a bracelet or something...I dunno about the other one...anyway so I was thinking about that...Akio touching himself with a handcuff on....I was telling Misato and she was like who's the sadist watching all this? LOL I dunno Akio who is the sadist watching all this? *cheers Toki's name* LOL okay...I'm off....time to write. I'm still eating crackers...oi...I feel like a bird. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 02:54 p.m. # Never Again # [Currently Listening to: Seven by: Gackt] At least I think it's Seven....^^;;; I use to be a big Gackt fan when I first started out in J-rock so much so I even got his Mars album. My 1st J-rock CD damnit. Anyway I use to have all his songs d/led on Napster and shit...when my compy crashed I lost it all and never bothered to d/l them again...but Jun burned me a CD with some of his songs on them, some being my favs...and...for the life of me I can't remember if this is Seven or another one of his songs I loved and still love. *shrug* OKAY I have this little annoyance that just turned into big anger. I'm so easy to anger..>.< I should seek help. Anyway, last night, I'm talking to Ghosto, the rare occasion that that is. And she's telling me to post up another chap of Fate cuz I have her hooked an whatever whatever. So you know, this being Ghosto, who I love so very much, her rushing me like Aoki-chu was no problem, it didn't cause me to think twice that she was rushing me to post a new chap even though I wasn't ready to and I was busy at the time. It was for Ghosto, that was all that mattered. So I get the disk open I open the file and I run it through one more spell check, making sure the grammer is okay when Ghosto is like where's the new chap? Again, was not even thinking about how she rushed me, I told her I was just running it through one more spell check and then I html it, then upload it and then blog at the fucking speed of light just so she could read it. Well....all for nothing... As I JUST finish blogging, hitting the done button on the blog so it could post, Ghosto comments on the fic and I'm like...O.o how would you know? And she's like I read chap 11. I'm like...-.- wtf man...turns out she just changed the url for chap 10 since the server is the same and I always use the same ending of the URL so it's always emperorhyun_27/Part10_Fate.txt...something like that. So she just changed the 10 to an 11 since the 11 was uploaded and read as I blogged. What pissed me off the most was that 1. I blogged so fuckin fast for her to have no patients 2. She didn't even tell me what she was doing so she didn't tell me to slow down so I could properly blog. Needless to say, I was pretty pissed. She then asks u mad? I'm like no I'm thrilled about being rushed to blog for no damn reason. Which I do -.-v I HATE being rushed, but being rushed for no reason is about a kajillion times worse. I was so pissed I didn't even feel like talking to her anymore. So I stopped responding to her and she got the hint and left me alone for the night. I was pretty pissed off. Misato said it was just one chap, and granted it is, but don't make me rush for you if you're just gonna go ahead and do some shit like that. Aoki-chu never pulled a stunt like that. And because of that I learned my lesson. 1. Never again will I upload a chap before I blog. That chap will be uploaded when I'm DONE blogging so I can jus stick the url in when I'm ready for it to be. 2. I will never again rush. For ANYONE. I don't care if I cliff hang it. In fact I don't think I'll post a chap up 2night. I have to catch myself up on it anyway. I'm only on part 19 when I should be on 21. So no chap tonight. I don't feel like it anyway -.- Sorry Aoki-chu I know you're jus pushing me for a new chap but it's not gonna happen tonight. No more rushing for me. I never would have thought I would have to put restrictions on this fuckin thing. Geez my ML was one thing but Goddamn...this? Erf... Anyway, moving on from that, Xioamei hates my Ta. LOL Over a fic. She's already pissed at him in chap 2 of Awaken to Dawn why? I dunno he didn't even do anything and if you think about it, the real bad guy is Hee Jun....but Xioamei already hates my Ta. LOL oi....poor Ta just being hated on for no reason *smooshies Ta* LOL it didn't even really happen that's the funny part. Aiya...I guess that makes me a good writer then huh? ^.^ *feels proud* Erf...Auwon I heard about that J-rock conventation and I HATE YOU!! You should go!! Man I wish i could go...why does it have to be in fuckin Kali man?? That thing should b in NY!!!! EAST COAST BABY!!! -.- stupid people that stupidly decided to have the stupid con in stupid kali =p a pox on you all!! erf...she said something else too...made me wanna comment back on that....I 4got...erf damn feeble brain that's old and forgetful...DAAMN YOOOOU!!! I have my english final 2day. I was reminding myself to dig my speech of Therou out of my file holder that I stuck in there before. I was reminding myself all morning, get the speech out, get the speech out....so after I take a shower, I go and get the speech out because I know if I didn't do it then I would forget it. So I take it out and then happily put it in my notebook and then get dressed. This morning, I'm making a turn to go to school and I suddenly remember...oh shit did I bring my CDs?? So I get to campus and I open my bookbag, peer in and only see my CD player. TADA....I forgot my CDs. -.- *SOB* NO L'arc, no Luna Sea, no J, no other burned CD, no...whatever else I had in there that I forgot at the moment. MAN I left my CDs at home!! I only have one CD with me that was in my CD player which is the one I'm listening to now and the one I'll have to listen to on my way home from school because I don't have anything else. Tarter sauce...-.- I can't believe I forgot my CDs. AND I have a English final! How am I suppost to concentrate with Sugizo's riff from End of Sorrow echoing in my head because it's rolling around in my system? boo...-.- Aiya...Aoki-chu is stil crushing on Glay. LOL She's so cute. Man I am so throughly annoyed with Jiro...he bothers me. It's all Jun's fault. She hates him so she jus pointed out all the little things about him so now I'm like...oh yeah...that IS annoying...so now I can't stand him either. LOL I just don't like him. He's the bitch. No affectionate term of endearment meant. =p Anyway yesh Teru is cute. His nose is so distracting though. Apparently I'm the only one that sees it. It is damnit...I wish I had a pic and laser pointer to show you people what I mean. His nose is SO FUCKING DISTRACTING. But he can sing like no ones business so I don't care. DAMNIT....Auwon now I remember, don't be showing ur friends pics of MY MAN so they can get hooked on him...cuz u know...then you'll have to break it to them "Oh he's married" and you know, that's always crushing. Music yay, he is a good musician get them hooked on his work just not him -.- *snuggles Ta* mine. Back the fuck off. Wow I was really just listening to the theme of Hana Yuri Dango...LOL it's all happy. Ooo Utada is on!! Give me a Reason I use to jam to this song like all the time. OH Last night I was listening to Sugizo Revive which is a violin solo and I'm like oh wow this is so pretty why did I stop listening to it? I know there was a reason....but I couldn't remember. So I'm like why did I stop listening to it? This is so pretty. At the 3 minute mark...I remembered. At the 3 minute mark, the song stops being pretty and it gets all distorted, gun shots ring out, someone *that I think is Sugizo* screams and the distortation continues for like...a minute before it goes back to the pretty violin playing....what was Sugizo's point in that? I dunno...kinda fucked up the song though. At least now I remeber why I stopped listening to it. Ah...last day of school and 14 days (2 weeks) until my birthday ^.^ I have to revise my birthday list. 2 items have already been bought off the list so...yeah I'll revise it when I get home. OH YEAH my mom started asking where the NY Tokyo music festival was and I'm like I'm not going anymore. When she asked why I gave no reason just shrugged and let it go. She didn't even get WHY I wasn't going anymore which just pissed me off and I feel like going again just because she said "I'm happy you changed ur mind" I'm like -.- whatever leave me alone. Don't fuck up my morning. OMG Aya sent me a bunch of H.O.T so I'm like waiting for that, my CD that I bought off ebay *ebay junkie*, and my pants from Gab, AND my magazine Aoki-chu bought me AND my Luna Sea photo album *falls on the floor* I HATE waiting for shit that should be here already!! Stupid mail a pox on you!! Anyway...man another Gackt song came on...I don't know what this is called either. LOL I should really try and find out. Anyway laters. Off to do something for the...1/2 hour 45 minutes I have left before my final. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:11 a.m. # RUSHED # [Currently Listening to: Vampire's Talk by: Luna Sea] ERF! I thought being rushed by Aoki-chu was bad, crackin her whip at me but SHEESH now I got Ghosto behind me, harping an poking me to upload and post new chaps!! Oi...so here it is. Before Ghosto kills me... Part 11- New Problems, New Vision Aiya...-.- anyway I'm also in process of drawing up somethign new. I almost finished it...but that's what I get for watching The Bodyguard as I was drawing. I got all distarcted.
http://www.geocities.com/berrylandlord1/toshi.jpg The following caps are from Jhisbe Network ~flinch~ all credit to her Sugizo from his video Rest in Peace and Fly Away Another shot of Sugi playing violin Sugizo from the movie SOUNDTRACK *which I finally figured why its called that btw* A clearer shot of Sugi playing violin Caps of Sugizo in the studio recording WAH He's so hot XD *gets down on all fours* raaaar XD mwhaha okay this is the fastest blog possible....sorry for all the typos....more then usual but Ghosto is about to kill me X.x LOL laaaaters ^^
Bow to the slut @ 10:15 p.m. # 1 AM # [Currently Listening to: 4AM by: Luna Sea] Quick blog before I go to bed because I got jack shit accomplished =p And the pic I meant to upload and post here earlier
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ That's all I could get done toay. No Awaken to Dawn tonight *yawn* sorry...okay off to bed. It's late and I'm old. =P laters
Bow to the slut @ 01:34 a.m. # *yawn* # [Currently Listening to: A Prayer by: Sugizo] Waaah...I went to Codi's blog as I check my long list of daily reads and when i got there, I found Codi had read this fic *that I'm still in the middle of btw* A Cat's Tale Bishies as cats....rarrr Sugizo, Toshiya as cats so far...I wanna read this rest. Mwhahaha XD MAAAAAAAN -.- *pout* AERIS got a new blog layout!! *pout* I HATE not having mine yet!! ErF *pouting still* Anyway I went to the movies this morning. UGH my mom comes in my room she wakes me up shes like you wanna go see Spiderman? I'm like what time is it? She's like well the movie doesn't start till 11.30 and I'm like what time is it??? now annoyed. She's like 10. I'm like -.- and I give her the face that tells her "go away and let me sleep I rather rot in this bed then get up and go see fucking Spiderman". Of course I didn't have this option because my mom's like you can't spend this nice day in bed behind 4 walls all day. And I'm thinking then why the hell did you ask if I wanted to go see it like I had a choice? Erf so I got up and I went to see Spiderman. Not bad btw I liked it. Pretty cool compy effects. Then we went to eat and then I came back home where I did nothing for the next few hours but fix my folders. Ah shit I forgot to scan the last pic I drew...okay next blog. Because I have to write up another chap of Fate and Awaken to Dawn *sigh* so much writing. I'll get stopped somewhere in between to have dinner. Erf...I hate eating. The lunch I had earlier is still sitting in my stomach making it expan beyond all belief making me feel fat =p Okay...I'll blog again later. I wanna finish reading this kitty story XD laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:28 p.m. # New Stuff # [Currently Listening to: Be in Agony by: Luna Sea] FUCK I lost my entry -.- oh well I didn't write much so I have no problems repeating myself though I HATE TO. A pox on that -.- Okay so I linked up 2 new blogs. One of them is Codi's. She has to be the biggest Hyde fan eva. She's so cute Hehehe I was reading through her surveys and she jus cracked me up. I was worried about emailing her and asking if it was okay to link her up because I always do because some people think they're too good for you like that girl with the Sashi layout -.- even though it was a tight layout she jus ignored me so I was like okay fuck you too. But not Codi ^^ She's so sweet and nice. So go look at her layout!! it's so hot. Anyway I wrote ^_^ Oh btw the part of Manhatten Joryu is in is very real. It's nicknamed K-town and one of the places I go to 1st thing when I go to NY. The store he goes into is called New World Music. It sells Japanese music mostly and some Korean. I know this because the store across the street is called New World Music and it owns that store which is also called New World Music. The bigger store sells Korean Music. I go to both stores and often walk away with massive amounts of posters ^_^ Bwee. Oh and also the poster on the window of the store was there last time I went. It was up after Glay's Heavy Gauge poster. He also got the single I regret not getting -.- Anyway....so I had a bunch of caps from Sugizo in SOUNDTRACK. Cuz there's a movie called that...don't ask -.-v and some caps of him working in the studio looking SO FUCKING GOOD....but when AOL booted me for doing something illegal *takes out 9 shoots AOL* -.- I lost the links and now I can't remember off which blog it was linked from. But don't worry...I'll find it again. Anyway...yeah...I ate another packet of crackers. Erf...I love crackers. Bweeeeee and I finished my 2nd snapple of the day. Ugh Imma b so thirsty later. I'm always thirsty. Man...okay well I better go re-write the 1st paragraph to Fate....AGAIN. -.- laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:02 p.m. # Nonsense # [Currently Listening to: Drop of Colour by: Hyde]
Your alpha male is The wildcard alphamale Ah it figures. Even in a tests I get the assholes. Not that I would mind right now cuz I'm sooo not lookin for forever unless Ta comes knockin on my door. WAH Misato got a new layout. This is her second one!! I haven't switched mine yet -.- how unfun. Chun got a new layout too. -.- how unfair!! I want a new one too!! Erf...*sulks* Anyway yesterday I got to talk to Jun after she woke my ass up from sleeping X.x so we talked and I gripped about how sick I was of hearing about hide already...which I am. I threatened that if I hear one more thing about him I was just gonna go off. The thing is, I learned not to run my mouth unless I have my facts straight because I hate when people talk shit and they have no idea what they're talking about so rather like looking like an asshole like most people do, I was gonna go do some research on the guy. Oo that should be hard -.-v *sarcasm* Get some songs, compare and all that good crap. But frankly I heard 2 of his songs...well no wait...I heard like 3 or 4 I think...I 4got anyway, I heard some of his songs and out of all them I only liked Pink Spider and that's only cuz Sugizo was playing guitar in it. Anyway so I was gonna do that...but then I was like..ugh save it for later. I have yet to see one more thing about him so far. Hm...it's very well possible I may have some problem with chocolate. I ate a chocolate bar a few minutes after starting it around 1.30 it was 3 when I finished it because I learned a long time ago I cant eat chocolate in one sitting. Anyway so I finished the las part of the bar and now...my head hurts. Like on one side near my temple. -.- stupid headache. Stupid chocolate. A pox on that I say. evilness. >.< STUPID MAIL...it hasn't gotten here yet. Erf...I already sent my payment out for my Luna Sea CD singles collection...just blowing away the last of my money. I already talked to Jun about going to the NY Tokyo Music Festival...yay ^^ And going to Otakon with Pookie. Bweeeee....my summer has actitives planned. *weee* LOL Xiomei hun haven't you noticed how he's called the Totchi-ho? Yeah he's a bit of a manwhore. Too bad though he's so kawaii sometimes. ^_^ eeeeee and sexay!! XD yeah man *licks the Totchi-ho's stomach* Oh...right...LOL Xiomei said that she was gonna go after him...^^;;; OH when you get Ta in the box, remember...air holes. Okay I have to finish up this chap of Fate and then do Awaken to Dawn....I should also eat. My head is killing me now. Erf but I only have sugar bomb cereal and I doubt adding sugar to sugar will make it any better. Erf...on the upside...I finally washed my dirty hair. ^_^ My hair is now clean. Off for some food now...head hurts...>.<
Bow to the slut @ 03:12 p.m. # 20 Days # [Currently Listening to: Be Awake by: Luna Sea] Maaaaaan I went blog hopping earlier when I was bored...I got to some blogs I usually come across and wouldn't you know it....4 out of 5 blogs got SOMETHING to do with hide. *rolls eyes* Anyway I changed my stats on the side. It got so plain and boring...I had to change it. So it also goes along with my spiffy new counter. Don't hate you know it's me and Ta XD Annnnnd 20 more days till my birthday!! *wiggles around* preeesents!!! I FINALLY sent out my new g-fic fic. This one is called Awaken to Dawn where did that title come from? I dunno...but it works for me. XD Ohh speaking of fics... OMG NEW YORK-TOKYO MUSIC FESTIVAL!!!! I'm SO GOING! Even though fuckin BoA is gonna be there...erf...I HATE HER ASS TOO. tarter sauce. Why did she have to be there. She's not even Japanese!!! Ugh...-.- but anyway I still wanna go. If it's Tokyo's music scene what else are they better known for then their J-rock XD WOOOOO *bweee* Oohh yeah I'm also going to Otakon in July. ^_^ Not only will I finally be able to meet up with Gab but I'll also get to see Misato!! Wooooo how fun. ^_^ I'm so excited. That's 3 cons I have to go to so far. Erf...Imma b so broke. =P Oh well. It's ANIME!! Wooooooo lol okay I'm done. Riiight....so that's basically all I have to blog about...because I've been blogging all fuckin day....so Imma jus finish up with today. OH also, Aoki-chu got a new blog domain! ^_^ Go Aoki-chu heheheh okay...now I'm done. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 09:19 p.m. # Counter!! # [Currently Listening to: Make it Last by: 1Tym] Bweee got a new counter ^_^ It's me and Ta *sigh* how suiting. Bweeeee *dies in cuteness*
Bow to the slut @ 05:14 p.m. # Pointless Dribble and more on the 36 Moons # [Currently Listening to: Gravity by: Luna Sea] Erf...I was actually listening to L'arc earlier but I was looking through blogs at that point and didn't actually blog until I switched CDs and Luna Sea came on ^^;;; my bad. Okay yeah like you people can hear it...>.> Annnyway. Okay I found something intresting. I didn't know hide died on May 2nd. It was knowledge brand new to me. At any rate now I pretty much get pissed off because ITS MY MONTH!!! Now I have to hear about fuckin hide forever and 3 days jus because he died in May. Damnit why couldn't he die in like....September or...April...or some other non as important month. -.- Erf...actually it would have been better if he had not died at all so everyone could fuckin stop sweating his dick like he was the world's greatest rock god. -.-v but that's another story. I'm not about to ramble on and on about fuckin hide when I did yesterday to Aoki-chu. LOL and to Jun. And when I was telling her, she missed who I said had died May 2nd so she stopped me and was like wait who died May 2nd? I was like hide. She was like oh why are you telling me? Okay yes I mourned *pauses for like 2 seconds* anyway...LOL ah...that's why we're friends. Besides, it's not worth the blog space talking about how his death is so fuckin hyped and that's basically the only reason everyone an they momma loves his work. *rolls eyes* This is me...giving a fuck about what every fuckin one of his fans says. -.- Anyway, so besides all that nonsense, I'm at school. About an hour away from my class starting. It's 8.30 in the morning but it looks like its about 5 in the morning because that's how dark it is. I was like whoa...it seemed the more I drove towards Edison the harder the rain got so I was like erf...>.< kinda worried. I'm always scared some moron that can't drive will hit me. >.< not that I'm a bad driver in the rain, I'm actually better because I'm more alert. Anyway so now it's so fuckin dark. My mom wants me to pick her up right after I have class so I won't have to drive in the heavy rain storms in the afternoon when I usually pick her up. Hey I'm NOT complaining. That means I won't have to leave my house espically after being so fucking tired. WAH MY CHILDHOOD IS COMPLETE. Okay, I dunno how many people actually know what a Popples is but they were these toys popular in the 80's. They looked like bears and where multi colored and they rolled into balls. They had their own cartoon show and stuff. Anyway when I was like little, I never got one. All my friends and they momma had like 2 or more and I never had ONE. I held it over my parents head as I was growing up claiming that my childhood was ruined and never completed because I never had a Popples. My parents said I never wanted one because my cousin got one before me...but that's not the point. Anyway, more recently I started bitching to my parents about how I never had a Popples and it's a major guilt trip for them because they always say they'll give me everything and anything my heart desires if it's in their reach. You know...money wise. Which is why when I was 16 my daddy bought me a Tickle Me Elmo...which of course was right after I threw a temper tantrum in the middle of a walmart. ^^;;; I started whining and I held my breath and everything until my dad was like OKAY FINE!! So I got an elmo XD so when I saw Popples were being remade and resold I started bitching even more. Screaming everytime I saw one on TV: I WANT A POPPLES!!!! Finally my parents went on this massive search for one which I blogged about a while ago. Having no luck my mom said I could look for one on the web, which I did. But my mom said I had to wait before ordering it. Yesterday I was leaving my house to pick up my mom and I saw a box on the stairs of our apartment. So I picked it up and brought it inside not having the chance to open it before I left. So I came back home with my mom and opened it only to scream my head off running around my house holding up my most prized possion...my brand new Polka-Dottie Popples. ^______^ *beams* I was holding it and jumping up and down and needless to say very happy. So my childhood is offically complete... 20 years later... LOL Anyway so I'm happy as hell about my Popples. It didn't even sit on my desk when I moved all my other masses of stuffed animals my parents bought me off my bed. My Popples slept on my bed, near the wall, right next to my Ta pillow ^.^ LOL Imma show my daddy when I get home. Last time I showed him my Gir dolly he was like -.-;;; *looks at me looks at my mom* She's gonna be 20? XD yesh I am 5 yrs old at heart....sometimes. WAAAHH!!! XIOMEI I HATE YOU!!! You're going to Korea too!!!! OMG LUCKY!!! I wanna go now. But I'm going in the winter so...ERF OMG SO LUCKY!! Can you get me something PLEEEASE??? I want Ta. Jus ship him over in a box or something...but put some air holes in the box!! Don't forget that!! I do NOT want a sufficated gasoo in a box =p LOL Luuuuuucky. OMG...Tony better watch out XD WOOOOO GET HIM GIRL!!! Mwhahahaha...IM me okay? I never know if your busy ^^;;;; *falls on the floor* I'm so tired. I hardly woke up this morning. I only continued moving because I know I have to hand in my paper for my LAST DAY OF CLASSES!! MWHAHAH Next Monday I have my English Final and then that's it. I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeee *sings* LOL yesh...so happy. *sigh* WAH MISATO WROTE ANOTHER LEMON. XD Wasurenai Kara- Aoki x Aya by: Misato Bweeee XD Go Aoki mwhahah gettin it on with Pretty Aya mwhahaha. I also linked Misato's blog because she actually wrote a little definations page on the side of her blog explaining the members of the 36 Moons and their names and stuff. XD Mwhahahah I love Toki's And I quote: "Toki: member of 36 Moons. The ghetto fabolous one ^^ Nicknamed Silence. Never takes no for an answer and flirts with anything with a pulse ^^. Is very close with Jia. But is infatuated with Mikkie. He's also Lez's alter ego XD" XD how true is that mwhahaha I looove that. I'm ghetto fantabulous. Mwhahah she also posted up a little thingy on Aoki and Aya to get some background on them so go check it out if you're interested. Tee hee. OMG I LOVE THIS FIC. I'm so happy the idea came to me. I dunno...I feel more established as a writer with 36 Moons Bweee ^^ WAH Auwon posted up some pic of DEG at the HK concert thingy. I don't like Die with short hair...I realized this. But the Totchi-ho is looking good as always with his little quirky smile XD Mwhahah he's so sexy. I should Xiomei so she can say Toshiya and get all excited XD Damn the Totchi-ho has such a nice stomach...XD *licks the Totchi-ho's stomach* raaar XD LOL speaking of raring, I got Gab doing that too. Mwhahahah I'm good damnit. I keep saying erf a lot too. I dunno where that came from though. LOL OMG...LOL I'm so weird. I jus wanna laugh for no reason now. LOL Nah I lie, this same Asian guy I always see was standing next to me a second ago...I'm sitting next to the printer in the comp lab. I dunno why it's why I always have people around me. LOL anyway it was jus weird cuz I jus randomly look up and it's him. LOL He's not even that cute I jus see him a lot. *yawn* damn it started raining again. Well lucky me my hair is dirty and nasty anyway -.- *has not washed it in 4 days* I know I really should....but this is a good thing because now my hair wont frizz from the weather. Wow I am really rambling. Anyway....I guess....that's all I have to really blog about today...for now. I'll more then likely blog again laters. BWEEEE I talked to Aoki-chu last night for a good long time. ^_^ *snuggles Aoki* WAH AND GHOSTO IS SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED XD hey Ghosto, come on ova, I'll take care of ya XD MWHAHHAHA Ghosto IS A HORNBALL MWHAHAH Misato you have have nailed Mikkie correctly...better then you thought LOL XD Okay...now I'm done. RAR DAMN EBAY JUNKIE...okay wait I'm not done. A bunch of girls I went to high school with are somewhere behind me. -.- NOW if I had a shot gun.....
Bow to the slut @ 08:21 a.m. # Fuckin Ebay Junkie # [Currently Listening to: Dramtic Neo Anniversery by: Pierrot] UGH I have NO fucking slef control. Okay so I HAD money. I just blew it all away getting a Luna Sea Complete Singles CD. fuck man....-.- I got no self control. I KNEW I shouldn't have gone to ebay. Erf....MAN I hate when I do that. Oh well at least I actually HAVE the money to pay it off and not just wallowing in debt as usual. Although now I'm broke again. -.- Anyway, so I wrote more of Fate and I'm one chap away from sending out the new fic. Bweee Part 7- The Return of the Past Waaah.....man I love how fast I'm writing it. Watch me get stuck soon though. LOL
OMG I was talking to Aoki-chu earlier about how I am now a offically a pedophile. I was telling her how I want a fragile, frail tender looking boy, someone I can dominate XD I want someone young too someone who looks like this. Basically I want a baby uke lookin boy. I want a tender young thing *gets down on all fours* raaaaaaarrrr XD So I was like I need to get me a tender young thing. I wanna get me a 16 yr old boy...XD I'm such a pedophile...LOL Got no shame though. XD bweeee Oh btw the pic of my baby uke is Hisoka is from this anime called Yami no Matsuei. Misato got me into it XD *rar* Hisoka looks like such a uke XD WAAH MY BABY UKE!! He's such a perfect lookin uke. XD Okay I'm done. I have nothing else to blog about...so Imma finish up cuz Im on the phone with Aoki-chu ^^ bwee *smooshies Aoki*
Bow to the slut @ 10:40 p.m. # If I had a shotgun... # [Currently Listening to: Lucifer by: Sugizo] ...and close range...I'd more then likely use it. This has been my phrase for a little while now. I've been saying a lot since THAT BOI came out with a new album. Guh *dies* I HAAAATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! WHHHHY doesn't a bus/train/car/truck run him ooooverr??? WHY doesn't fall off a boat in the middle of the ocean and leave us all pray he can't swim. WHHHHY doesn't he just STOP SINGING and disappear off the face of the earrrth? GOD...okay I hate him. He just...really bothers me. But like I said...if I had a shotgun....actually no, I wouldn't wanna shot him with a shot gun. Ever see the mess that thing makes? everything splatters all over the place omg...>.< is quite vile. And knowing my luck I'd get THAT BOI brains and blood all over me. >.< ugh another reason to hate him. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET BLOOD STAINS OUT? -.- Moving on. Today was my last day of Math. *claps* I only have 1 class left, 1 final because get this, I HAVE NO FINAL FOR MATH!! *falls on the floor in relief* I just have my english one *ahh the joys of being achedimaclly *wow butchered that* suspended* Anyway I wrote my paper toay. Before I got online so I wouldn't be distracted which I will hand in 2morrow. Is it good? No, I didn't exactly follow format BUT I got a lot of fuckin sources and I quoted and parapharsed and I BETTER GET A FUCKING C GOD DAMNIT!!! I'll be so pissed if I don't pass the class for that fucking paper. I WILL NOT take English 122 again. -.- *kicks english class away*
Anyway...okay so back to my petty female bickering. I read Misato's blog then saw that she said that Myrrh blogged about the thingy about Sugi being called a slut again. A further explatintion. Okay so yadda yadda, it's not me she hates *ooo shock* but what I said. >.> damnit when aren't my words being used to cruxify me later? At any rate, thought are thoughts, opinions are opinions everyone's entitled to one...just not everyone should be allowed to use/voice it *points at all the stupid people of the world* so whatever. Personally I think what Aeris said :"i don't really care about how he really is (because i doubt he's THAT slutty in realy life :P)... but the image he's giving IS the one of a slut... so it's kinda obvious we'll get that idea *shakes head* and why worry so much about how someone else calls a jrocker s/he likes??"" is true. True, I doubt he looks/acts like that on the regular...>.> all though I could be wrong on that but HE DOES give off the slut vibe/image/vibe. So MAN that's why I call him a slut. Iy's why Misato calls him one...it's why he's so Goddamn fun XD I dunno, I never thought THAT out of all things would ever have me quoted on a strangers blog. ^^;;;; Ah...Lez...forever saying something to piss people off. >.> that's Toki-chu for ya. Anyway okay moving on from that...Jinnie has his belly button pierced!! OMG it's SO SEXY!! Damnit Ta take a hint from your friends!!!! *nudge nudge* WAH Ghosto...ur man has a sexy belly ring XD good motherfuckin times. Mwhahaha Aiya...Teru is married X.o;;;; HAS A KID?? WHERE DID THIS COME FROM?? Oi I thought Jiro and Sashi were the married ones. When did this happen? Why wasn't I notified?? Where'd that kid come from? Apparently not a proud papa like Sugizo is...>.> wow he kept that underwraps for a while if he was MARRIED BEFORE and had a kid. Geez man...well I can't really get all mad or whatever because you know...I'm not a big big big fan of Glay. I like their random songs, but like...yeah. Wow he's married and a daddy. Man 1 person left in Glay and it's Takuro. >.> *walks away from Glay*
So Misato blogged 50 kajillion times. Mwhahah one of them was about religion. I did a religion blog how I'm all against the overzelous Christian trying to "save you" from your damnation. Well motherfucker who told you I wanted to be saved? Who said I don't WANT to be damned? I don't like those people. I also don't like those people who are "holier then thou" because they're Christian and you're not. I shouldn't generalize because Catholics can get the same way. Stricter Catholics are all "we're better then you" because what theyd on't eat meat on Lent and give up something for 40 days and celebrate Easter? Riiiight. I'm not spirtual myself, though I do believe in the higher power. God, earth whatever it may be there's an explation the human mind can't explain or understand. Whatever, to each his own, just don't try to shove it in my face. Should someone have spiriualizm? I guiess if they feel they need it. I dunno...I'm not up on relgion couldn't give a damn about it, don't care what everyone thinks or believes in. To each his own. Just had to say that. Speaking of which...Sashi is gonna do a guitar solo on Utada Hikaru's upcoming (or out?) single called Sakura...something...I forgot. Bweee can't wait. AND Replicant Prayer by Sugizo is off my birthday list ^^ Thankies Gaaaab! ^_^ Okay...time for some Trix. SUGAR BOMB CEREAL!!!!!!
Bow to the slut @ 03:04 p.m. # erf...>.< damn contacts # [Currently Listening to: Eternally by: Utada Hikaru] My contacts are forever dry around this time. Frig man...>.<. Anyway I love this song. It makes me think of Ta. ^_^ *sigh* Anyway back to the point I was really blogging. *yawn* I'm tiiiired. I did my search already...2morrow I'll finish up my paper, bullshit 3 more pages. *yawn* Ah 2morrow I have math. YAY good times. I like this class. Mwhahaha. I know that sounds weird considering I hate math. I jus like my proff thats all. He's mad cool. MAN Xiomei got a new layout!! I want onnnnnnne ;.; LOL okay I'm done fussing. I'm off to rest now. *yawn* Laaaters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:21 p.m. # Extremly long Survey # [Currently Listening to: Atena by: Pierrot] Snatched off Mifyuu's blog.
1) Full name: Lez....dun worry about the rest Time killer...back to writing Fate
Bow to the slut @ 06:47 p.m. # Vaniety # [Currently Listening to: Anubis by: Luna Sea] Geez I listen to this song a lot. *pauses to listen to the Sugi slut moan like a bitch in heat XD* ... I think that's why I listen to it so much XD. Anyway, today I didn't have class so I went to Emanuel's house like I do ever Tuesday. I went to his room after opening the door with my own key, and take off my coat and boots, drop my bag near his desk, toss my keys in the same place and got in bed. *sigh* I fell asleep after we talked for a minute and had a cigarette. I dozed off for about 2 hours. At 9.30 we were suppost to take his doggy to Petco so he could get groomed, but Emanuel didn't want to and almost cancelled the appointment. But I urged him to go so we could go to the mall afterwards. So we went but we couldn't the Petco he was suppost to so we took the dog back home and I drove us to the mall. Emanuel wasn't feel well *awww* his allergies were making his throat hurt. So we get to the mall in one piece and first thing we do is take me to get pro studio pics done. And I do. I chose from one of my 4 poses and then paid for them *so fuckin expensive* I didn't pick this pose. I was stuck between this one and the other one I was gonna pick but Emanuel said I looked nice in the one I ended up getting. And when I looked at it again I have to agree. My hands look so nice in this one ^_^
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Me_propics.jpg I'm still day dreaming about my presents. I WANT PRESENTS!!! I can't wait for my birthday. 2day after I pick up my mom I'll have to do a quick search of the web for critics reviews of Stephen King's movies for my paper because "I'm not creditable" to speak about his books/movies. -.- *flips off proff* fuck you. Stephen King sucks anyway. My paper is de Thursday so I have to spend the next 2 days writing it up. ^^;;; lucky for me I already got 3 pages and I bullshited those so I can fake 3 more. OMG...SOMEONE NAMED MYRR because yeah I can say NAMES AND NOT "people" called me out on her blog!! *falls on the floor laughing* Okay I don't know her, nor have I ever spoken to her or seen her blog but I know I heard that name somewhere before. Anyway, why did she call me out? Because I called SUGI A SLUT!!!!! LOL OMG gonna try and contest that?? What am I ruining his "sweet and innocent persona"? Is that what offends?? LOL LOL LOL *rolls on the floor laughing* This is what she said exactly: Have I even mentioned that I hate it when people called Sugizo 'SLUT'? Well, in case I haven't. I do hate it when people called him with that name. I know, it's just a term of endearment to them. Just like when you're calling your friend 'bitch'.. or something like that. It's just my weird mood that gave me that idea. I mean, ok, I myself call him 'Mr. Sex God' The Walking Porn'.. but... 'slut'?.. erm... Maybe I'd have to readjust my brain a bit. Coz 'slut' in my understanding is a word wayyyyyy too strong to be a term of endearment... I don't know. I really can't picture Sugizo as a slut, eventho he can be a real bitch in fanficiton sometimes... but no.. not a slut. Ahhh...well first off, this is no "term of endearment" and what kind of weirdo wacked out friends do people have that they call them bitches? Yes I love my best friend so Imma call her a bitch as a term of endearment.....riiiight. It's NOT okay to call him a Slut but it IS okay to call him "A Walking Porn" or "Mr. Sex God" or any other term there is out there for him. But Slut oh no that's too strong. And...okay he's a walking porn but she can't possibly imagine him being a slut...well...what do you call whoring yourself out and being proud of it? Well okay not whoring...that's "strong" it's like well known that Sugi slept around...dur and if that's not a slut then what the fuck is? *rolls eyes* my fucking blog, my fucking words, my fucking opinion and if you don't like and you "hate it" when people call THE SUGI SLUT a slut, then dont fuckin read my blog sheesh. Like it's soooooo hard not to read my blog. Oi...to think I wanted to link her before >.> Okay I'm done about all that. Thankies Misato for letting me know hun ^.~* I linked her because apparently I'm the only person in the world that calls Sugi a slut. LOL I'm just pushing it now. Okay NOW I'm done.
WEEEE Misato wrote the cutest fic!! ^_^ Okay...I'm done. Off to write some of Fate before I do my search =p blah evil paper. =p Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:14 p.m. # 22 Days # [Currently Listening to: Muddy Blood by: Due le Quartz] Weee in 22 days it will be my BIRTHDAY. Yes all my adoring people who will give me presents I have decided to make it easy on you as I always do and I made a list. Be warned...I did this before and it was short...but it just got longer. ^^
CD's J-rock, K-pop and American
DVD's
Randomness Okay all done. ^_^ really that's everything I want. Like I explained why there's no Ta/H.O.T Stuff related because well...after you spend 6 almost 7 years buying stuff...you run out of stuff to buy ^^;;; so yeah. Unless I can get a tape of all of Ta's perfomances from his solo album then that's pretty much all I want. About the only thing I would LOVE FOREVER whoever got me the Sugizo photoalbum called Can I Fly I REALLY want that. Though if I want it badly enough I'll just wait a little and buy it myself...though....I dunno if I'll be able too since I have cash yes but LIMITED cash flow I can't go nuts and start spending every penny I got. Besides I already gotta pay Gab for my pants. -.- Ooo okay so besides my birthday coming up and the fact that I have only a week left of school *celebrates does 1Tym dance* I also wrote up Fate Bweee okay AND I'm 2 chaps away from finishing up my new fic *sigh* faboo ^^ Okay well anyway the only person so far that already got me a gift was Aoki-chu ^_^ and, oh yeah I GOT MY SUGIZO MAGAZINE!!!! My Fool's Mate, July 1999 issue with Sugi on the cover in his very offensive pants LOL I'll scan laters. I have to write now =p plus I dunno which server to load them up too...^^;;; oi geocities is getting crowded....I think I may have to start moving stuff to another account. Ugh what a hassel. I might just get a whole new account for Fate since the one I got now is just full of 36 Moons stuff. Plus I need to room to put more pics there. Hehehe okay....I'm done for now. 2morrow I gotta finish up my paper. Erf..-.- laters.
Bow to the slut @ 07:45 p.m. # Just one more week... # [Currently Listening to: End of Sorrow by: Luna Sea] Sorry, sorry I usually listen to my Luna Sea CD 1st thing in the morning okay =p And End of Sorrow is one of my fav songs on the CD. *bounces around to Sugi's riff* Anyway and now for a survey snatched off aeris's blog ^^
I WANT // *whips out list* At the top Ahn Chil Hyun
LAST TIME YOU SMILED? // A little while ago
LAST THING YOU READ: Chun's blog
------Do You...-------
SMOKE? On occasion
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? There's hope for everyone..except THAT BOI Okay that's done. OKAY...well I didn't get to write a Fate last night. I saw mad yakuza were online last night the rare moment that it is, so I held a yakuza chat. After a while it lingered down to 3 and it was just Jun and Akio talking, so I bizounced to go write some more of Fate but was side tracked yet again because I ended up talking to Misato about TxM and I ended up giving her Mikkie's side story which totally distracted me because I ended up re-reading it having completly forgotten what I wrote ^^;; So I was like ohh...yeah...awww ;.; I love Mikkie. I think I'm gonna write another fic for him...I'm not sure if he'll be fucking anyone ^^;;;;; Anyway, I went to Chun's blog *aka cool guitar boy* and he had posted up a recent pic of himself...all I can say is: OH FIGURES THAT ALL THE CUTE GUYS LIVE AS FAR AWAY FROM ME AS POSSIBLE. -.- I hate this boonie town, I hate this boonie town and did I mention I hate this boonie town? ugh no cute guys. And the rare few that linger around to surprise me are like blinks of an eye. -.- ugh evilness. But yeah he looked very very...good XD I love his hair. I love hair in general XD but it looks so good on him. Okay I'm done talking about him because I know he reads this and I'm just more or less going on and on about how cute he looked in the pic. But don't take my word for it, go lookie on his blog *points to right* link is riiiight there. I wanna get my eyebrows done damnit grrr....OH LOL I made Aoki-chu get all fatherly on me XD See damnit Toki digs Joryu *ooo so whatelse is new* and I was like *licks Joryu* hmmm...innocent XD tastes like cream. MMWAHAHHAHA. So Aoki-chu got all parental on me and we got into a small argument where she cursed me with 10 kids so I threatend her with making Aoki a GRANDPA because hey, Joryu's a boy thats a seed spreader right there. LOL All this because she wouldn't tell me she loves me. I just wanna hear it again damnit. Auwon...that whole thing about the whole looking back on feeling sad...yes. I co-wrote Delphain with Kara and Babydoll back in the day *man I miss those 2* but because of conflicting scheduales and stuff, I ended up writing the last 3 chaps I think. Anyway I wasn't too upbeat then so I ended just being as sad and depressing and dramtic as I possibly could. So when I later looked back on it after everyone read it and commented and just got all depressed, I read the whole thing through without stopping. I realized just how sad it was. There was no moment of relief, no break where anyone smiled or laughed. There was no moment of comedy...not even once. I was like OMG this is so depressing...;.; it has to be one of the most depressing fics ever to bare my name. So yes...Auwon I know exactly what you mean. Man I haven't written a depressing fic like that in a while. I guess it's because as a writer, I feed off my emotions....and I've just been horny lately...>.> that's not good for writing anything else but porn....which is what I've been doing anyway. GOD how does Toki do that??? Just being horny 24/7? Geez....he really is walking hardon. For once I'm glad I'm not a guy. -.-v Okay anyway...*rubs nose* stupid weather its like cool but no sun...and...wait why am I complaining? OH MAN I saw the most beautiful thing when I was walking to the computer lab this morning. The soft winds of the morning were blowing there, the sky still soft shades of gray as breaking blue and light started coming through, but not enough to light up the morning beneath. The wind was blowing gently, not harsh enough to be cold or disturbing, just to let you feel its presense. It felt as if someone was slowly rubbing my hair...it made me sleepy. Anyway, I walked to the compture lab this morning, walking past all the usual sights on my campus until I turned the corner. I have to walk a straight path past this one building, the library in front of me as the building with the computer labs is tucked away in between the two other aformentioned buildings. I walked past the building, pulling back my hair that managed to tickle my face as I looked up and saw a cherry blossom tree caught in the wind, the pink petals blowing gently down like a false winter snow. I was in awe of the whole thing because it was just so beautiful. I walked underneath it as a gust of wind blew past, shaking the branches, making more pink snowflakes fall down around me as some fell in my hair. I was tempted to stay, feeling the wind and the cherry blossom petals fall around me more, but I had to keep walking. As I walked, it was as if the tree was taking back it's petals because the blossoms that fell in my hair were blow out softly and they fell the ground beneath me where so many other petals had fallen. It was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a long time. ^_^ I got all poetic LOL okay...yeah I got some time left so far. *yawn* I should uh...go do something else. WEEE Bravery by Larc is on!! *claps* okay....yeah I should get some coffee and bum a cigarette off someone soon. *needs to stop smoking* Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:11 a.m. # Stupid Rain!!! # [Currently Listening to: Traveling by: Utada Hikaru] UGH I was suppost to see Akio today...but it rained and my mom is weird and won't let me drive in the rain...as if I've never done it before -.- UGH so no going out for me 2day...which pisses me off. I finally got to talk to Akio anyway...I told her to play hookey on Tuesday ^^;;; what a great influence I am. LOL She said maybe since she missed so many days of school already...so yeah we'll see. *sigh* Last night I talked to Jun and we were watching Gladiator which I think is one of my fav movies. Mostly because I love Joquin *wow butchered that* Phoniex. *jjang* He makes the best fuckin bad guy. BAD GUYS KICK ASS!!! I love the protaganist...espically if he's hot. I have more bad guy favs then anything else. Mwhahah my fav, Nakago from FY *snuggles Nakago* I don't think he's really evil...I think he's just had a raw deal...you can't expect him to be sweet and mushy. And Sephiroth from FF7 he's misunderstood too. But yeah a bad guy kicks ass XD WAH!!! Now I REALLY want a new layout!! Auwon got a new layout!! ;.; I want one toooooo but I have to wait cuz Gab has one more person ahead of me. *sigh* I can wait though. It's always well worth the wait. ^.^ Ooo Last night I talked to Koya. Kinda unexpected because I don't know him personally, jus through Gab. So I was like ooh hi. It felt like I've known him for years though. We jus talked so easily. It was pretty cool ^^ He's such a nice guy bweee but I'm older then him. LOL I'm old. XD I'm laughing about that because I'm not REALLY old..I'm jus 20...but Jun loves to have a field day on that. She says I'm senile or she calls me grandma....ahh shes funny...considering she's just a few months younger then me. =P LOL So I dunno...anywaywhat point was I making? Oh yeah Koya...so I talked to him. Cool guy. WAH he liked Serve the Ego so I was like bwee *^^* erf...speaking of which I have...3 more chaps before I start sending out the new fic...and I'll work on Fate later tonight too. Aiya...I 4got how hard it is to balance 2 fics at once. I haven't done it in forever ^^;;; ACK X.x back itches...okay I talked to Misato last night...but I blogged about that so nevermind. LOL Just kidding. Anyway I still want the Lucifer video -.- I want my 5 minute close up of the Sugi slut. *rar* LOL I'm fine...really...okay so yeah...hm...OH YAY Aeris liked my drawings *beams* jjang. Hehehe okay...I'm jus blogging for a little now...I'm done. I'll blog laters. Hopefully with the 5th part to Fate. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 12:57 p.m. # Whatever comes to Mind # [Currently Listening to: Dearest Love by: L'arc~en~ciel] *sniffies* I'm so bored. X.x blah but anyway let me post up stuffs before I forget. Part 4- Young, Growing Up, Grown Okay so as I was writing, I went on a google search, just to see what I could come up with on Sugi pics because that's how I found all those pics before. So I did that and instead I found two really cool looking blogs. One called synthetic pleasure which has the hottest Sashi layout and the other called you're too good to ignore which has the most KAWAII pic of Sugi as the layout XD dopeness. I asked the owner of synthetic pleasure if I can link her up because her layout is dope. Usually, people don't ask other people so you never know who linked you. I like to ask. It's just politeness on my behave. I didn't ask the owner of you're too good to ignore yet...I dunno why. I will laters though. As for the Sugi pic search, I just found a cap.
Sugi cap I also found this:
I would learn to play guitar if I can have one from his collection XD I mean I would probably really suck at it and I would never cut my nails and it would just be a 500$+ dust collecter....but I really want one XD Plus I love this ad. It's Sugi's waist and his hands clasped on a guitar...*sigh* what an ad. XD Yeah and I finally talked to Gab. Her net died last night so I couldn't talk to her. Boo. BUT she bought me J-rocker pants because she had a pair and I loved them so she opted to get me a pair and I'll pay her back ^_^ I have to blow my money on something damnit. I have the whole outfit planned I have my Sugi-esque pants and a shirt and I have a Sugi outfit. Mwahahahhaa. Gaw...I'm suppost to chill with Akio tomorrow and when I IMed her to ask what time she didn't respond and now I dunno what to doooooo. -.- Damnit...I guess I'll call her 2morrow and see what's up. Cuz damnit....I wanna hang out with her. ARG!! LOL Im making up noises now like Akio. WAH! Okay...I'm gonna go write some more...even though I'm talkin to someone else at the same time. Bweee I'm talkin to Misato!! *smooshies* Okay...off to write. WAHHH oh wait, on more thing, I WATCHED ZIM TODAY!!!!! MWHAHHAHAHAH I love Gir. He totally kicks ass. OH also added new links to the side. I found that Chinese Sugi page again. It's a good page so check it out. XD Suuuugi... XD Okay now I'm done. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 10:52 p.m. # So Bored # [Currently Listening to: Automatic -Remix- by: Utada Hikaru] WAH!! There's nothing to do today. My dad went out bike riding so I had the chance to get online. There's nothing on TV so I was like what the hell. Plus I just finished this drawing so I really had nothing better to do. I was listning to J's Is it Love just thinking about Ta which was really hella distracting. -.-v Anyway last night I managed to finish my Tsu pic ^^ I was talkin to Misato as I was finishing it and I showed it to her first ^^ We were both liking the curve of Tsu's ass and thigh in this pic. I guess he's real curvy...*shrug* though it's funny because the muse I used for him sure as hell isn't XD
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UGH my printer is running out of colored ink...and at the worse possible moment too when I have all these yummy Sugi pics I wanna print out -.- how fuckin annoying.
Bow to the slut @ 02:38 p.m. # Gimme More # [Currently Listening to: Aquarius after Le Fou by: Sugizo] Man I really want the Lucifer MV now. I saw some caps of it and it's just one big long upclose on the sexy slut's face XD I have a one track mind. Can you tell? LOL I'm so in lust. Let's say Ta went insane and cheated on me, this is who I would get him back with. XD But he wouldn't. I luv my Ta. I miss him. He needs to do something...that doesn't require him being surrounded by some bitch that makes me wanna kill her. I do not need the bitter rage rising up in me. That's dangerous. Mwhahaha
Anyway, let me post up the next part to Fate Yeah...I'm trying to get Aoki-chu to blog since she hasn't done so in forever =P so I hope she dooooes. *nudge nudge* I also kinda added a little extra feature to the yakuza blog. When you go to the side where the member's names are you can now click on their names and get a pic of them ^^ I've been meaning to do that forever now...I just kept forgetting. OOO I found yet ANOTHER pic of the Sugi slut. From a French site...O.o;;; not asking. I just stole this pic because it didn't have a gallery. Just this pic fuckin pic.
Sugi: a black and white pic *sniffles* anyway, since I FINALLY finished writing for tonight...Im gonna finish up this drawing. I haven't done a Tsubasa pic in forever...so I started one today. I'll try and finish it tonight. I hurt...I'm tired too *yawn* Man I have been Gab-less all fuckin day today. How stinky. -.- Plus did everyone know that Lisa Left-Eye Lopez died? She got into a car accident in the Honduras and died from her injuries. She was gonna be 31. I'm not sad...mostly because...you know...what do I care about freakin TLC? They weren't even a group anymore. Still sorta sad though. But watch, no one is gonna mourn her death like the Aaliyah the Queen's. Watch. Damn that is so wrong...but it's true. Oh well. >.o stupid contact...all dry again. Blah. Anyway off to finish up this drawing. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 10:17 p.m. # Lucky Charms # [Currently Listening to: Anubis by: Luna Sea] AHHH!!! Listening to the Slut moan like a bitch in heat!! XD *sqirums around* Yeah baby...moan, pant BREATH!!!! WAHAHAHHAH .... Okay I'm fine now. Anyway, so I went to class today. THIS WHOLE WEEK I had not been to class. Monday, I stayed home, Tuesday I have no classes so I went to Emanuel's class, Wednsday I was in so much pain from being on the rag that it felt like my uterus was gonna fall out *nice an graphic for ya* Thursday I had an appointment with my proff and TODAY I was gonna go to math BUT the class was cancelled. Oiii so I went back home. Oi....no school all week. Tee hee. Man...okay...this morning I was thisclose to wearing a skirt and my knee high boots. But at the last minute I changed my mind. I was like...err so I decided to go with plain and simple and wear a pair of jeans and a shirt. So I got the jeans. So I'm standing there for like 20 minutes, fresh from the shower, in my jeans, socks and bra trying to pic a shirt in front of my closet. I couldn't find a single shirt I wanted to wear. I was like ARGH!! I almost went L'arc~en~ciel I.E my Tetsu boots, my Hyde necklace, my Yukkie bracelets and a Yukkie hoodie but I changed again. I couldn't think of anything to wear so I opened my drawer to find a shirt in there hoping I wouldnt be reduced to wear a wife beater for lack of anything to wear when I saw this bright green and black thing in my drawer. I pull on it and low and behold I find a neon green and black Polo Sport... no excuse me, Ralph Lauren baby tee. I think I only wore it once....but there's a reason for that. What's a neon green shirt doing in MY wardrobe you may ask? Well...I'll tell you. Back almost 2 years ago when Hye Sung and I were...I dunno "seeing each other" if that's what you wanna call it, he liked to spoil me. Not that I don't mind being spoiled, but he did it in excess and in expensive quantites. I don't mind the little present here, the candy there, a cute little stuffed animal here whatever whatever. But Hye Sung liked to buy me ANYTHING on the spot. Despite how much it cost X.x I know why am I complaining right? It wasn't that I didn't like it, it was that I dunno it felt weird. Plus me being the way I amI was thinking, Geez he better not be expecting anything in return...-.- he bought me a few items including round trip train tickets to and from NY a couple of times (and those things aren't cheap), dinner, a cuuute Cabbage Patch newborn that had black hair and violet eyes....and was also Asian -.-v, a couple of stuffed animals all now lying beside my bed, a gold bracelet and some shirts. One of the shirts HE bought me on his own free will as a surprise was this neon green and black Ralph Lauren baby tee. I liked it...but I hated the color. It was NEON green for christ sake. I HATE COLOR. He knew that too. Plus the shirt was skin tight and binding, making the words Ralph Lauren run directly across my boobs aand hugging my body so damn tight it was like second skin. I told him I didn't like the color...but of course he wanted me to wear it at least once...with him. So I did. And I never wore again. It's also Ralph Lauren because Hye Sung is the biggest Polo Whore that ever walked the earth but anyway...today I found it. And I tried it on, though at the time I kept thinking about how tight it was last time but when I got it on, it wasn't too bad...it was actually kinda loose which only made me think I must have been fatter 2 yrs ago. -.-v Anyway for lack of anything better to wear I wore that. Of course it hurt my eyes because it's bright fucking neon green. Buuut here some pics because I will more then likely never wear it again.
Me in a my aformentioned shirt You may be wondering why I don't look happy. Well 1st off I never smile in pics. 2ndly I don't like color. It's so bright and there was more green then black in the damn shirt anyway. But....anyway the whole time I wore I thought of Hye Sung...ugh. I had him on the brain all day...so now I went to change. ^^ Annnyway...I WANT THIS NECKLACE!!! Nevermind the sexy man wearing it...all though him with the necklace would be fun too XD but no, I've been seeing it on him more and more and I was like...aww I really like that necklace. I really do. It's more like a choker actually. Anyway I really want it. *nudge nudge Birthday presents cough* I've been eating Lucky Charms for 2 days now ^_^ Man those things get ya all hyper. I got ripped off though. I got those new star in the moon marshmellows. You're just suppost to pour milk on it and u get the star.....well actually you gotta DROWN it. I was kinda mad at that -.- stupid marshmellows. I'll post the next part to Fate soon I promise. I just gotta finish up another chap. EEE Misato wrote another leeeeemon!!! *bounce*
Ecstasy - Sweetest come again by: Misato Just a warning. Tee hee. I printed that out this morning and read it. WEEE!! Yummy...lemon goodness. Mwhahahha okay I'm gonna go write now. ^^;;; laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:06 p.m. # Drowning # [Currently Listening to: Domestic Fucker Family by: Dir en Grey] GAW....OMG okay....I was gonna work on my paper this morning after I finished blogging but I had stupidly forgotten my disk so I just did my works cited page. Blah anyway my proff liked the beginning pages, I have to fix some sentence structure and I now know how to bullshit the rest of my paper whichisn't due tll the 7th so I have a lot of time still. ANYWAY, after I finished my works sited page, I went back and I did some random search, just for the hell of it, of Sugizo, just curious to see how many times my blog would come up. Tee hee ^^ And instead, I FOUND GOLD!!!! *drools* I got all the following pics from Lunatic SLAVE:Gallery:SUGIZO so credit to them and go there to find more of the sexy slut XD
Sugi half naked
Sugi's "I want you" face
Sugi in the FAMOUS outfit
Sugi doing what he does best The next couple of pics I got from a Chinese site. I unfortunatly forgot to save the link ^^;;; and I forgot the name of the page *ah the brillance that is me* well it's not my fault...Sugi brained my damage.
Sugi with his legs wiiide open
Sugi in a tight shirt
Sugi looking to the side I also saw more pics of his daughter. Man she is SO cute. he seems like such a really good daddy too because there was like 2 webcam pics, an he was like holding her up and they were face to face and you see like this little strand of pink hair *which u know is Sugi's* in between them as they both look at the camara. And in another one, they're both sticking out their tongues and it's just TOO kawaii. Sugi seems like a real good dad. It was so hard to say I was lusting after a "father" and he goes from sex symbol, to kawaii, to father figure, to complete dork. He's SUCH a trekkie. -o- I knew he liked Star Trek because I saw a pic of him in a black and red Star Trek shirt like the ones on the show...but tell me why he is always doing that STUPID sorta V-sign looking thing where u sorta make a peace sign with all your fingers...That DORKY thing that all Trekkie fans get all extra excited over. I should just show a pic of what I mean. Sugi being a Trekkie I saw a bunch of pic of Luna Sea at a press confrence and he was just doing that OVER AND OVER again! At first I was wondering what that was and then I realized it...I was like OMG he's A TREKKIE!!!!! *dies* well there's flaws in everyone...even the sexy, slutty, walking porn. -.-v OMG he's such a dork...>.> A hot one nonetheless, but still...a dork. LOL ANYWAY, okay I know I kept everyone in suspence of who's Joryu's daddy. Okay okay...here's the next chap. You find out there I don't know why everyone was getting so worked up. It's not like I meant for it to be a big secret. OoOOO who's the daddy?? LOL no I'm kidding. Well it's there. So go read it and find out. I was waiting for Gab all day...*she's still not on* and I wanted to show her a present I made for her. I didn't get a chance to finish it yesterday so I did today. It's because I had to color it. AndI wanted to show her first but she's not on and if I don't do it now, I'll forget so here it goes.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Anyway needless to say I didn't go out with Akio. It was raining then it cleared up but it was too late by then so...blah we pushed it back to Sunday because that's the only other day she's free. Akio is busy all the sudden X.x LOL well anyway...I guess I can wait till Sunday. My daddy gave me more money ^^ YAY so whenI take image shots with Akio on Sunday, on Tuesday I'll go take some by myself but Emanuel is taking me that day ^^ I'm doing it mostly for him because he's always complaining I don't have enough pics of JUST ME, so here I go. Plus I gotta set some aside for my yakuza and for D and for...uh...>.> someone...OH MARK. Hopefully ^^ eeeeee Imma see him on May 7th for Rutger's China Night. MWHAHAHHA he's such a sexy bitch. Not like Sugi though XD Bweeeeeee well I'm all extra reved up and no one to talk to because Aoki-chu went to tutoring...blah. And everyone is on away right now =p So I'm gonna listen to the sex bitch Miyabi play a mean guitar in Sel-fish as I continue Fate I'm already 1/2 done in my g-fic so bwee!! *sigh* I need a life. LOL laters.
Bow to the slut @ 07:41 p.m. # Do be doooOo~ooo *singing the Doom Song* # [Currently Listening to: I for You by: Luna Sea] Cha....I'm at school. -.- I have an appointment with my proff today at 9:30 in his office all the way across campus...whoopie for me. I only have 3 pages of my paper AND I forgot to bring my disk so I can't even work on it some more. -.-;;; oi he's gonna bitch me out. BUT on the upside, I realized that as sources, I can list all of Stephen King's mentioned books, MWHHAHAHAH AND my English text book, AND the 2 web sites I managed to rip off so I can write the 3 pages I have. Geez man I'm so gonna get bitched out only have 3 pages of this shit. Oi..but I'm here for like 20 minutes...prolly less watch UGH I hate that. *sob* I'm actually not tired either. BWEEE I'm suppost to hang with Akio today after she has school and after I pick up my mom from work. Here's the thing, the weather is crappy and since my mom is like a freak, she might not let me go. BUT it's sorta clearing up so I won't ask till I go pick her up. Mwhahaha. I hope I can I really wanna see Akio. She seems so down and she just needs some cheering up. So I wanna take her to Hot Topic so she can see the Gir dolly so we can crack and sing the Doom Song and so I can go *rar* for her when talking about sexy guys and J-rockers espically Sugizo. She can watch me do my whole motion and I can purr too XD yeah man this is me being the horn ball because I haven't gotten laid in like...forever. blah -.- LOL Too much info. WEEEEE!!! Everyone likes Fate!!! And of course everyone's first guess is that Toki is the daddy. Well of course that would be everyone's freakin 1st guess as big a manwhore that Toki is, but PEOPLE I'll tell you NOW, it's NOT, repeat NOT Toki. Think about it, the daddy in this fic, PAYS for the kid, visits him and provides for it. Would self centered, self absoarbed, self involved, selfish Arashashimia Toki do that? Yes okay then. ALSO think about Toki's charcter for a sec. Who else but a drug store carries around more condoms on him so NO ONE will ever call him daddy? Okay then. It's not Toki, Aoki-chu. ^.^ Just to let everyone know. BUT you will find out next chap though. I promise. ^_^ Bweee I'm just so hyped that everyone likes it so far. Yes, his name is Joryu, means High position, high rank in Japanese. And yes, his best friend's name is Miyabi. Does THAT Miyabi look anything like sex bitch Miyabi? Well....no. Not yet anyway XD that will remain to be seen. Like Misato said last night, I want a hot friend named Miyabi too. *drool* JJANG!!! Xiomei thinks Toshiya is hot XD cuz he is. The Totchi-ho has managed to get another fan after his yummy bod, his pretty eyes and ever so pouty lips *licks* yes, Toshiya the 25 yr old bassist for Dir en grey. Why am I italizing his name? Well because Xiomei made the best comment the other night, She said and I'm quoting "Toshiya...his name rolls off my tongue like butter." MWHAHAHHA YES...so now when I say Toshiya Xiomei jus goes XD~ MWHHAHA I showed her some J-rock hunnies the other night including the Sugi slut *licks*, Haido which her reaction was, "he's Japanese?!" because he don't look it, and Toshiya which became her fav, her "flavor of the month" because his eyes are pretty, and Miyabi which she got all jealous over because he's pretty. ^.^ and he's 6 feet tall. I told her he was 6 even and she was like WHAT? No Asian guy is 6 feet *momentarily forgetting Jae Wonnie* and I was like this guy is. He's like 6 feet tall. So I showed her one of the pretty pics Helayne sent me and she was like WOW he's prettier then most girls! Which he is. Most J-rockers are prettier then the girls chasing them. Dude, Sugi isn't pretty, he's just FUCKING HOT!! *continues licking Sugi* waaaah that man makes my toes curl, a grin spread across my face and makes me cross my legs XD he's TOO SEXY. LOL And I won't get into the convo Misato and I had about him last night. I got scared...LOL Anyway...so I introduced Xiomei to some J-rockers. I should find some more pics of Toshiya for her so she can see him. Mwhahahaha no past pics though where he was in drag 24/7 because he really did look like a girl. I don't appericate that...even though Kaoru had the BEST HAIR!!! Ugh, anyway...yeah Imma do my bio page for this paper so I can then hike across campus to this appointment of mine. Um...I think that's all I had to say. OH YEAH, Auwon, the URL U had for that blog, http://namida.pitas.com, is my dongsang Maki AKA Gab. ^.^ I know isn't her layout dopest? I'm so proud of my dongsang. *snuggles Gab* *listening to the Sugi slut XD* Okay I gotta stop getting distracted. Mwhahahah. *does Sexy Sugi rock* In Silence is on. Mwhaha okay must write bio page. It's 8:30. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:13 a.m. # Introduction to Fate # [Currently Listening to: Shutting down from the Sky by: L'arc~en~ciel] Okay ^.^ Who misses 36 Moons huh huh huh huh? Yeah I know...I do too. And I got a lot of requests to do a sequal and to do it again and it was good and yeah, I know I loved it too. I enjoyed working on it. It has to be my pride and joy. Took a year of my life to finish it. All 136 chapters. *sigh* So...after much requests and stuff.... I decided a sequal ain't gonna happen. -.-v It would be dwelling. But..I did the next best thing and sorta...advanced on it. ^_^ Whatever you wanna call this a sequal, a second part, a spin off whatever...but anyway, whatever you wanna call it...I now give you, Fate Comments? Ooo please please...comments. I love hearing what people think. But remember, I should advise that this fic won't make any sense if you haven't read 36 Moons and if you didn't FINISH 36 Moons then this will have spoilers. And now for some notes
Notes: Okay that's all the notes. Questions, comments ask me, email me, blog about it, whatevers. Okay anyway, enough of that, I went on my Kaoru/Die pic search and got side tracked. By what you ask? Well..by none other then the Sugi slut of course XD
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http://www.geocities.com/miyabi_79/uv56_12.jpg All those pics were taken from the same site...but I forgot to save the site's name. I think it was called Santuary or something like that. I'm sorry. But all credit to them. The below pics where taken from Project X A J-rock site. I just stuck them all for their Sugi pics because I never saw these before XD
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http://www.geocities.com/rukawa_sakura/ All credit to them. AHH my damage got brained when I was looking at those pics. My mom was talking to me and I was like o.@ uh huh....right...uh huh....dishes in the trash, clean the garbage...gotcha...I'm on it...so that just proved how distracting Sugi can be. Sexy bitch that he is XD *licks Sugi* Anyway, so I also got Luna Sea lyrics!! But not for 4AM which sucks a whole lot because I love that song and same thing for Anubis which is still sucky. BUT I did get translated lyrics for Desire!
Why is time falling?
I know that I won't be satisfied (with the future)
A new time is coming
I know that I won't be satisfied (with the future)
My heart is tearing with a passion
I wasted so many nights
My heart is tearing with a passion
Let me hold you in all this violent passion
Why is time falling? YAY! It makes sense to why Ryuichi points to his head sometimes as he's singing. Anyway got the lyrics from ls lyrics database | saigo-no-megami.com so credit to them. Mwhahahah yeah man I've been loving Luna Sea...I wish they had 4AM there but they did have Fallout another fav song. Bweee Desire just came on! Okay I'm gonna go write. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 09:16 p.m. # I made a mess... # [Currently Listening to: Embryo by: Dir en Grey] I stayed home again. This is my 3rd day home from school. 2morrow I have to go no matter what because I have an appointment with my most annoying proff. Which actually means I have to get up at the ass crack of dawn, take my mom to work, go to school wait for almost 2 hours, then go to the appointment for like 10 minutes then go back home -.- blah how annoying. I wish I could skip it but I do need my paper to be looked over. I have 4 pages out of 6. Blah. How annoying. OOOO I got Miyab pics!! I 4got. Must upload...
Miya being the sex bitch he is
Sleepy Miya
Miya drinking water WAH! Thanks Helayne for the pics ^.^ bweee sexy bitch Miya *drool* Anyway, Ooo Gab got a new layout. Isn't that shit dope? OMG I was like O.O OOOOOO when I saw it. It's so prettiful. Kira! Bweeeeee and Setsuna as this helpless damaged angel. *sigh* Prettiful. I should really work on my paper some more....buuut...I'll do it 2morrow when I don't have anything to do and I'm trying to kill those 2 hours in between my appointment. Blah. LOL Xiomei is so funny. LOL *sigh* I really hope Tony is not as “slow” as everyone has been telling me. I’ve heard soo many stories from soo many ppl. When I meet him…he should have something intelligent to say…not just EUHHH…m y n a m e i s T o o n y y. Shoot! I can’t have stupid kids!! We’ll just adopt. OR, I could ask Kang Ta for one of his…he’s so nice and all. Yeah…Lez would probably bitch smack him. YOU GAVE HER ONE OF OUR KIDS!?! Hehehe…she asked and I couldn’t say no -.- errrr! LOL LOL Ahhh...so funny. And of course Xiomei is still pissed about the whole Serve the Ego thing. Mwhahaha I'll be done writing the 10 chaps soon before I start sending it out BUT after I write up my new fic which I am one chapter away from finishing. Mwhahhaha~ bweee okay. Yeah. I'm done. I'm about to go write. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:14 p.m. # Still dying # [Currently Listening to: Jessica by: Dir en Grey] I spent all day d/ling DEG songs. I managed to get, Aint afraid to die, Jessica, Domestic Fucker Family, Filth, embryo and Hydra I liked them all too. Woo go DEG. LOL So yeah...I still think Die is hot. Too bad he's got no shape. Wah killer smile though XD Anyway, I forgot to mention how today how when I went to leave my house to pick up my mom, my magazine was here! My March issue of Shoxx with Yasu of Janne Da Arc is on the cover FINALLY got here. Of course my mailman is complete moron because on the fucking package it says CLEAR AS DAY DO NOT FOLD so what does my mail man do? He fold the package to stick it in my mailbox -.-;;;;; anyway, it didn't ruin the mag. Thank God. So I scanned some pics of my fav bands ^.^
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http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Anyway, since I'm feeling all around pretty craptacular, I'm not going to class tomorrow which means I miss out on the Korean food which I'm rethinking and may not be that good anyway since I dunno who's making it plus I'm feeling fat anyway and the only place I ever ate bulgogee was at K-town so fuck that. Besides they said Miso soup was Korean...-.- that just shows what they know. So I'm staying home tomorrow, wallowing in my pain and the fact that lower back is killing me and my legs feel like jelly. Speaking of which my parents said the dumbest fucking thing to me. They said my legs and lower back hurt because I don't do exercise. I'm thinking -.-;;; oh yeah THAT'S IT not because I'm bloated and carrying excess weight. NO that couldn't possibly be it. They're always saying how they're trying not to give me a complex and make me feel bad about myself and my weight but they the first people that always telling I'm gonna get "soft" or I'm gonna get fat because I don't do anything, or I'm gonna have cellulite *wow butchered that* when I'm older. I'm like yeah thanks for not putting a complex on me. And when I worry about my weight or get all self concious about it, they get all pissy with me. I'm like YOUR CALLING ME FUCKING FAT AND YOU DONT WANT ME TO GET SELF CONCIOUS?? Yeah let me just take that in stride then -.-v Ugh...I love my parents but they can be so....stupid sometimes. Aiya....I 4got I took a test too..
You are a Dark Faerie Figures I would be dark. LOL okay off to do something. I'm more in pain then tired...*yawn* laters.
Bow to the slut @ 10:45 p.m. # ugh...heaven help me # [Currently Listening to: Hikari by: Utada Hikaru] OMG!!!!!!! I'm in PAIN. And this is after I've had a heating pad on for about 2 hours and took 2 pain killers. I can't take anymore because you know...I'll OD. And that's a bad thing. *sigh* I'm on the rag and it hurts like hell. After I dropped off my mom, I went to Emanuel's house. We chilled for a while before he got up and made me waffles and bacon. ^.^ yummy. Then we went back to sleep for like an hour and he put his arm over my stomach and of course me being bloated and fat right now, he felt all my pudge. But it's not permante so I'm not real mad about it. So whatever. I got home and my cramps got worse -.- And this is AFTER I took painkillers at Emanuel's house to calm the pain before it got worse because they started at his house. Anyway so I put a heating pad on and now...it's okay...sorta. But I still hurt *sob* I wish I was a boy!!! Anyway test stolen off Auwon's blog
Name 5 Bands/Artists You Like
Name 5 Friends
Name 5 PVs
Name 5 Songs
Name 5 things that describe you
Name 5 animals
Name 5 foods Ugh....my lower back hurts too. Anyway YAY I talked to Xiomei last night. ^.^ She got her posters and had a total fan girl moment. LOL I can only laugh and imagine how she ran around screaming LOL. Since so many of my mag pics have Tony pictures on the back of my Ta ones *which I couldn't bare to give up* I scanned all of them ^^ jus for the sake of her enjoyment. LOL she's mad cool to talk too ^^ weeee Ne, Misato, the only reason I want J songs is because I wanna hear if he's as good as the hype says. I like to prove shit wrong >D LOL no, seriously I just wanna see if he's good. I may not like him as a person but I couldn't knock the man for having "talent" it's questionable until I hear otherwise. XD ooo....pain. Anyway, OMG I'm gonna kill someone!! WHY didn't anyone tell me that Die from DEG was cute?? HUH HUH HUH??? Why didn't someone tell me?? WHY was I the last to know!? I stumbled across this fact yesterday when I was still seeking out my open leg Kaoru pic. I just looked at Die for a second and I'm like...wait a second...is that...O.o wow hello...
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http://www.geocities.com/hkkaoruhk/h001.jpg He's so cute. Why didn't anyone tell me? Anytime I looked at DEG pics, I looked at either the Totchi-ho right away or Kaoru when his hair was long and pink. Anytime I saw Die his face was wrapped up over covered and all you can see was ONE eye and all that red weave. How was I suppost to know a cutie lurked under there? WHY did he cover up? Well his face anyway. Back to his body shape. I saw pics of him wearing a Sugi-esque outfit. Short shorts, knee high boots, a vest. And on Sugi, WOOOOOOOO *drool* but seeing it on Die made me so depressed. Die has no figure. He's like a collection of straight lines. No ass, no thighs, no arms...nothing. He doesn't even have the shape of a thigh. It's just straight. It's so upsetting. No J-rocker should look BAD with no clothes on. Well anyway now I made a nice list of DEG song I wanna d/l.
Ain't afraid to die All my DEG fans out there, recommend anything else? Misato you're a DEG fan...anything else I should go d/l? Yeah...but I need to go look for more Die pics. Aeris, you think you could find me that Kaoru open leg pic with his guitar? I can't seem to find that damn site again -.- UGH. Anyway yeah...Imma go write before I have to pick up my mom. OMG my legs feel so week. Okay....I'm d/ling Filth now....I just got Ain't afraid to die Laaaters. *snuggles Ghosto*
Bow to the slut @ 03:03 p.m. # Relax # [Currently Listening to: Final Distance by: Utada Hikaru] That song is prettiful ^.^ Anyway I did NOTHING! All day man. See I don't have English this week because my proff. is making appointments so everyone could go hand in their papers (what they have) so he could go over it and see what needs to be fixed. He's gonna look at mine and be like do it over again -.-;;; blah. Anyway I slept till like 10 but then went back to sleep and woke up at 12 and then did my chores. UGH but when I tried going online, I found out both phone lines (because I have evil dial up) where dead. I was like *sob* Nooooo!! ;.; so I called my mom and at 4:30 everything was fixed. So here I am. *sigh* Yeah since I did nothing I don't have much to blog about....*yawn* I'm jus gonna go write some more so I can send out this fic ASAP. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 04:50 p.m. # Something from Nothing # [Currently Listening to: Traveling by: Utada Hikaru] Yeah I've been listening to a lot of Utada lately because I use to have a lot of her songs on my Napster. But when my compy crashed the first time, I lost everything and I didn't bother to get them all again when I got Winmx. So I just started to now. Anyway....my title has sorta something to do with something. I notice how I can ramble and make long blogs out of nothing something...just because I know how to fill space. Though often times I'm just bitching and moaning about how bored I am. Yesterday night I was so glad to be talking to my yakuza. I got to speak to Akio and Aoki *snuggles both* But no Ghosto ;.; *snuggles Chibi Ghost* I miss yooou. I sorta talked to Gab but it was like a waste of time though because she wasn't really talking plus she left like a million times because she had company over. So yeah kinda pointless...anyway I also got to talk to Misato last night ^_^ yay I wish I could have talked to her longer but I was tired =p so I had to leave at 1. Anyway, I woke up at 1.45 today because I couldn't sleep soundly. I kept waking up for some reason and when I tried to go to bed again, I couldn't I just kept staying up. Blah. Ooo Auwon, Gackt is blonde again! Jjang. I like him better blonde. Dark hair doesn't seem to suite him. That's just me though. Miyabi is a sex bitch XD *smacks Miyabi's little ass* LOL Yeah man. Where did you get the concert from anyway? Oi Xiomei is behind on Serve the Ego LOL is okay hun as long as you finish it eventually. Hehehhee I have to finish my new fic before I start sending it out and I'm working on my new OC fic. ^.^ Imma start balancing 2 fics at once again. Waaah I still haven't found my Kaoru pic! I thought maybe Misato would know but she didn't. How stinky. -.- Man I really wanna find that pic!! Hm I guess that's all I can really blog about right now. I think I'll just have some bread and a snapple. I hate food X.x ugh my tummy is still sticking out. BLAH. OH YEAH The Nick Kid's Choice awards is gonan come on sometime today and I'm BEYOND thrilled. Why? Because Mr. Sexy Apolo Anton Ohno is in it XD Waah I saw him a little last night, but I missed the whole thing so I only caught the last five seconds =p He looked so cute heheheh. Wah...bored....*yawn* okay gonna go write and have some bread. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 02:15 p.m. # 1 More thing # [Currently Listening to: Automatic -Remix- by: Utada Hikaru] I added a new blog. ^.^ *points to side* I mentioned it before. Check the layout. It's mad dope. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 11:27 p.m. # Stuff # [Currently Listening to: Distance by: Utada Hikaru] Wah...today I went out with my parents. I went on this grand search to find a Popples. Anyone know what that is? It's an old, old toy from the 80's that looked like a bear sorta and was multi colored and they rolled into balls. I ALWAYS wanted one. In my childhood I never got one -.- and I've been claming to my parents ever since that my childhood was ruined/destroyed since I never got one. Me being the drama queen I am. Anyway, recently they came back out and I jumped for joy. So did my parents because now I wouldn't have anything to hold over their heads anymore. So, this morning, my parents took me to 2 different Toys R Us looking for one. I didn't find one ;.; so my mom told me to go look online and my dad said to buy one ^_^ So...after 20 years of life. I AM FINALLY getting a Popples and completing my childhood. LOL I always wanted one. And it seemed everyone I've ever known has had one. So I want one too damnit. I also picked up my Luna Sea poster. My expensive, cost me 18$ poster. It's BEAUTIFUL. Worth the 18? Yes because it came in a plastic wrpapping, it's not normal poster paper, considering it's a Goodbye poster from when Luna Sea broke up, and it's a normal size poster and from Thailand, I guess it's worth the 18$ so...yeah ^.^ My mom saw Sugizo and she said he was cute. I'm like before you said he was ugly! Then she was like no he's okay. Not better then Ta though, I'm like duh. -.-v Speaking of Ta, I broke down at breakfast about how I wanna go to Korea this winter. What did my parents say? Find out how much plane tickets are *big smiles* Since it's cheaper to go during the winter, plane tickets won't be so bad, then a hotel and shopping money...hm...not all around bad. XD YES!!! WOOOOO so with any luck AT ALL and a lot of prayer, I will be going to Korea this winter. Good MOTHERFUCKING times. I'm SO HAPPY! If I could get there I'll be beyond fucking thrilled. I have to dust up my ghetto Korean though. I have to go with my parents though which would be the bad thing, but better to be there with my parents, then not be there at all. I ate too much damnit. I HATE EATING!! My parents jus force fed me at dinner, though I stuffed myself at breakfast X.x ugh 4 chocolate chip pancakes. Ugh nasty...too much food. I feel fat *sob* Anyway...yeah...must go. Must start writing again. I finshised sending Serve the Ego YAY! ^^ man I can't wait till Xiomei gets her posters. I jus wanna get her reaction. I hope you like em hun ^.~* Hm...from Jersey to Texas takes about...well let's see not counting Sunday, about 4-5 days. So they should be there soon. Mistao I miss yoooooooou! You haven't been online when I'm on! *pout* Miss yoooooou. *snuggles Ghost* I miss you Ghosto!! I miss my Little Ghost! I hope you feel better soon though hun. Okay...now I must go write. I lub mah Aoki-chu *snuggles* Jus had to add that in. Heheh laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:01 p.m. # *deep breath* # [Currently Listening to: Automatic by: Utada Hikaru] I'm much better now. I had my little female moment and I'm okay now. I decided that for now, I'll be okay. Best not to get all worked up over what could be nothing so...yeah.
Anyway I set out on a new mission in the process that I already gave up. -.-v I have no patients plus I'm tired. But anyway, my mission is now to find this one pic of Kaoru *guitarist from Dir-en-grey* sitting on the floor, white background, legs open, guitar in the middle XD He's fully dressed though so don't get excited =p Anyway I saw it once before and stupidly didn't save it and my senile ridden having mind because I'm getting old mind decided to not to remember which site it was on. So after pouring through all my friend's blogs and going to every single DEG site they had on THEIR links...I came up with nothing. UGH I did however find this pic: OoOooO she likes my work and is gonna link me. ^_^ *bounces around* I'mma do the same. her layout is mad dope though. Bweee Setsuna!!! Okay I'm far too old for this...*yawn* time for bed. Laters. Tomorrow I must go back and look for that Kaoru pic!.....ugh...
Bow to the slut @ 10:55 p.m. # Serious Thoughts # [Currently Listening to: Evergreen by: Hyde] I probably shouldn't blog about this...since it's like a personal matter...but I have to because I can't hold it in. I was never good at keeping secrets. My friend Pookie called me a little while ago. Before he was having problems with this girl he use to have living at his place. She was a junkie and she stole from him and I was like ugh just get rid of her. Today he calls me and tells me she was tested positive for HIV. Then he goes he had unprotected sex with her a dozen times. He tested negative so far...but he has to wait 3 months and get tested again to see if he's still clear. He has a 50-50 chance of being clean. He upset me because he was like so whatever about it. Like he was saying condoms are so annoying to get/put on whatever. And it was just SO STUPID of him to say. I couldn't believe what he was saying, as smart as he is. He said if's positive, then oh well. Like he just doesn't care at all with whatever the outcome. I can't feel sorry for him if he is postive but at the same time, it's so selfish of him to be like "oh whatever" about the whole situation as if no one would care about him if something happened to him.
Well I care. I've known him since 5th grade. He's one of my best guy friends in the whole world, someone who more or less taught me how to live, how to be smart and speak my mind. He's always been so real with me and I always wanted to be real. He's like my big brother...and I've always, always cared about him. If something were to happen to him to him...I would be hurt the most. No one can tell me oh no, his family will. His mom passed away when he was little and by the looks of his dad, hois dad could care less about him and what he does. He has no siblings. But I care. I care a lot. And he's so selfish and self centered to think no one would care. I'm scared and angry all at once and I sit here in tears as I write this. So if I misspell anything more then usual please forgive me because the tears are blurring my vision and it's harder to see the keys. I'm scared that something will happen, though I'm praying it won't and I don't want it to and I may bitch and moan all I want and I know if he is postive, there's nothing I can do about it. I'm so scared and I'm so angry at him because he should know better! But I'm more scared for him. Because I don't want this to happen to him. I don't want my Pookie to leave me again.
Bow to the slut @ 08:30 p.m. # Cha! *for lack of a better title* # [Currently Listening to: Vampire's Talk by: Luna Sea] UGH!!!! MY LUNA SEA POSTER IS HERE. Just...not in my possesion. Since it was registered, I came home today to find a little note in my mailbox telling me I have to pick it up 2morrow after 9:30. -.- Faboo. Oh well. I GOT MY SUGI!!! *claps as she runs around* That's one more thing checked off the list mwhahaha just what...3 more? Yeah 3 more. Mwhahahhaa
Anyway I went to math today. BUT before I went I was walking back and forth across my room contemplating if I should wash my hair or not. I wouldn't have time to properly dry it out so it wouldn't frizz but it was so dirty...it was a week without washing. So...after I pulled my clothes from the closet I went, took a shower and washed my hair figuring I coud blow dry it as I combed it out, reducing frizz. Well...It got super silky soft...but it frizzed anyway -.- so I ended up drying it out and then tying it back. BLAH...I walked around with a semi fro all day =p But at least it was clean. Anyway once I got to math, I found out I got my test back *got a 70 woohoo* and then my proff was like, we're not doing anything important. I'm like...word? He's like yeah you don't have to stay. I'm like you sure it's not important? Cuz there was like 5 people in class today so he was like yeah you dont have to stay. So I was like wooooo and I bizounced. I chilled with this guy Matt for a while as he did his bio homework and I bought a bottle of water. As we went to this building, I noticed a add for something Korean. I'm like hm? So I look and I see that next Weds. They'll be having a Korean Food thingy on campus at 11:30 which is right before my math class XD so I'm gonna go get me some bulgogee!! Wooo bulgogee!!! They listed Miso Soup as Korean...which I could have sworn was Japanese. This is what they're serving...I'm reading it right off the flyer. It's 4.50$ per person and I dunno about everything else but I'm eating some of that bulgogee. I better see Korean people there making it though. Otherwise it won't be the same. Hmm...wonder if Jun would want to come. Mwhahah Anyway, then I went home after dropping Xiomei's posters at the post office. WAH Everyone is starying to get new layouts and I want one too!! Mifyuu, Misato and now Xiomei. I want one tooo...*bounce* I already know what I want too. Mwhahahah I just gotta ask Gab...again...^^;;;; Ah I'm now co-moddie at the H.5.T forum. Doing what I dunno...I guess checking to make sure no one is a moron. Oi...that'll be easy -.- *note the sarcasm.
I'm Robert Di Niro! Yeah man...I'm Robert De Niro XD *claps* He did make some good movies though. Good actor. Too bad his career is sloooowly dying...well of course with films like Showtime who's career wouldn't be dying -.-v Hm...what else...what else...hm...I guess that's about it for now. *yawn* I have to go write up some more of my fic and send out the second to last of Serve the Ego...so yeah Imma do that. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 02:53 p.m. # Much Calmer # [Currently Listening to: Sweetest Coma Again by: Luna Sea] WOOOO *rocks out to Sugi's riff* Sweetest come again...whoooaaa~!! LOL Okay I'm done. I'm blogging again because wooo I joined the new clique thingys...awww lookie my chibi Miyabi XD *smack Miya's little ass* ^_^ Got a little Miki too and woo I SUPPORT J-rock! Among other things. OKAY BIRTHDAY LIST UPDATE! My birthday is in 1 month, 1 week, 5 Days...um...whatever it's May 21st okay. Anyway here's my list as it stands now for all those loving people getting me presents ^_^
1. Any Luna Sea album And that's all for now. 13 things...not bad ^_^ Cool man woooo...well I continued this entry from before so yeah man. Bweeeee *claps* OH MAN *feels dumb* I mentioned before how I got fanmail from this "girl" who asked for my semexuke clip and I said it was a girl, it wasn't...^^;;; my baaaad....so sorry! OH ne, Xiomei, I have your posters in a tube, sitting beside my desk. I'll send them out tomorrow, just to let you know I didn't forget okay! hehehe Hm that reminds me. I still have some stuff I'm waiting for.
1. Shoxx magazine March 2002 issue *sigh* I hate waiting! Everything is paid for and everything. I'm just...waiting. Blaaaah Hm...all that stuff is Sugi related. XD Faboo. LOL Oh, I noticed that I haven't asked for any H.O.T stuff but that's because I have almost everything worth caring about. XD all the CD, their concerts, stacks and stacks of tapes...I think the only thing I really want that's H.O.T related is the H.O.T Elite Posters where the 5 of them in black school uniforms, and Candy mittens, some stupid cunt ripped me off last time -.- so I didn't get shit. I was SO PISSED. 20$ gone, down the drain. I was very, very angry. Ugh...well at least it wasn't during the time I didn't have any money. Ugh but besides those 2 things, that's about all the H.O.T stuff I want. Oh, that and a tape of all of Ta's solo stuff because can you believe it, I didn't see any of that! Blah. Anyway, I'm gonna finish up this entry. It's already pretty long. LOL Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 04:48 p.m. # BEWARE # [Currently Listening to: Way of Difference by: Glay] WARNING: YAKUZA IS PISSED AND RANTING Okay.....I'm calm...really I am. -.- Liar. When I go to Korea...I WILL have one of 3 things. A 9, a butterfly knife or really big platform shoes. Hopefully, I'll have the blade. Why? Because when I see Eugene THAT BITCH ASS TRICK, I'm gonna gut her from thigh to throat and hope her insides rot in the blazing sun. And with any luck, she won't pass out from the pain I will inflict on her so she can SUFFER!!! I've always hated that WHORE...but why more now? Easy. Granted, it's more then likely for a show and since they are still pics I was prolly a little peck...but still. HOW DARE THAT SKANKY, PLASTIC BUCK TEETH HAVING, CUNT touch my man. MY MAN you wanna rivial with me on that, I'll cut you too! -.- I hope she trips off a sidewalk....and onto on coming traffic. I hope her career or what's left of it flops and no one buys her crappy album and she dies an old decreped woman with 90 cats. I hope she gets a paper cut and it gets infected and she gets gangreen. I hope she runs into a door and someone breaks her nose. Excuse me, her BOUGHT nose. That plastic, dirty, whore!!! UGH I HATE HER!!! I hope when I see her ass she knows whats good for her and RUNS. Cuz if I catch her....ooo...if I catch her they'll need dental records when they find her remains. I HATE HER!! OMG I CURSE HER! I curse her and her whole fucking life!! I hope NOTHING ever go right for her and she FUCKS UP. And more then so I hope her next plastic surgey get's blotched so she has some horrible disfigurment her and her no singing, no dancing, no body having, plastic wanna be a Barbie, fake ass caked in makeup thinking she's cute, FOOGLY beaver looking ass. -.- I hate you Eugene.
Okay I'm done now. I would wish death, but death would be too kind. I just hope she suffers for all eternity and with any luck I would be there to watch. Anyway, I went to English class only to find out it was CANCELLED. -.- UGH I was so pissed. I was walking there when Changa caught me and I was glad to see him ^_^ so we walked to the building together because his class is down the hall from mine. So I go to my class and look and see there's a notice there of cancellation. X.x UGH 2 hours down the drain. Well at least I started some of my paper. Which was the only upside.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Yes, it's the Gaijin. Wooo sexy sexy and yes another one with no underwear. Again, not like anyone is complaining. Oh and in case anyone wonders what those black marks are around his shoulders/arms that's part of his tattoo. The rest of it is under clothes XD WOOOOOOOOOO MISATO got a new layout ^_^ is so jjang. Lookie lookie, it's the sex bitch Miyabi XD *licks* anyway yeah she also wrote A LEMON!! I already read it because I'm special LOL just kidding. I bitched and bitched and bitched about reading it that she was like OKAY FINE! LOL nah I jus nagged and whined about how fussy I was and she gave me the preview ^^ Anyway here it is:
Inside You - Toki x Mikkie 1Shot DAMNIT I get forgetting to say it too but Mifyuu got a new layout a little while ago ^^;;; kept forgetting to mention. It's PIERROT! *glomps Takeo* mah ningyo weeeeee LOL. Later on Imma add on more little thingys to the side of my cliques and stuff because you know me, I'm jus clique happy. Mwhahahha okay. I'm gonna send out another chap of this fic and work on the new one. Laaaters
Bow to the slut @ 02:56 p.m. # Early nite nite # [Currently Listening to: Gravity by: Luna Sea] God, when am I not listening to that sexy bitch Sugi rip the guitar like no one's business XD *quivers hearing Sugi's solo* anyway *wipes drool off mouth* I FORGOT to mention how when I was at Emanuel's place, we got into a big arguement because I said Sugi was one, note ONE of the best guitarists out there and he was like, he's not all that, I can do all that. He plays easy riffs and stuff. I was like O.O HATER!!!! Then he started calling Sugi a "has been" or worse a "never was" and I'm like WHAT PLANET ARE YOU ON??? He called Sugi old, and a 1 talent wonder. I'm like whatever shut up he wrote a lot of Luna Sea's songs, he counters with "all guitarist write the songs since they have the melodies" I counter attack with "NOT TRUE! In L'arc both Tetsu, Hyde AND Ken, the guitarist write the songs!" He called Ken a lazy guitarist or a "studio guitarist" which just goes to show what Emanuel knows =p So anyway, we continued arguing, him saying he could do any of Sugi's parts which was funny because when I tried to get him to learn Gravity he couldn't saying "it was too echoy to follow" -.-v the big dork.
Anyway, yesterday I got off online at 11 because I was so exhausted. I couldn't stay up anymore so I finally went to bed at 11. I fell asleep almost right away too. Sometimes I lay in bed and think about shit I wanna write, you know, fic wise, OC fic wise, lemons, stuff like that and I try to play out the scene in my head to see how it could go, but instead, I thought back to the lemon I read that Mistao wrote *she didn't post it up yet I got a sneak preview XD* and I fell asleep right after that. It was so weird. I woke up less groggy then usual this morning, but more tired because the more sleep I get, it's deep slumber so when I wake up, I'm still tired. But I got 7 hours and 45 minutes of sleep which is better then the usual 6 or 5 I squeeze in during school. UGH Thank GOD it's almost May. May 7th, I'm done with school and I get to sleep some more *dreamy sigh* Sleeeep. man I love being out of high school. I have this summer to look forward to...sorta. With Jun in Korea *dies of envy* I'll be lonely for a little bit, but me and D have been trying to create liasons so we could see/talk to each other more often, KP will be here from Korea! Wooo upside, I get to see all his sexy hyung and my loving doting oppa who I love so very much. Downside, Hye Sung. It's not a downside like totally...but I know we'll end up arguing somewhere in public like we're a married couple. It never fails. Anytime Hye Sung and I are in public or anywhere for long periods of time, we argue. Aiya...X.x but hopefully it won't be this way when he's here this summer. Here's hoping he won't make me wanna send him back to Korea with help from my foot and a 6 inch platform. OooOo I got fanmail yesterdsy for this blog and 36 Moons I felt so special *beams* so when she asked for the seme/uke file I sent it right away. ^_^ Bweeee porn is good. LOL anyway she also said I should continue 36 Moons or at least in the side fics I should. I decided to do something else with it. I took a different take with 36 Moons because I realized that my next fic needed action. We all love action. Plus I know I can't duplicate the popularity of 36 Moons....so I did the next best thing. What is it you ask? XD well...you'll find out soon enough. Once I finish Serve the Ego and then write up the next 7 chaps of my other fic, I'll pull heavy duty with this new fic I'm gonna post up here. I decided to not continue, or even go on with Aoi so...forget that. LOL it was just a tester anyway. OKAY I have to go write up another page and a 1/2 of this paper so I can have something to hand in today ^^;;;;; laters.
Bow to the slut @ 07:02 a.m. # Little Stuff # [Currently Listening to: Caress of Venus by: L'arc~en~ciel] A quick blog before I go start up my paper UGH just a page and 1/2...just a page and a half. Anyway, I forgot to mention all the little things I did today, like 1 I went to take my car to pass inspection at the DMV and I passed wooo I love my baby car ^_^ anyway, then I had math, took a test that i think I did okay in, then went home, watched the tour, did my chores and then picked up my mom X.x blah heat is evil. Anyway from the tour I forgot to mention how Yukkie doesn't have a walk he has a....swager XD it's like this seductive sway of the hips as he walks. It's like he's not doing it on purpose, it's natural. XD Ooo sexy sexy *licks Yukkie* I loved watching him walk off stage. It was...fun XD I wish I could see Sugi walk...doing his own sexy swager as he swings his hips in the oh so fun way that is Sugi. XD yeah man. Anyway I went with my mom after I picked her up from work to this thing for her lawyer to do whatever, and I was still in the car, getting my keys and stuff as I was about to get out of the car. So I'm like sipping my snapple, walking towards the garbage can to throw out some trash I had in my car when I was suddenly catcalled X.x blah some dudes in a truck started hollaring at me and I'm like...ew I'm not looking, I'm NOT looking. Ugh that always happens to me when I'm in NY too. I get catcalled like all the time. Ugh...I hate that. It's why I like being in Queens or K-town. Korean guys (unless they REAL ghetto) don't catcall. Although one time I was in Chinatown and this dude working was outside and he's like hey where you going? He was Asian too. I was like I know he's not talking to me. And he was like yeah you in the jeans and (whatever color I was wearing at the time) shirt. So I look and he's like smiling at me and was like where you going? I'm like uh...the store. >.>;;;;;;;; Okay anyway, off to work on my paper. Just a page. I wanna get some writing that actually MEANS something to me done. =p Stupid proff. UGH laters.
Bow to the slut @ 06:34 p.m. # Heat Heat Heat # [Currently Listening to: Get Down by: Eve] OMG it's like getting hoter and hotter. It's now 94 degrees. Some please do not let me go out anymore. I hated going to scool today because I parked in China and then had to hike across the hot ass parking lot and get to class. I wore my Sugizo jeans and my tan lace shirt but it did nothing to cool me off. Ugh...so now I'm back in my nice air conditioned house again, no shoes, my Sugizo jeans and a wife beater on. Wah I'm going like this to pick up my mom...I hate heat. -.-
Anyway I watched the rest of the Grand Cross Conclusion tour! Wooooo anyway Kaosu came on afterwards and oh my God...Haido killed it. Which was a shame because I LOVE that song. Espically the moan he does...but it was murdered. Then Loose Control which was good being perfomed but Haido killed it. Caress of Venus was SO CUTE!! Everyone got all silly and Haido did his famous Hyde wiggle as he danced around the stage, Tetsu all showing off his bass as if going "wee I have a bass!" and Ken was being a dork. LOL It was mad cute though. In Heaven's Drive Haido played guitar for it and he killed the song, but what got me more upset was that the video for Heaven's Drive took place in a strip bar and in the perfomance, sure enough, a bunch of skanky looking girls in skin tight clothes came out and danced on the platform behind Larc -beside Yukkie's drum set- as Haido sang the sang. Ugh did not need to see them being all whory. Of course Ken got up on the platform and one of the skany girls was all dancing on him, going as far as kneeling on the floor reaching up to him *gag* X.@ Then Dive to Blue came on, also cute as hell and oh yeah, Haido had changed from the open button down snake skin long sleeved shirt, to a black, sleeveless sequince shirt with a lepord print hat but he took the hat off during Heaven's Drive thank God...anyway, Dive to Blue came on, then Shout at the Devil which Haido sported black bat wings looking like a little chibi. Before the song started, he stood in front of the mic, did the old 80's "devil worship" sign -being holding your ring and middle finger down to your palm so only your pinky, pointer and thumb were facing out on both hands- and said "SHOUT, SHOUT, SHOUT AT THE DEVIL!" which was from some old band that had that song title. Then they did Shout at the Devil which I CRACKED UP through because at one point, Haido ended up on the floor, over one of those...I dunno speaker things? and he was at first on his knees, and then suddenly he was hunched over still singing the song. It cracked me up though. LOL Also everyone got excited and started bugging out, Haido threw down 2 mic stands on the floor at the end of each chours and as the song ended, Ken left off the stage first, then Tetsu went crazy and took off his bass and set it on the platform where Yukkie's drum set was, played the bass there then suddenly got up like "Okay that's enough" and walked off stage, then Haido and then Yukkie was the last one going nuts all by himself on the drums before he stopped. Then there was a pause as L'arc got off stage. Yesterday I killed a centipied...or millapied or whatever. I drowned it raid under my desk and then used the vaccum cleaner to pick it up. I drowned the fucking thing in raid...but...uh I have carpet so it soaked the entire area under my desk ^^;;; I didn't tell my mom yet hehehe hopefully it wont damage the carpet. ^^;;; but I killed it!! Of course I was screaming and running around my living room and then standing on my computer chair looking all over for it when I lost site of it. Akio made fun of me for being scared of it LOL well MY BAD! LOL so yeah. Weee I have to start a rough draft of my paper and get at least a page done today and another one 2morrow...though it would be great if I could get done 2 today and one more 2morrow. Blah stupid proff. I can't skip anymore classes ^^;;; Damnit. My hands are purple, my feet are numb but I'm HAPPY!! Heat is so evil. Blah...*yawn* I'm bored...boo..
Bow to the slut @ 02:53 p.m. # UGH ... # [Currently Listening to: Heavy Gauge by: Glay] It's 90 fucking degrees. -.- I HATE HEAT I ALWAYS hated heat. So I was unprepared after I left Emanuel's house. I got there at 7:20 a little earlier then I thought and I noticed he had once again left the door closed. Okay so I got my key, meaning I no longer have to wait on him to open the door for me. So I carefully make sure his parents aren't home and I opened the door, close it behind me and run upstairs to his room. I open the door and he was still sleeping and it seems I startled him LOL. So I kicked off my shoes and got in bed. I couldn't sleep so I laid there for a while before my ADD got the best of me. I started kicking around and whining, playing footsies with Emanuel until it was 10. He made me breakfast and then went back to bed for an hour before I went home at 12. It was already hot when I got back and I started whining already. But I stopped once I saw my tape from Mistao got there! Wooo I got L'arc's ReaLive 2000 tour and the Grand Cross Conclusion 1999 tour. I only watched the ReaLive Tour and the beginning of the Grand Cross Conclusion. First off, Haido still hurt my feelings singing live. -.- Oi I did not need to hear him singing get Out of the Shell, Love Flies, Honey, and Neo Universe, live. He did okay on Bravery and just killed everything else in usual Haido live fashion. He also stripped as the show went on XD going from a pair of leather pants, shirt, hood and sunglasses, to a pair of leather pants, shirt, sunglasses, to leather pants, shirt, to leather pants XD He also wiggled around while doing Shout to the Devil at the end as an encore. And WOOO DOES YUKIHIRO EVER LOOK GOOD AS HELL SHIRTLESS!! *bounces around* Ah that body is to die for!! *licks Yuki* That sexy thing him Mwhahah and MAN he HAS TO BE one of the best drummers in the game. His skills are SO TIGHT I was like whoa...Go Yuki! I thought he sounded great on CD but live oh man! *claps* Go Yuki!! Now onto the others....tell me way Tetsu had facial hair...which looked more like dirt on his face! LOL he sang backup vocals and in Love Flies he did the cuuutest thing. He just sounded oh so cute when singing the backup. I was like aww!! KAWAII!!!! And man Ken cannot sing for beans X.x his voice is so naselly!!! He did the back up vocals for Honey and ugh it was so annoying. Honey live btw was totally murdered. It didn't even sound like Honey. Anyway when the show finished, they went off stage, the crowd cheered the credits rolled, and then L'arc came back out! This is when Yukkie was shirtless looking all hot and sexy XD *lick Yukkie again* and Haido was still shirtless, Ken was without his coat *wish he would have left it on* and Tetsu had changed shirts. I liked Tetsu's outfit, he had it down except for the shoes. *sigh* a complete matching outfit would be asking for too much. Anyway, so Yukkie had his hair tied back in a white...thingy, no shirt and they did Shout at the Devil and when it was done, Yukkie RAN from behind the drums and JUMPED into the audience! WAH *reaches up* touch me...touch me!! I wanna catch shirtless Yukkie!! Good times. Anyway then I watched part of the Grand Cross Conclusion tour. OMG Tetsu's outfit hurt my feelings!! It was SO offensive!! It was this lime neon green and orange coat and shorts and a orange shirt and matching neon lime green shoes, his hair was blonde and he had a green smear in the back of it! UGH X.x Ken was...I dunno what happened to him but he was wearing sequines *wow butchered that* shorts and a vest -.-v Haido had it going on okay. Yukkie was looking good, matching all the way from the hat to the shoes. WAH!! He played guitar when they did Trick in the begining! I was like YAY YUKKIE!!! *runs around* Go Yukkie!! He did the catchy riff thing if anyone knows what I mean in Trick he looked so natural. Then him, Tetsu and Ken all jammed together as Haido sang, the audience singing along, through the chorus throwing up their arms as they shouted "TRICK"! Wooo. I stopped at A Silver Shining the 2nd part of the concert, wanting to save the rest for later. Yeah...it was hard to fully enjoy it because I was so hot and I was just roasting in my room. So I couldn't really enjoy it because every break I would think about how hot I was. Blah heat is evil. Okay...off to go...not die. LOL I turned on the AC. Wooo he blogged again. Heheheh I was mentioned. *feels so special* Bwee...anyway....I'll continue that later on tonight. I have to go check a friends page. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 03:03 p.m. # Today Is... # [Currently Listening to: 4AM by: Luna Sea] ...ignore Lez day today. -.- no one is on...well I lie. My friend Emz is on and so is Aoki-chu but HA....their away messages are on. -.- Not fun at all. I'm bored and lonely. I fell very, very lonely. This song kicks so much ass though can I just say that? I LOVE 4AM it's like the perfect song to fuck to. Sweet, but having a mellow beat..oh man I love this and Sugi's deep guitar at the 3 minute 20 second, then the way he makes it start wailing near the end....*sigh* and can I just say how seductive Ryuichi sounds in this? OH and before I 4get AGAIN, Aeris, hunnie can you do me a favor? Can you send me the pic of Sugi (because I know if anyone can find it, it's you) of him ass naked in front of a mirror? He's takin a pic of himself an you can see his very naked ass XD I HAD IT but it went tra la la la on me and now I can't find it. -.- Just like my Desire perfomance. UGH I can't believe I lost that clip where Sugi and Ryuichi kiss!!! DAMNIT Anyway if you find that for me can you send it my way? *is so mad she lost it*
nine things you wear daily:
eight movies you'd watch over and over:
seven albums that matter:
six objects you touch every day:
five things you do every day:
four bands/artists you couldn't live without:
three of your favorite songs at this moment:
two people that have influenced your life the most:
one thing you could spend the rest of your life with: Hella bored. X.x ugh. Anyway...wow I've been toying with ideas to write more original stories lately right...ever since 36 Moons ended I've been dealing with this whole...need something else to write thing. I started Aoi which needless to say is still where it was a few months back. -.-v I don't think I'll be touching that. Anyway I realized why. It's BORING! I need action! And that's exactly what I may toy with next. Espically now since no one is online and no one loves me woo hoo, I'll get to work, see how it pans out, and also I already started work on the newest g-fic I got going and I have to say I like the start ^_^ *my neck still hurts...owie ;.; someone rub for meeee *sob* okay I'm done. Off to write while I'm feeling it flow through me. Mwhahahh XD
Bow to the slut @ 08:50 p.m. # Nooo..... # [Currently Listening to: Shutting from the Sky by: L'arc~en~ciel] OMG...okay so after I blogged this morning, I got a cell phone call. I answered and it was Rich. 1st off, he sounded like a fob. I was like well..okay...I'll let that slide. THEN I go to meet him. OMG...my shallowness could not let any of this shit slide. One, he was...short. And I knew he's short but when you're shorter then me and I'm platforms...we have a problem. To me, this means I can take off my platforms and he would STILL be shorter then me. Two, his lip was broke and it had a scab on it. *gross* X.x I couldn't stop staring at that.
Three, he sounded like he was retarted/deaf. You know how deaf people sound when they talk, like if their tongues are too heavy or something? Or how retarted people sound? That's what he sounded like. So not only was he fobby, but he sounded retarted too which made understanding him all the more difficult.
Name: Lez
Parents still together? Yeah...sorta..O.o
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Color: black
Do you...
Color your hair? Not anymore too many split ends =p
Have you ever...
Gotten a speeding ticket? Yes -.- 42 in 25
Are you psycho? Sure but lets not state the obvious
Had sex outdoors? no I really do have a headache though...X.x and my neck hurts everytime I pitch my head forward. I feel like the muscles are gonna tear at the base of my neck and my shoulders. Fun huh? OMG I have nothing to do and no one to talk to. Someone give me a shotgun so I may hurt someone. *yawn* why do I always feel tired at this time of day? *yawn* well that's what 4 hrs and 45 minutes of sleep will do to ya. *bigger yawn* Okay...time to go..do something else. I'm bored.
Bow to the slut @ 02:46 p.m. # As if I wasn't in enough pain... # [Currently Listening to: I for You by: Luna Sea] ;.; okay as if I wasn't dying enough, suffering from my snapped off nail, because that shit didn't break, it SNAPPED off waaay below the average line, this morning, I'm sitting in my car sulking about the humid weather that is going to frizz my hair and I decide to get my shiney lip gloss out. It's my fun flavored, shiney, sparkly lipgloss that I love so much. Actually I LOVE anything gloss like...even chap stick. I love moisture on my mouth I can NOT stand dry lips. If my mouth is dry I look for SOMETHING to smear on it...except lipstick, lipstick does nothing for me. It's why I don't wear it. Anyway, back to the point I was making ^^;;; so I go into my bag to take out my gloss when my pinky just stupidly decided to be suicidal and was jammed into the zipper. The nail was already snapped off and left with a little edge. I was gonna cut it off after it grew a little more and when the cut underneath it healed a little more because there is STILL dry blood under the nail. Well...that was taken care of. -.-. The edge I had left over broke across even MORE causing me to scream in pain in my car as I clutched my aching finger all the more, wanting to cry. Because that shit hurt like hell. Well anyway, after I made sure I wasn't bleeding, I went into my glove compartment to get out my little first aid kit I got waay back 2nd semester here in school during a health fair and took out a band aid. I'm fond of band aids. I dunno why. But I love em. I like to get all kinds other then just the plain "skin toned" ones. I have niffty clear ones that are water proof, and regualr skin toned ones, then dark flesh tones, white ones, little round ones, BIG ones and I even have medical tape because like a child, I love to wrap tape around my fingers. I know I'm so fuckin weird. Anyway, so I took out a plain band aid because I don't want anyone to see my half snapped, blood coated, now turning yellow finger nail hanging on my left pinky finger. Colorful huh? So anyway...now my finger hurts AGAIN. And I've been full since yesterday and I don't appericate that at all...X.x I had a steak sandwich and a snapple after I had a glass of milk and a piece of marble cake. Not soon after that I had dinner. Then I had another glass of milk and a piece of marble cake. So I remained full through the night. When I woke up, I had another glass of milk, and then a little carton of orange juice. X.x UGH too much...now I feel full and fat. No more food for the rest of today...well okay I'll eat just not until MUCH MUCH MUCH later. UGH Food is fuckin evil. Anyway, my english paper is due May 7th. It's now April 15th. I have a good couple of weeks to do it and I decided to actually start it. I decided what my topic is gonna be which is why Stephen King's novels/movies are so appealing to the public. Frnakly I think it's because the mass majority of the public is retarted but that's just me. Stephen King is far from scary. The man spends pages and pages and pages describing a bottle of Tylenol....and this is scary? >.> riight. I grew out of my Stephen King stories a while ago. Mostly after I read Eyes of the Dragon...pointless, RANDOM sex scenes, not a single dragon in sight and I'm not even sure of what the plot was. I got lost somewhere in there. When I read it again, it was just...stupid. Tommyknockers was also about aliens...also something I didn't get nor did I find scary. Oh there was this one scary part...everytime the girl neared the space ship, if she had her period it got WORSE *screams* okay that's scary. LOL Stephen King is not scary...plus he's a drunk so...yay. -.-v Yeah so...I have to write about why his shit is appealing. But I decided not to go to English yet again. I don't see why I should since he's just gonna sit there and bitch at me about why I didn't even have a rough draft on my paper. My proff has just been up my ass about the whole thing. X.x ugh. Anyway, Rich, the guy who is still madly in love with me *tosses hair over shoulder* LOL no I'm kidding. The guy who still likes me, he wants to meet me. I said sure, give me a call *gives him cell phone number* and tellme where to meet you. Of course it's now 8:30 he has a class at 9 and I seriously don't think it's gonna happen. I almost gave him my house line X.@;;; but I lied and said that was my OLD cell phone number. ^^;; I don't want him calling my house. At least if it's my cell phone, I can shut it off. So anyway...*yawn* OMG...I'm tired as hell. There was something else I was gonna babble about... OH MISTAO yay *dances around* I was wondering where she was. Yes your influence has rubbed off me, but I happily rubbed off you...*looks back on sentence* wow that was nice and Toki-esque anyway, what I mean is that you're cursing like me more ^_^ MHWHAHAHHAHA fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...LOL that has to be my fav word in the world. Mwhahahah I'm so werid. LOL but that's where it come from Mistao. Mwhahaha enjoy it. ^_^ fuck fuck fuck. LOL I'll send you the porn clip later kay? As soon as I see you in the afternoon. ^_^ *does sexy Sugi rock* In silence....*stuff in Japanese I forgot* In silence...OH MY HEART.... Sugi is so fuckin hot. OH I was watching this show called Travel Sick on Comedy Central last night and they were in Korea! I was like whoa...that country is werider then I thought. Apparently they eat dog..>.> which is okay that's fine because I don't eat anything I don't recognize anyway so to each his own. Also they have this weird thing with themed subway cars. Oh yeah, each subway car is like a nice...mini club. LOL Ot's pretty cool. Also they have a shit museum...that I thought was pretty weird. OH and for the longest time, I always tried to figure out how those weird lookin inground potties worked...apparently, they're squat toilets...and it's just how it sound. You have to squat to use them. That in itself is kinda...uh...well they have that in Japan too which is where I saw them first but I learned how they were use in this show. I was like...whoa...ew..thas kinda messy don't you think? Well anyway...the show in itself was kinda funny. This Austrilian *wow butchered that* guy had to fullfill challenges, one to eat the sickest thing he could find. One was dog, but it wasn't that bad, then he had live squid. He couldn't eat it alive so he failed. Then he had to play and win a game of golf on the border of North and South Korea, a military base. He lost, so he failed the challenge. Then he had to sing for his supper. Norebang! LOL no he had to take singing lessons then go into the street and sing in Korean to get 3000 won to buy his supper. He won that one. Then he had to find the dirtest toilet in Seoul...and he found it X.x which was pretty fuckin vile to say the least. It was this...small closet that apparently stunk like hell and again, one of those squat toilets and it had shit all over the floor it was so nasty X.x ugh anyway, that made me think twice about Seoul...unless I go there with a whole shit load of money and just stick with someone who has an equal amount of money and knows more then me about Seoul. Anyway, Seoul looked pretty much like NY...just in Korean. LOL Much like Japan. But Japan is more a upscale, futuristic version of NY as in Seoul is just a Korean NY. It likes like K-town in Manhatten. LOL it was pretty niffty. Actually it looked like Flushings Queens LOL because Queens is just a mini Seoul. Anyway I still wanna go *dances around* Need money...need money and someone to come with me. Need money, a wedding ring, and someone to come with me. Need...I just need to get my ass there armed with Korean knowledge and a wedding ring XD anyway..okay I think I rambled enough...I may blog again. It's 20 to 9 and I'm still here....*yawn* wah I think Imma go home. Or to Emanuel's house if I can wake him. Hopefully I can otherwise Imma jus go to his house and wake him up my damn self. It's why he gave me the key damnit. I just hope his parents aren't home. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:14 a.m. # 1 Shot # [Currently Listening to: Be in Agony by: Luna Sea] I finished my 1 shot Payment in Full - Toki x Aya 1Shot Okay for lack of anything better to do...Imma go. *yawn* I'm almost done sending Serve the Ego I'm already working on a new fic...*yawn* Gab is doing the OFFICAL page...and I'm just doing meaningless 1 shots for boredum. *yawn* okay...time for bed...laters
Bow to the slut @ 11:52 p.m. # *SIGH* # [Currently Listening to: Mad Sky by: Pierrot]
I am a seme I'm still a seme mwhahahaha. I didn't get a chance to go online yesterday. My dad was in this hella pissy mood so rather then upset him further and make my parents fight, I didn't go on. What does me being online have to do with my dad's bad mood? I dunno...but his reason to get pissed off balances on anything I do and that includes going on as it, it constitutes as me doing nothing all day. >.> considering I woke up yesterday at 5:30 and that's only because my mom woke me up...yeah. I didn't sleep at all last night until 6AM and then I woke up at 4PM this afternoon. Oi...>.> Anyway I did nothing....as you can plainly see...and I didn't even get the chance to write...and WAH Mifyuu got a new layout ^_^ faboo. I haven't even began to think of my own new layout...I'm not getting tired of this one, I'm just thinking about a new one. Maybe one with that pic I drew...oooo yeah one of Ta ^.^ I miss my Ta *snuggles Ta* OH Helyane sent me pics of her R+R Newsmaker that she got and there were some YUMMY Sugi pics in there which I will be uploading and sticking on my site later on. *yawn* I didn't even get the chance to finish the lemon I was working on last Friday. I'll try and do that today. When I was working on it, I realized how fluffy my lemons seem to me now...espically after talking to Mistao all the time. -.-v so I decided to spice this one up a little more. I have to make it more soft porn-ish. LOL Ahh well I am the lemon goddess after all. I have to keep my title damnit. Speaking of porn, Gab sent me this 10 second clip of a seme an uke that came right out of the pages of Bexboy Gold. I was like O.o whoa....XD COOL. The seme was this cut, much taller, black haired guy. Totally in control of the situation...and he had nice abs. You only see him from the neck down. The uke was this thin, fragile, leggy little BLONDE boy that made fun sounds as he was being fucked. Can I jus say how I love Japanese gay porn? XD Bexboy Gold is based off something after all. Mwhahaha. Also, when the uke was on his back, and the seme was fuckin him, the uke had his legs just...wiiide open. I didn't think they could REALLY open their legs that wide! It was like reading Bexboy for real!! *bounces around* Mwhahah I know...how fun. Anyone else want the clip? XD Kay Imma go do something for now...blah. Blaaaaah I didn't do my paper yet...X.x Its due in the beginning of May too...Oi..X.x
Bow to the slut @ 08:21 p.m. # Owwwww *whines* # [Currently Listening to: Desire by: Luna Sea] I just fucked up my finger!!! The longest nail I have is on my left hand...my pinky finger which everyone has dubbed my "coke nail" because it's so fucking long I could prolly do a gram of coke...completly ODing LOL anyway, the nail was long...about...give or take 4 inches maybe less. Just the pinky! Anyway I SNAPPED the shit off today by accident. I slammed my pinky against my thigh as I turned to do something and it SNAPPED under the nail line, waaay beyond what normally breaks PLUS it hurt my entire finger. *sob* ow...it's so fucking painful. *sob* I was gonna blog yesterday but pitas was down -.- and I couldn't. I was left to my own devices...which is not always a good thing. So I started my new fic...which didn't take long to do -.-v and I was bored because Gab was being boring and not talking to me *dies of boredum* and no one else was on at the time. SO....since I was feeling lemony I got to writing a lemon. -.-v see what happens when I'm bored?
Reach - Toki x Jia 1 shot
*yawn* I wore my Sugizo-esque shirt today ^^ The black, sleevless, tuxeduo ruffled one that's see through in the front and the back is all lace ^^;;;; I wore that and my Totchi-ho gloves, Hyde barbwire necklace and my Tetsu boots. Plain jeans today though X.x it was too cold to wear my Sugizo ones so I wore my regular jeans. Anyway here some pics
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ OW my finger hurts...don't mind all the typos...I can't type with my pinky now X.x Anyway, speaking of the Sugi slut *as I am usually am* I WON MY AUCTION!! *dances around* I have just purchased Fool's Mate June 1999 with SUGIZO ON THE COVER for $14. Man that's like the best deal I ever got buying Luna Sea shit so far LOL PLUS the girl i bought it from doesn't live that far from me (Philly) so it should get here soon too Woooo...*dances around some more* AND my Luna Sea poster that cost me a human limb is on it's way and I'm still waiting for my Luna Sea photo album, which also cost me another appendage. Ah yes...I might as well be doing coke. Anywho, my best friend D came over yesterday! It was such a nice surprise. I was so glad to see her. ^_^ She looks so thin too! She got so much more beautiful then the last time I saw her ^^ Anyway she scolded the hell out of me for smoking since she saw the yakuza pics. X.x she was like screaming at me. I was like whoa X.x I forgot about that LOL but she was gonna kill Jun too so...^^;;; and she loved the artwork I've been doing. She was like so impressed ^^ I feel so special when D looks at my stuff hehehe she's like all overly impressed ^_^ *inflates the ego* yeah and I was late picking up my mom but man I was so glad to see D. ^^ I ODed on my eye make up today and ended up scraping most of it off my eyes because it was just...wooo I had coon eyes and it just wasn't working. So now I have a nice moderate amount on...but my eyes look dark in the past pics anyway. OH anyway, so Akio uploaded more pics in her picture trail! Click here and scroll all the way down to where it says yakuza *duh* and look at the pics there. LOL She uploaded the one where I attacked Ghost after I chased her around the pool table LOL UGH and the one of me shooting pool...I look so pissed off. Just to let everyone know, I have the worst aim in the universe...so yeah...that's why I look all deterimend in that pic. LOL I missed anyway. Today I had math. My proff is so cool his idea of a review for a test is giving us the test questions and us memorizing it LOL so I got the test and the answers. I went home right afterwards and I was on the fucking moon after that because I 4got what I was doing for the longest time. Then I broke my nail and it hurts like hell. Plus it's raining all the sudden AND I have a little bit of gas in my car X.x I'm like at the mark riiight above empty. ^^;; I'm too lazy to go out of my way to fill it but I doubt I could make it to my mom's job with that amount so I have to leave a little early today to go fill up my gas tank ^^;; I also have to buy a better package for Aoki-chu's letter because my mom said an enevelope to send her necklace in wasn't enough AND a poster tube for Xiomei. Then I have to make out an enevelope for the girl I bought my magazine from *bounce* weee *yawn* okay...must go and finish sending out Serve the Ego laaaters.
Bow to the slut @ 02:58 p.m. # Wonders Never Seize # [Currently Listening to: Bi by: NRG -Sung by Kang Ta] I have never heard this entire song before....well when NRG did it. I always heard bits an pieces of it. *shock shock* Kang Ta's Baby missed out a song by Ta! Anyway, right, so I d/led this version of Ta singing Bi a song HE wrote for NRG but he sang it himself in this version. *bounces around* *deep sigh looks off longingly at Ta* A good reminder of why I loved him ^___^ *yawn* Aoki-chu it's not that serious with what's his face =p LOL we'll talk more on AIM whenever you get on. My best friend D called me!!! *runs around* I was so happy. I've known D since I was in 6th grade. We remained tight since then, but senior year she got a job and time for us became hard to manage. We saw less and less of each other and played phone tag, leaving messages on each other's machines just to let each other know we love each other. Time at school was precious and when we graduated, it was like even less time together. Last time I saw D was in January and that was only by accident. I missed her so much. So when I was driving home, passing her house like I always do, thinking man I should stop by and see her, I saw D driving her car and I freaked. I called her cell phone and left her message and she called me back later ^_^ My great love ^_^ I was so happy to hear from her. She's like the total opposite of Jun. She's sweet and nice, she'll comfort me when I'm sad, she'll discourage me from doing anything like....smoking...>.> in fact she would kill me. But yeah...that was greatness. I'm so happy to hear from her. *big ^_^* *runs around* Anyway last night I found the cap of Nakago from FY that I've been looking for, forever!! If anyone likes anime, like...Fushigi Yugi then they know what I'm talking about when in the last tape you get to see Nakago as a kid and he's on this bed looking so helpless!! Anyway I found the cap!! *bounces around*
http://www.geocities.com/azure_gaze/ Good timmmmmeeessss *claps* my eye is dry damnit. LOL Anyway, Mistao is right about the yakuza of the 36 Moons...all that money, not 1 pair of draws between any of em, just got they stuff all hanging out showing it to the world. BUT the question here is...is anyone really complaining? XD mwhahahah. Okay today's entry is kinda short. I blogged this morning hehehehe. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:12 p.m. # 11 Hours # [Currently Listening to: Believe by: Luna Sea] I have 11 hours before the Fool's Mate ebay auction ends. Sugi's on the cover!! *bounces around* I can never get enough Sugi. He's such a sexy, sexy bitch. *chanting: Sugi's a sexy bitch, Sugi's a sexy bitch* *clears throat* Anyway, I'm in school. I'm not going to English but I came here for lack of anything better to do. I may go to Emanuel's house...eh...not sure if I wanna now though. I usually go there to sleep and eat, but I'm not tired and I already ate. After I dropped off my momma, I went to Mcdonalds and spent MORE MONEY I DON'T have. Lucky for me today, I'm getting my allowence. Bweee look at me, 20 yrs old, no job, no life experienace, 2nd year of college, can't even boil WATER for christ's sake, and I STILL get an allowence. ^^;;; I should be embarrassed and in a way I sorta am because I depend on mommy and daddy to get me everything, but at the same time, HA HA I got a car, cell phone, designer clothes, new boots, and a stack of shit I don't need but got anyway that I DIDN'T pay for because I'm the ONLY child (envy me) and I get usually everything I want. It just sucks sometimes when they won't buy me shit and I'm forced to save up my mesly *wow butchered that* allowence to get it my damn self. This summer, I'm actually getting a job *gasp* but I'm really doing it for extra pocket money. Well okay I lie. 1/2 of it is gonna get blown on J-rock/K-pop stuff, the other 1/2 is going to my Korea fund so my ass can try to get to Korea this winter or maybe next Spring Break, because I don't think I'll be able to go this summer though I REALLY FUCKING WANT TO and I'd sell my soul to get there *you can tell how valuable my soul means to me XD* but I can't...only because I find a fuckin buyer for it. -.- where are all the devils and black market dealers when ya need em? Anyway....I was making a point...OH YEAH, so then as I drove I had my Mcdonalds hash brown swimming in grease, and then my bacon egg and cheese on a bagel as I sipped my orange juice. Now I'm full and 4.13 poorer. Xiomei, I've been meaning to buy a poster tube this week...I will tell me my mom to buy it because I frankly don't have the money too ^^;;; I'm sending out Aoki-chu's letter today ^_^ finally....it's been sitting on my desk for the past week now. I need stamps damnit. Auwon's the best!!!!! I got my lemon fanfic!!! Bweeee *runs around screaming* I've been in SUCH a mood for a lemon lately. *bounce* A Night to Remember - 1Shot 36 Moons by: Auwon
Warnings: Toki x Tsubasa (I know it surprised me too) OH and my mistake, Mistao is writing Inside You not In Silence dur...sorry too many "In's" something is just in something else...oi. LOL but anyway, yeah...still good times. I can't wait for that either. It's another lemon!!! *runs around screaming* LOL I'm jus active today aren't I? LOL *itchy wrist* I wore thicker socks today just to continue breaking in my boots and now I can't move my toes ^^;;;; just thought I'd share. MAN, I was thinking about how unfair and sucky Jersey sometimes. Males here have this whole "I must be in the biggest most baggyest clothes possible to be male or be labled gay" kind of attitude, or they have the "I must be a preppy bastard" or "I must be as dirty as possible" thing. UGH there are no such things as "pretty pretty" boys. You know, the kind that look like J-rockers....unless you go to NY. I HATE JERSEY....all the guys here...suck -.- I wish I was in NY where there is a rainbow of pretty boys from Thuggy ones, to preppy ones, to J-rocker esque ones. *sigh* I was thinking about that going back to Guitar Boy's blog and his pics. His hair was long in a lot of them *it looked so pretty* and I was like MAN the only time I'd ever see a GUY with hair that long, he would be white and dirty looking. Asian guys here have this whole buzz cut/tennis ball head thing or they have long hair but never anything past the chin. -.- blah...I love hair. Hye Sung had nice hair. He was a thuggy pretty boy. ^.^ sexy thing you LOL but yeah back to the whole no pretty boys thing here. I need to be in NY more often...actually I need to stop being POOR and then be in NY more often. Blah... Rambling....it's what happens when I'm in school. I need to not smoke. Someone yell at me and make me feel bad...not you Gab I kinda ignore you when you go off on your whole "smoking is bad" jag ^^;;; no offense it's that you're so cute!! LOL I know, cute things distract me. That's why I could never have like a cute proff teach me anything. -.-v I'd fail. MAN I wish they taught J-rock. I'd so...get a C . LOL I couldn't get an A on that. I don't know that much about J-rock. NOW K-POP...ha...that's a good solid B right there! *nods* All righty....I'm gonna uh...I dunno go read Auwon's fic again XD mwhahahhaa. Mistao...hey *waves* LOL just felt like randomly saying hi. LOL I'm bored...and weird but let's not restate the obvious.
Bow to the slut @ 08:22 a.m. # Oooo...last 1 I promise # [Currently Listening to: Drop of Colour by: Hyde] Wah I just washed my hair. That's right...all...I dunno how many inches that is. But it's down to my waist I'm 5'4 you do the math. Yeah man, Guitar Boy responded back to me in his blog thingy and I just wrote him back there again...I dunno email seems like so much of a hassel. Plus he responded there too...so...hey whatever ^_^ *waves to him* Riight....so anyway...I GOT MY MAGAZINE!! *glomps Aoki-chu* She bought it for me. Call it a birthday present ^_^ bweeee *runs around chanting Sugi in short shorts Sugi in short shorts!!* Mwhahahah good motherfuckin times. Oh...new drawing I did this today as I sat here with no fuckin opening to my new fic that I attempted to write but was slowed when I realized I didn't know how to start it. Oi...
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Aoki's a sexy bitch XD mwhahahaha I should really comb my hair out....it's still wrapped in a towel..ugh stuff in mah eye *rubs eye* stupid contact. Yeah so...I'm not going to English 2morrow but I'm still going to school...and I don't know why. OH I know why. I'm poor and Emanuel didn't call me. So I'll go and then stay there till 9:30 and then come back home claming a cancelled class...or I'll jus go to Emanuel's house or something. *drinks snapple* hm...okay time to brush out my hair. I was gonna say something else but whatever it was, I'll save it for 2morrow. I think I blogged enough today. XD Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:54 p.m. # Semi Constructive # [Currently Listening to: Bravery by: L'arc~en~ciel]
You are Shinomori Aoshi Ah yes...I'm Aoshi sexy sexy Aoshi. XD Mwhahaha
Sefier and Squall *yawn* okay I'm about to work on my new fic ^_^ I have a title. Mwhahahaha *bounce* Ooo Aoki-chu...I see...yeah I'm like that with my own paper...though it's not due till May...blah but my proff is up my ass about handing in rough drafts and shit like that. I havent even picked a topic or started research. *sigh* Blah it's why I'm not going to class 2morrow. Mwhahaha All righty...off to write. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 06:15 p.m. # Another Way around # [Currently Listening to Sel-fish by: Due le Quartz] I didn't exactly doll up today like I wanted. Mostly because my hair is dirty. I was like err...I couldn't my hair to go up and stay up so I was like blah. So I wore jeans instead of dress pants and my new Tetsu boots that I found out I have the hardest time walking in. Lucky for me they didn't hurt my feet but they toe of the boot is funny shaped. Since the actual boot doesnt bend at the toe, the shoe is curved upwards I'm not use to the sudden angle. I'm scared I'm gonna bust my ass walking in those things. I'm eating fat free popcorn...with butter. Yeah...reeall fat free. -.-v My day was boring and sucky. I just had math class in which I spent all that time day dreaming and doodling Sugi's lower torso ^^;;;; well yeah U can see where my mind was. So after I had class, I went home and did my chores and FINALLY got around to drawing something. My muses were kind enough to come back. I've been wanting to draw a casual pic of Jia like I've been doing of everyone else and I couldn't get it right for the life of me before. But today I did!!! Applaud me.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Hm...all that money and not one yakuza so far wears underwear...>.> you know, you'd figure with all that cash they'd at least have one pair. LOL my bad. I forgot to draw the line that would indicate that there are boxers there but when I drew it I couldn't think of a designer so I erased it and left it like that. But unlike Mikkie and Aya, Jia's pants aren't low enough to see pubes. LOL He's a don for christ's sake...he's gotta have a little modesty. LOL Ahhh....anyway I have to do one for Aoki and Gab. After that I'm done with the whole "causal look" drawing thing for now. I dunno what Imma do after that. Maybe a fantasy section...or a nekked one..LOL I have waaay too much free time. *still eating "fat free" popcorn* YAY Mistao is writing In Silence the 3rd part in the series and also the LEMON!! *dances around singing Toki's gonna get laid, Toki's gonna get laid* LOL Like he never does...geez. ^^;;; Yeah hm...well let's see how has Mistao rubbed off on me...well...I'm saying and thinking about the word "cock" more often though I don't like that word. I'm having more naughty thoughts about Sugi then usual. Him and his perfect cock..LOL I call Totchi, the Totchi-ho now and I'm wondering if Miyabi waxes or shaves since his pants are sooo low. I say waxes...but that would be painful...well maybe since it's right above his stuff and not his actual stuff. So yeah...there...just a few examples of how Misato is rubbing off on me. Not that it's bad or anything..XD The Sugi slut touching himself...*drool* now there's a Misato influneced thought. Ooo so yesterday I went to this site called...um...shit wtf was it called...well this site because I forgot what it was called. Anyway the whole point of the site was to have actors/models pose as the people from the Vampire Chronicals. I was like YES YES YES OMG where were these guys when they were shooting Queen of the Damned???
Nicholas de Lenfent
Louis; The Tragic Heart
Louis again I still think Brad made one hell of a Louis though XD
The Brat Prince Lestat
Armand Anyway...yeah...besides that...I'm done. Hehehe oh yeah, Aoki-chu why are you fucked? X.x Aiya...*yawn* okay. I finally finished my bowl of popcorn. Bwee...I actually finished a bowl on my own. LOL I never use to be able to. All righty...off to go..whine and sulk. I want my magazine damnit. *sigh* Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:09 p.m. # I Wanna Die.... # [Currently Listening to: Luna by Sugizo] .....and come back as Sugi's short shorts. I doubt he would wear underwear and if he did, I doubt it would cover much. Anyone wanna buy this for me and call it a early birthday gift *cough cough May 21*? XD it's only 15.60! (god I know for a magazine but I paid more for K-pop ones) If you will it's at Jpophelp Fools Mate June 1999 issue XD okay I'm done. But it's going on the list anyway....just in case XD
Bow to the slut @ 11:26 p.m. # Put the shotgun down # [Currently Listening to: Crazy About You by: Luna Sea] I LOVE this song. It's so pretty. ^.^ OKAY so...time for some updates in my rather exciting fast paced life..*note the sarcasm* *clears throat* I have finished writing all of Serve the Ego *bows* Thank you, thank you. No, I don't like it A LOT but I don't hate it like I have come to hate some of my other works. It's...okay. UGH it's mediocre. =P Oh wells. MY NEXT FIC *which yes I have the plot all worked out and I will write up tomorrow if I can think of a title between then and now* will be much better. I can't do this not completly angsty shit. I NEED ANGST!! PAIN AND MISERY and for someone to die damnit. That's my trademark in all my fics...for someone to die. I'm good at it damnit. Anyway, moving along... I have joined (or I will as soon as I finish this blog) 3...is it 3? I forgot, 3 new cliques *points to side* I'm a big Anne Rice/vampire fan. Who can tell? XD I have also added 1 new blog which would be that guy I mentioned before even though I read in his blog that he doesn't update very often oh well, he's cute good enough fuckin reason for me XD I also added up Glay Devotion because they are a good band and yes I am a fan of them and yes, Teru despite his funky looking distracting nose is cute and so is Sashi. ^_^ And yeah...that's about it. Now I have nothing constructive to do other then think of a title. I wanna work on a lemon but I'm in the mood for some hardcore, damn well near rape lemon...well not actual rape, just something...not romantic and fluffy. LOL I'm so weird. Damnit Mistao you're rubbing off on me. LOL...ugh I feel full and fat X.x I got a stupid pimple on the side of my face, right above my jaw and it's SO ANNOYING. It doesn't hurt but I can FEEL it there. UGH...how fucking annoying. *rolls eyes* Okay...I'm off to ponder what I can work on. *bored bored bored* LOL I sang that to Emanuel when I was bored. LOL laters.
Bow to the slut @ 09:36 p.m. # Shotgun to the head, arrogance and as always Sugizo # [Currently Listening to: Pink Spider by: Hide] UGH I'm so motherfucking tired. -.- I hate being tired. Anyway, today I didn't have classes AND since Emanuel quit his job no longer fucking up my morning, I went to his house. Much to my dismay when I got there, the front door he usually leaves open for me was closed. -.- I called his cell phone but it was off, I called the house line but he didn't answer so I just sighed and went to my car and got out the spare key he had given me last time I was there ^_^ so I opened the door, went inside and went to his room as I said THANKS FOR LEAVING THE DOOR CLOSED!! He was like just waking up. -.-v so then I kicked off my boots, took off my coat, set my bag down and got in bed. I stayed still for like 2 minutes before I started complaining I was hungry. I managed to keep talking for about an hour with very little stopping before I finally couldn't take the hunger and made Emanuel get up and go make me breakfast. Well...he didn't have anything to eat so he drove us to Dunkin Donuts. He complained about the prices as I then paid 4$ for my breakfast because I had a sandwich. Oh yeah swimming in grease...yummy. -.-v and then we went back to his house where we ate it and then had a cigarette. My 3rd his 2nd. Then we laid down and I dozed off until I wasn't tired anymore and started kicking and whining about how bored I was. So Emanuel was like trying to talk to me though he was clearly tired. I'm such a brat. I made him tell me he loved me like 50 times and I yayed after each one. LOL I dozed off again as he rubbed my incrediablly soft shoulder XD and then I woke up again complaining I was hot. So after I kicked off the comforter I opened the window right next to his bed and then laid still again. I dozed off woke up and then bugged Emanuel yet again. It was closer for me to go home so I started getting up and getting my boots on again and then got my coat, then my keys and bag and went home. I got home at 12, did my chores and dozed off again. I got a snapple *skin baby!! XD* and then I dozed off again. I didn't want to sleep for long so I sat up and went to bug my dad but he saw I was clearly falling asleep and accused me of not sleeping at night. =P So...here I am. I wanna sleeeeeep. I can't because at 5 I have to go pick up my mom...ugh 5 oclock traffic. BLAH...>.< man I wish she had a car. *yawn* Okay so, back to this whole arrogance thing. I got this link from Helyane since she found this blog a while ago called Guitar Boy. Yeah I know...bad title. Anyway, so I look at he has all these pics of himself with long hair, short hair whatever, looking very much like a J-rocker and he's Chinese and 23 X.x his face is cute though, makes him look mad young. So just out of curiosity, I checked the about me section and he just wrote it: arrogant. Dude is arrogant. I love arrogance. Jun is so the opposite where she can't stand arrogance *though she is herself!! and so am I one of her best friends!!* but I love it. Arrogance, as long as it's not to extrems, is so appealing. *shrug* I dunno why...maybe because I'm arrogant. Arrogant in little things like I love being told I love you, I love staring at my reflection for no reason whatsoever, I have this blog and I KNOW people read it for some reason or another. I write, take webcam pics and damnit I'm arrogant because I know I'm not the sexiest thing in the world but I am cute. I know I'm cute *pinches self* LOL yeah I'm cute but not too bad. So anyway Cool Guitar Boy's blog is linked there. I'm gonna drop him a line just to tell him I appericate his...I dunno his blog? LOL He's cute though. Hehehehe XD AND ulitmate proof of arrogance..
I am Lestat! I'm the fucking Brat Prince XD it can't get no more arrogant then that Goddamnit!! *BIG GLOMPS TO AERIS* THANK YOU for the links to the Sugi pics!! RECENT ONES DAMNIT!!! *drool* Here the links
The Cover of the mag Sugizo is on
Sugi looking down
Sugi looking up
Sugi biting his nails
Sugi sitting
Sugi's upclose
Sugi's profile Ah man...I screamed when I saw those. Espically when I saw they were new!! *drool* I WANT this mag. I wonder where I can find it. Mwhahahahha *glomps aeris again* Oh, well Auwon, I dream in anime form. X.x I know weirdness. LOL Aoki-chu's new obession is Glay. YES the bitch...er...I mean Jiro is married and so is Sashi. I dunno about Sashi's wife and I don't care enough to know about Jiro's. Teru's dating and he too is Aoki-chu's bitch LOL yeah his nose bothers me a little though. LOL But here's this page that Aoki-chu linked me to called Glay Devotion The high school pics in the intro are scary X.x LOL Sashi scared me a lot. The bitch looked cute in his profile pic though. I'm surprised he doesn't smoke though. Neither does Takuro. UGH I can't believe Aoki-chu digs Takuro. Mistao is an influence. Now I'm dreaming of the word "cock" coming out of Toki's mouth...*looks back at sentence* LOL LOL LOL LOL *falls off chair* that just didn't sound right. LOL yeah, on Friday I'm gonna go J-rocker with my Sugizo shirt XD it's got tuxedo ruffles in the front. It's so faboo. It's sleeveless and see through and black XD yeah man it's so Sugi. Mwhahaha Mistao reminded me when she titled her blog ruffles. Hm...I have to join some more cliques ^_^ All vampire related! XD weee Mistao is David!! LOL David is gay...he's one of Lestat's fancies...hey...I'm Lestat XD GOOD TIMES Mwahahaha Okay..that's enough for now. I rambled for a while. *yawn* okay time to go. I have to finish writing this chap for Serve the Ego definatly not one of my best fics, but not one of the worse. I already got another idea XD weeeeee!! Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:19 p.m. # Celebration!! *does Hyde wiggle* # [Currently Listenting to: Hurt by: Luna Sea] YES YES YES YES *does 1Tym dance* Sugi is totally free and single!!! Wait...why am I celebrating? As if he wouldn't still be a slut if he got married. Duh...-.-v anyway, I read Mistao's blog and yes the great Sugi slut is NOT getting married. There was rumor for some time he was dating Vivian Hsu and he was. And there was rumors they broke up, got back together, never broke up to begin with or just broke up. Anyway...that was never made clear. Latest I heard, he was geting married to Vivian Hsu. Awww everyone mourn =( BUT today I just found he's NOT *claps* GOOD MOTHERFUCKIN TIMES. Sugi's not the marrying kind anyway. OH and I finally got to see a picture of Ms. Hsu She is pretty I can't hate on the woman for her looks because unlike Haido's foogly bitch of a wife, at least Vivian Hsu was pretty. And brain dead to think she could tie a guy like Sugi down XD MWAHAHHA *claps* But yeah she is pretty....hate her =p but who cares, he's single!! LOL I get excited way to easily sometimes. So...anyway I have so many papers due all for English. UGH my grade depends on so much of it and I'm just slacking off so much. Ugh...I sorta got my paper done...but it wasn't collected -.-v so...whatever. I got my mail today. I ended up getting my H.O.T Junsah poster and my H.O.T booklet along with a letter from my Aoki-chu ^.^ Yeah man...good times. I have to send out Aoki-chu's letter along with her necklace 2morrow. I also decided to get totally dressed up on Weds. just for the sake of it. I haven't dolled up in forever. *blinks* damn contacts. Riight. So it's been almost a month since I bought that expensive as hell Luna Sea poster. No way my money didn't get there yet so I emailed the seller. Dude didn't know which thing I bought and I'm like UGH good thing I wrote down everything so he had to check my item number and send me my Goddamn poster before I start bitching and moaning! I paid 18$ for that thing!!! And I want my Sugi slut!! So...yeah plus I saw another ebay auction that I'm prolly gonna bitch and moan about later. There's a magazine with Sugi on the cover *sequal* so we'll see in the coming days, me bitch and moaning.
Thankies to Aeris I found this List of Larc songs to have sex to I have to disagree with some of them hehehehe Weee that was fun. Man...this necklace is still stabbing me. Ugh okay well Imma go finish up that chap I was suppost to finish last night but I didn't and then Imma um...do something else. LOL laters.
Bow to the slut @ 02:48 p.m. # *claps* ProcrastinatioooOo~ooN # [Currently Listening to: I for You by: Luna Sea] *claps* Who's procrastinating!? I AM I AM!! I have a paper due about syllogism on Thoreu's Civil Disobedience for English...-.- okay it really sucks. I only found two syllogisms in a 14 page essay...I think I'm pretty fucked what do you guys think? Well anyway instead of continuing reading since I'm only on page 6 so far, what am I doing? Procrasting!! *claps* I'm blogging...how faboo. I should be working on this damn paper considering I should NOT be fucking around....yeah man. I just looove panicking apparently. Anyway I fixed the clock on this stupid computer. Last time I followed it, it made me 10 minutes late to my class. -.-v yeah man...not fun. Not fun at all. *glomps Mistao* Thank you for posting pics of the all mighty sex bitch Miyabi XD Ah that is one sexy sexy motherfucker. If I could lick any part of his body, I would lick the space under his belly button right above his stuff XD oh yeah...that whole area he flashes with his loooooooow rise pant. Mwhahahahaha thank you Miyabi for moaning like a bitch in heat in those songs, thank you for playing those killer guitar riffs that will make you follow in the Sugi slut's footsteps and thank you for wearing those extermly low rise pants XD we are all grateful. Mwhahahaha So last night I was on the phone because Jun called me. It's rare that me and Jun speak on Sundays because shes at dance practice, I'm at home and I can't talk late because I have to wake up at the crack of dawn to take my mother to work. So anyway, I'm like oing? So she calls I pick up and shes like "If I told you there was a chance of me hooking you up with Mark would you be intrested?" Now for those that don't know about Mark and me (we look so fucking cute 2gether) Mark is this breaker I've been...um..for lack of a better word, stalking every year there's a breaker comp. Besides the chance to see other sexy breaker guys, I go in great hopes of seeing him. And he's there. For the past...3 years I've been going to breaker comps and he's been there and I have been silently rooting him on. This year I took Akio with me to check him out...he's cute XD I always take pics of him breaking, this year was no exception. Anyway, so I was like "Nooooo of course I wouldn't be -.-" and shes like well you have ADD with guys now a days. And yes it's true. I'm a fickle little bitch like Sunnie says. *And yes Sunnie called me a fickle little BITCH....he's so lucky I love him or he would gave caught it across the eyes* anyway, so I was like yeah...okay...so she explained to me how she saw him at dance practice and he's friend with this dude she knows and she said hi to him and when he walked away or left or something, this girl she knows, she turns to her and says, I think that's the guy my friend is in love with. And the girl Jun said this too was like really? And Jun went onto explain how I drag her to every breaker comp to see him and take pics of him ^^;;;; *had my spot completly blown up* anyway so the girl was like is she cute? I can hook her up! And Jun was like I have to check because she has ADD when it comes to guys. I'm the kind of person that likes to admire from afar. Once there's like action involved I loose interest. Werid aint it? I don't like liking people. It fucks with my system and my mind. SO I was like yeah Jun hook it up, do whatever you gotta. Give names numbers whatever. Then shes like okay call u later. We hung up and I got all female and giggly for a little bit. But now that the whole female thing has passed, I'm like err...great whatever. Not like anything will happen anyway so I'm not even all hopeful an whatever. *whoopie* Riiight....okay I think I put my barbwire necklace on wrong because it's stabbing me again...X.x owie...my neck grrrrr... I woke up at 3:30 this morning. ALL BY MYSELF. I was sleeping and just like last time, I woke up in the dead of silence. I was like...whoa...and I tried sleeping again but I couldn't. I had only fallen asleep at 1AM. So...I got like a nap. -.-v And I'm not even tired which is the thing that's fucking me up now. I'm like wide awake and wiggling around wanting to do my paper which I really should because it's almost 8:30...>.> so...err...I need coffee too...I wonder if I can find someone to bum a cigarette off. MISTAO you totally rubbed off on me. LOL I had this weird ass dream where Toki was gonna rape Aya X.x and like the last thing I remember him saying to Aya before I woke up was something like, I wanna suck on your lips, rip open your shirt, open your pants, stick my hand inside and wrap my hand around that perfect cock as those tiny hips thrust against me. ^^;;;;;; I'm having waaaaay graphic dreams. Like nothing happened, Toki was fully dressed and so was Aya, but Toki had Aya pinned against the wall and both of Aya's hands were over his head where Toki was holding them. Ah..Mistao this is all your influence. LOL I don't even like that word...it's ew. LOL I'm so weird. AHHH I got no sleep!! okay time to go do my paper. I need to do it. I have like 45 minutes to do it in. X.x blah. I hate Thoreau. Why couldn't he pay his taxes like everyone else instead of making a big fucking fuss about it. Geez if he had, I wouldn't have this problem now. -.- *kicks Thoreau* Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:11 a.m. # For the Love of H.O.T # [Currently Listening to: Spirit of the Fighter by: H.O.T] Last night, I got a call from Jun and me and her were talking about K-pop. What sucked was that she told me some real, true to life news that I'm not at liberty to say...but man I just have to say that Hee Jun's a child molester (not in the literal sense relax), Tony's an idiot, Baekyoung is dirty, Danny HAD a girl, and Teddy got his hair braided. That's pretty much all I can say about it and we just kinda...went err...what pissed me off a lot though thing was that we got to talking about how like...Hee Jun thinks he's God, Tony is....I have no words for him, and Woo Hyuk is lookin...well....for lack of a better word dirty. Let me explain. Since the UGH departure of H.O.T, we all know that they have sorta gone their seperate ways. Hee Jun an Ta became solos and Tony, Woo Hyuk and Jae Won became JTL. Hardcore, long time H.O.T fans have always known Hee Jun was always a tad on the arrogant side. Not like in extremes or the annoying kind of way, but yes a little arrogant. Now, whatever he had when he was with H.O.T multiple that by 1000 and that's him now. He thinks he's God. Due to past convos with my daughter, she let me know just how vane and self absoarbed Hee Jun's gotten. He thinks he's this demi-God of the pop world. >.> And moving onto to JTL...I have no words for Tony. He's been bugging me since 5th album and now I'm just...just...ugh don't speak to me. He just hurt my feelings...I have no words for him. And Woo Hyuk omg...what in the world happened to him? He looks like he just doesn't give a damn anymore about what he looks like. Yeah it's good, he's natural, being ghetto and whatnot...but damn, is it me or does it look like he rolled out of bed every single day and went out just like that? Anytime I saw a pic of him after their album dropped, he's just been lookin more and more ruggaged. Like he just dont care. Leave us not even talk about the flannel jammie bottoms. I don't know...I miss them as a group and it seems they fall apart without each other. I think Hee Jun got egotistical because there's no one there to check him anymore. Like...yeah you're Hee Jun and you can sing, but you can't rip like Ta. Or, yeah you're Hee Jun and you can dance...but you can't dance like Woo Hyuk. Or...yeah you're Hee Jun and you're the oldest and the leader...but you're shorter then Jae Won and he's the baby. Now as a soloist there's no one to check him. It's kinda upsetting. So in a way I understand why Jun wouldn't be so hardcore about him like she use to be in high school and same thing with my daughter. I understand.
Yeah, you notice I didn't say jack shit about Ta because you're thinking I'm biase. Truth be told, I'm not. I heard he was getting very vane too. But you know what, I'm vane my Goddamn self so I have no problems dealing with a vane person myself. I can bring any vane mofo down in 2 seconds. I got nooo problems with that. So whatever, my Ta is my Ta flaws and all Imma love him no matter what. *sigh* okay...let's see how many people I can piss off with this entry. Boppers...-.-v I did nothing all day. I slept till like...2 or so and I kinda just...watched TV after I showered and washed my hair. I got my Sugizo part still going on. Mwhahahha then I just chilled. I wanted to draw but I couldn't get any idea now...my muses left me X.x Blah anyway...I didn't get a chance to finish a chap of Serve the Ego last night so I have to finish it now. *sigh* no one's on...blah how evil. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 08:10 p.m. # 5PM # [Currently Listening to: In Silence by: Luna Sea] I woke up today at 5PM!!! I have noidea way either. I think I slept pretty lat ebecause Jun called me at 2:30AM but we didn't talk for that long. I didn't even go to sleep right away after we hung up and then boom suddenly it's 5PM geez. I missed all morning and afternoon. I've only been up for 4 hours. How weird...I also haven't eatten all day. I'm waiting for dinner to be done. In Silence - Part II Toki x Mikkie 1 Shot by: Mistao YAY Mistao wrote the second part!! *claps* Makes ya really wonder if it did actually happen since 36 Moons was writen by Jia's POV mwhahaha wooo go Toki with his perverted self XD mwhahah I love his apartment. Wanna hear something weird and freaky? Mistao actually descirbed exactly what I would imagine Toki's apartment to look like. Of course...underneath all that filth and disgust X.x ugh I dunno where Toki's filth came from, I'm actually not that sloppy. I'm just a pack rat. Toki being a fan of porn...well of course, but why would he stare at Japanese porn? Not a fan of the women. The boys yes, not the women. If anything Toki would have a nice collection of Playboy or Penthouse or...some other porn mag. You know with the big busty curvy chicks -.-v So yeah...Toki's a perv. Hehehe well of course he is! Mistao knows 1st hand mwhhaha Right...so...anyway I didn't do much of anything. I WANNA GO SHOPPING! I want my Tetsu boots and my Sugizo shirt and my other shirts!! -.- my mom said!! *pout* And I want to get my eyebrows done again. I wanna get them done like Haido or Sugizo...they both have nice eye brows. I bet I can get them done like Sugizo more since his are a little thicker...but not by much. Man can you believe this guy Rich, is STILL after me. I was like whoa...X.x why do you still like me? We haven't even met yet and he's like trying oi...>.> Okay time to go write up some more. I'm almost done writing up Serve the Ego....blah. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:25 p.m. # Clique happy # [Currently Listening to: Haken Kruez by: Pierrot] I didn't mean for this song to come up but...oh well. Anyway I joined up a new couple of cliques. There would be more but...eh...I figured that was enough for now. Don't let me get even MORE clique happy...but yeah.. I did nothing...all night. Nothing constructive. Boo. I wish I had. But all I did was finish up Serve the Ego for today and then look for more cliques to join. -.- oh yay wonderful way to spend time. And I'm talkin with Gab and Mistao because these two have to connect for our project that Mistao has code named...what was it again? TokiMikkie? LOL something of that nature. Geez man its taking forever and 3 days for these 2 to meet. Oi...anyway I have a little time left...so Imma get the last of my marble cake and...um...I dunno sit here and waste more time. LOL laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:29 p.m. # Marble Cake ^.^ nummy # [Currently Listening to: A Boy ~ Zutto Wasarenari by: Glay] I've been devouring this marble cake my mommy bought me yesterday. I've been eating it and like now more then half is gone. Of course more then half wouldn't be gone if my mommy hasn't taken a grand chunk out of it -.-;;; blah. Anyway, I had math 2day and then I came home and I did jack shit. My creative muses have taken a nap for today X.x *big sigh* man...I'm so fussy right now. I want something to do but I won't have enough time to write and I want to draw and I'm so freakin anxious. Last night I was reading the newest installation of Mistao's fanfics XD *is a big fan* So here's her newest one. ^^ In Silence - Part I Toki x Mikkie by Mistao So I was reading it and suddenly my dad gets home and I'm like FUCK because I'm not suppost to be on past 12 during school days. So I signed off as fast as I could barely having time to say bye to Mistao as I shut off the compy. I DIDN'T GET TO FINISH THE FIC!! I was so pissed I tossed and turned for a little while thinking about how I know I had a little bit left to read and I didn't have the chance to finish -.-. So this morning, after I dropped off my mom at work, I booted up my compy, printed it out and went back to my room to read the rest of it ^^ LOL I looved it. I can't wait for the next part. Mistao does a good job ne? She nails Toki exactly XD mwhahaha Anyway, I would take that 7 Things test everyone else is taking but I already took it a million years ago. I don't feel like doing it again. =P Maybe later when I get bored again....actually I'm bored now. No one's online -.- boo.
~*7 things you are scared of?*~
~*7 things that make you laugh?*~
~*7 things that you love?*~
~*7 things you hate?*~
~*7 things you don't understand?*~
~*7 things you have on your desk?*~
~*7 things about you?*~
~*7 things you want to do before you die?*~
~*7 things that you love about the opposite sex?*~
~*7 things you can do?*~
~*7 things you cannot do?*~
~*7 people you want to meet.. dead or alive*~
~*7 movies you watch too much?*~
~*7 things you wish you could change*~ Okay I'm done...it was shorter then the one I took a million years ago. *yawn* I've been focusing on 36 Moons all over again because of Mistao and since she's getting into it and stuff. It makes me wanna write it again. LOL But damn it's long enough!! I had this weird dream last night about all of them at a water park. And like, Toki was wearing those long jean shorts, that aren't really shorts, they more like short pants and boots that were unlaced and he wasn't wearing socks (so fuckin ghetto) and a white wifebeater. He had sunglasses on and his hair was tied under a bandanna except the bangs. Mikkie was in black squishy pants (pants made of nylon) and he had one leg pulled up and he was wearing a white plain short sleeve shirt and sneakers. He had pulled up all his hair in a high tail because apparently it was a hot as hell day. Aoki was in khakis and a short sleeved black shirt, boots too, Tai was in the same pants as Mikkie but he was in a wife beater too..*woo* and Gabriel was in WHITE nylon squishy pants with his I guess swimming trunks underneath and they were black *hello* and a black wife beater with sneakers. Aya was in fitted jeans and a sleeveless shirt boots on too, Akio was in the same long shorts like Toki but he had on a shirt, and he had a dew rag on looking all ghetto with some sunglasses on too. He had sneakers on though, but no socks either. Jia was in jeans and a wife beater with boots on. Why some of them were wearing boots at a water park I dunno...aren't my dreams detailed? LOL Anyway they were at the park and Toki was all whiny because it was hot and he was like why are we here? And like they were standing near a pool where this big ol slide ended and the people landed in, an they were like okay I'm not getting wet. And then this girl stands up and Toki's like weee water's a good idea!! And he like starts taking off his boots to go jump in and chase this poor female. So like he goes off and the rest of them are like well it's too hot to just stand here so they start eventually getting in the water. Aya looks really sexy all wet btw. He got some attenetion from just about everyone...LOL Tai too. But yeah that was a nice weirdo dream. OH and eventually Toki comes back from chasing the girl and he glomps Mikkie in the water and they both fall over and Mikkie gets all extra annoyed with him and he's like blushing too because as always Toki copped some feels. Then he went over to Jia and...they chilled. Yeah Toki's just all over the place. LOL Ahh weird dream, weird dream. Anyway, Akio wants me tooo XD LOL I forgot to mention previously when the yakuza had one of their meetings we flavored them. LOL Okay so here's how it goes..um those I remember anyway:
Mikkie: Tiramisu When I remember the others I'll post them up. Anyway I'm soup. I'm fucking SOUP!! LOL but Akio when she saw the last Toki drawing I did said Toki was tasty and she would bite him LOL so I was like weee I'm tasty XD Akio wants meeeee. LOL Yeah man. Okay I'm gonna go think for a little bit before I have to go pick up my mom. Damn it's SO COLD. Damn weather...it has terrets...laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:10 p.m. # Pushed Aside # [Currently Listening to: Pure Soul by: Glay] I got another Glay song. That one and A Boy~ Zutto Wasurenai I had one called Will be King but it was cut off -.- which just pissed me off. Anyway...yeah...
I am We Need a Resolution All hail the Queen. Anyway now to the point of the blog. Ever feel real special one second because of someone then something/someone comes along and kinda diverts attention away from the one who was making you feel special? Yeah...that's happening to me. I won't get too into details because this is just me being emotionally attached. -.- But nonetheless I'm feeling, as the title of this blog says, pushed aside. Not feeling as special no more. Sucky sucky huh? I guess I need to find adoration elsewhere. *sigh* Anyway, I got this faboo link from Akio since she made up a picture trail, putting in the pictures of the 36 Moons ^_^ 36 Moons photo album check out the faboo pics of us playing pool. And ALSO... "Most people don't know the meaning of power...to the 36 Moons...that's all they know.." Ah faboo work done by Akio so much props to her ^_^ *claps* *sigh* feeling neglected sucks. Ghooost...I already told Akio about "it" so I gotta tell you laters too. ugh just...blah...anyway...I'm not doing anything constructive again...faboo...-.-v anyway I better keep my convo's going. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 10:22 p.m. # *yawn* damn weather # [Currently Listening to: Heavy Gauge by: Glay] It took me forever to get that song X.x But I got it. Hehehhee okay well after I had english which I was LATE for because I followed the clock on the comoy in the lab *that'll teach me* so when I went to get my coffee, as I was paying for it, I checked my watch and saw it was 9:35 I was like FUCK X.x I was 10 minutes late for class. Blah...anyway after class I went home and I was wide awake, so I did all my chores and stuff. I then got online and Wee I took pics ^^
Sugizo pout
Sugizo Style I posted more in the Yakuza blog so check that out too ^^ Oh and I also drew another pic today because...well I was bored as hell.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Okay...yeah man...Im freezing cold. It was so cold today compared to yesterday anyway. Blah so I'm sitting here in my chair in front of my compy with a blanket on. LOL Since I got my tan lace shirt on I don't wanna throw a flannel shirt over it. X.x I look cute though ^.^ LOL Okay...I'll blog laters...I blogged a lot today hehehe. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 03:19 p.m. # Oh Boy... # [Currently Listening to Deja vu by: Luna Sea] Ugh I'm the compy lab at school and suddenly it smells like unwashed bodies in here X.x it's SO VILE. It's like a sour odor...it's really offensive. Anyway I was suppost to do some questions about this paper handout I got in English class and then some quick essay...but I need to do research for it....so guess what, that's not done X.x I had 4 extra days to do it!! Ugh and do I do it? No of course not. That would be the responsible thing to do. -.-v Oi...I would do it now, but I only got an hour left and I either do it right, or I do it half assed and get a bad grade as if I didn't do it at all anyway. UGH I knew I should have done this thing last night...or least start on it. >.> *rolls eyes at self* Anyway weee Mistao I'm listening to In Silence XD you're right, this song has whole new meaning. *does sexy Sugi rock* ^_^ Anyway my temple is periodically hurting..it's like throbbing then it stops...it's so weird. I'm gonna get some coffee before I go to English so I don't die of boredum. Besides, I can't keep smoking. Im gonna get addict then I'll really be Toki X.x ugh I can imagine myself sitting there whiney and pissed off because I don't have any cigarettes and nagging Emanuel to go buy me some. Emanuel is my Jia LOL but he looooves me. LOL I made him tell me like 50 million times on Tuesday. LOL we're just laying in his bed trying to stay warm and I'm like Emanuel tell me you love me. He's like 1/2 asleep. I love you and I'm like yay! Tell me again. LOL Ah yes...I have issues. I'm HUNGRY! EVIL HUNGER!!! Stupid body...you always need something don't you!? -.- I was tempted to go to Mcdonalds to get some breakfast like yesterday since it IS across the street from my mom's job...but I JUST got some money and I'm not to eager to spend it...it's not much but it's better then nothing. Oi...watch...I'm about to go check out ebay...watch my stupid ass find something I like and start the bidding...or worse, if it's on that whole "Buy now, no bidding" thing I'm so assed out. X.x Aoki-chu is into Weiss Kruez...XD She digs Ken mwhahaha I like Aya myself...there's something about the angst ridden, silent, sexy pretty boy XD good times my friend. I hate being hungry. It's such a pain. When you're hungry, it's all you can think about. That and food -.- let me focus my attention elsewhere...oh yeah, the Sugi slut XD I parted my hair different then the usual line down the middle. I parted it to the left so it could fall over my eye as soon as I let the clip out. I'm gonna take some pics when I get home because I'm in my Sugi-esque shirt. It's tan lace XD good times. That and I'm wearing my other Sugi-esque pants, the ones that lace down the sides a little. I can't wait till I get more J-rocker stuff so I could do this all the time. hehehee *claps* anyway...yeah...I'm about to go fuck around some more...I should have done my paper X.x DAMNIT!! *slams fist down on the table* Oh yeah, Xiomei I know it's never easy to kick a bad habit. Digging an asshole guy is like smoking. Everyone tells you it's bad for you and you know it, yet, you're still there. It's a slow and steady process but seriously, being whipped is bad and it's great you can admit because woooo Toki-chu would be damned if I EVER submit...well okay I lie because if Ta wanted me on his knees beside him then gimme a satin pillow to sit on. ^^;;; hell I don't even need a pillow, sitting by Ta *drool* But anyway yeah, this is just some guy...and he may have his good points but you should be be a man and think of yourself. LOL I have ADD but I'm no player...I wish I was though...that way I'd get laid more often and maybe I wouldn't be so fuckin sexually frustarted all the time. >.> LOL So yeah..be easy with that...OH and I'll email you when I get home...I'm assuming you still want the posters heheh ^_^ Okay...off to fuck around before class. *yawn* laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:08 a.m. # Something Constructive ^_^ # [Currently Listening to: One Love by: Glay] I've been saying I needed something to do for a little while now. Something constructive...and actually I should be doing that paper I had 4 extra days to do...but I'm not gonna. I need something to do 2morrow morning. LOL anyway, so I headed over to Venus Gospel which is like...wel lI dunno what it is but it's funny as hell. It's about the X charcaters and what they would be like if they got married and stuff LOL So, I was like hey I should do this too. I have my own people...sure why not! So..this is me being constructive...plus this is for lack of anything better to do -.- no one is talking to me. Fun fun. LOL Okay so same idea as Venus Gospel, just with the 36 Moons people. I got the whole idea off them so I'm crediting Venus Gospel. This is jus me being bored. Arashashimia Toki Age: Right now, early 30's Bishonen Factor: Not pretty, just all around sexy Angst Level: None whatsoever. Feels a little every now and then, but does his best to surpress, hide and deny it. The Basics: Toki is a killer. Doesn't give a fuck about much of anything but getting his rocks off no matter how it's done. Doesn't care much for his own family and his background is a bit murky. He does feel quite a bit for Jia, his best friend and employer. The Looks: Do the words "ghetto fabulous" ring any bells? No suite and ties for this yakuza. We go all out in designer ghetto gear, timbs and don't forget the ever popular bandanna around his head. Short black hair that's usually spiked up with two long blonde bangs hanging beside his face and dark brown eyes grace his features. But don't forget the many scars, the tattoos and the ever present smirk that make you wanna hate him but can't help but love him anyway. The Smarts and The Social: He's a hired hitman. He knows Japan and New York inside out and could take you to any hot spot in the cities. Beware of the all wandering eye and the even more dangerous hands. Do not expect just a peck on the cheek good night when it comes to Toki. He's spending money, he expects something in return. And don't you dare deny him >.< you should know what you're getting into. He's only charming for so long. Also, the job comes first he expects to leave without any questions. Do not ask about the pretty boy(s) he is chasing and why he tells his best friend he loves him. That's none of your business. The Cash Flow: Two words. Hired hitman. The Homemaker: YEAH Riiiight. Toki wouldn't know how to wash a sock let alone a plate. His apartment proves it. When he lived on his own, his place was a class 1 disaster area. In refrence to the 1 shot fic Try Again the description of Toki picking up a glass from a table and he himself not even knowing what was once in it should give off a hint. Plus, the man also uses cups as make shift garbage cans for condoms. Ew. I suggest you not stop by his place. The In Laws: Mother (alive) Father (recently deceased) Not that he'd care about either one. The Rivals: Weee this is a good one. From his employer and oyabun (don) of the 36 Moons who also happens to be his best friend, to the affections of young Mikkie, and not mentioning the throngs of females and males he left behind in the dust. But mostly Jia... The Bed: Good times here my friend. Coming from his own mouth "I can make your toes curl" a man who boasts that confeidently and is just dying to show you should say something. Toki is probably well known for just his sexual ablities and just how good he can work every part of his body and make you moan from what you get. Unless it's work, he's more about getting you off first. Pleasure, pleasure, pleasure are Toki's 3 favorite words in the bed room. If it's business, be prepared for a fight and a lot of pain. X.x The Wildcard: Toki has emotional problems he can't deal with. Also he has a bit of a problem with sticking to just one person. He's a bit possisive and watch out for his sudden silences and disappearnaces. He does that and you upset him. Beware for the backlash of emotional and phsyical damage he'll come back around with. Jia Li Age: Early 30's (about 32 or so) Bishonen Factor: He's a little of both worlds, pretty and masculine and also sexy. Angst Level: Feels a lot! It's what gets him in trouble a lot of the times. From the death of his employee's family, to the death of his own ties and family, Jia is known for being entirely too emotional for a man of his status. The Basics: Jia is running an empire the started a long time ago. He joined up with the 36 Moons, rose to power and took Toki with him. Now as the oyabun himself, he sits on a throne of strength and blood. He has watched much blood shed and though many yakuza around him have seen the same if not worse have harden, it has done nothing to make him any stronger, emotionally. He feels for Toki on different levels and does try to stand up against him. Though he runs this massive empire, he is virtually spineless against anything Toki might do or say -Ahh you milk sop!!- He does hold his own with smart business moves and who he employs and he trusts his insincts a lot in dangerous times. It's what made him a survior. The Looks: Unlike most, Jia is Chinese, full blooded too. His eyes are a different shape then most, but just the same a deep brown color. His hair length usually varies from eye level to chin level, but last counted it was to his chin and at it's natural color, black. Decked out in 3 piece suites or Armani, Prada and Gucci, Jia has refined tastes and sports it well. He's very few times in causal gear but when he is, it takes years off his looks. He does bare 2 known tattoos on his hands, if he has any others, only Toki and Tsubasa would know XD The Smarts and Social: As oyabun of one of Japan's most powerful and ruthful syndicate I think he could push his weight around and get some top places...very VIP, backstage passes only kinda deal. Jia is a man of wealth and power, but doesn't really like to show it. He's not shy, just insecure on how he would react around Toki. Also, he can't lie for beans. Jia's a pretty smart guy and known for shread business skills though he didn't finish high school. But he seems to be getting on fine without that. The Cash Flow: Rollin in it. Jia has just bought up all of Japan and New York. What do you think? The Homemaker: Not a cooking/cleaning person either. Though he is much tider then Toki, Jia employs cleaning services to keep his place immaculatly clean. The In Laws: Mother, (deceased) Father, (deceased) grandmother (deceased) He did care a great deal for his mother and grandmother so he was ultimatly upset about both their passing when he found out years later. His mother had disowned him when he walked out to become yakuza. He met his father much later on in life and well...we all know how that turned out..>.> The Rivals: We have one jealous and violent Toki on one end and the livingbreathing ningyo Tsubasa on the other. You wanna jump in this fray? The Bed: Jia is more then likely a slow compassionate lover, more looking for good slow sex rather then a quick bang. He's the dominate one in his female relationships and even with Tsubasa. With Toki however...that's another story. The Wildcard: He WILL spontaniously grow a back bone every now and then, smacking the shit out of Toki when he's gone too far. Beware of the sudden anger and the fact that he feels a lot. His emotions make be what breaks him, but they are also what fuel him. Mikkie (Ryo Araya Age: Late 20's Bishonen Factor: All around pretty! Makes you wanna hold him forever since he has the soft, feminine demier thing going on. Angst Level: NONE. Mikkie does not feel...so he says. The Basics: Mikkie Araya and it will ALWAYS be Mikkie not Ryo, is a poster boy for the frail and helpless look. But don't let that fool you. He's known for having the eyes of a corpse and the will to shoot you point blank if need be. He spends most of his time running away from Toki until he finally does get away. And then..he sadly looks over his shoulder...aww... The Looks:Pretty! Long dark hair that seems to get longer and longer as time goes on. It's got violet hues and he never brushes it back. His eyes are dark and cold and never has a warm smile graces his pale, ghostly white complextion. He's known for looking like glass but watch out! Press his buttons wrong and you'll find yourself nose to nose with a .45 The Smarts and Social: Quiet. Not one for social events and mingling. Mikkie would rather keep to himself and be left alone. If he is needed at a social event he does his best to stay quiet and out of the way. He's smart but just how smart no one is really sure of. The Cash Flow: Another hired hitman. He's got oodles and oodles stashed away somewhere. The Homemaker: Mikkie has lived on his own for quite sometime, he's bound to have domestic skills such as cooking and cleaning since he himself is very well kempt. But I wouldn't expect to see him folding laundry as he hummed a happy tune. The In Laws: None that are known of The Rivals: Again, battling for fair Mikkie's hand would be Toki. Watch out for that guy though, he's dangerous. The Bed: Not much is known about Mikkie's sex life then before Toki come into it. We could only assume he's prude and not wanting to be touched. But let's say for arguments sake he was in bed with someone, he would probably be more concerned with getting the job done right and then leaving. Don't expect to snuggle and kiss afterwards. Toki has left him more fridged and wary of human contact...so...good luck with getting him loosen up. The Wildcard: He's not as fragile as he looks! And beware of the hidden dangers of hidden emotions underneath. Mikkie is known for keeping it strictly business, but he will know when he's not wanted. Be careful not to underestimate him and what he's packing under that coat XD Gabriel Kishien Age: Early 30's Bishonen Factor: High. The pretty blue eyes and soft undertones of the flawless skin boast him up high on the bishie levels. Angst Level: Nothing that sticks The Basics: Gabriel, also known as the Gaijin to his friends. He comes from the background of often being underestimated so watch how you address certain things about him. Don't assume. Gabriel is half white, half Japanese but his more stricking features lean more towards his American side which cause much underestimation from people around him. The Looks: Dark hair, baby blue eyes. Need I say more? He's known more for those killer eyes and perfect complextion then anything else. His hair goes from brown to black but never anything more drastic. It's also long to frame his face more. Watch yourselves XD The Smarts and Social: We are talking about a former lawyer. One of the more highly educated yakuza he does have some college experiance behind him. Gabriel is smart, quick tongued and smooth with his words. His social skills are more in a argument sort of stake so don't expect to see him mingling and laughing with the crowd. He may know what he's doing but years of isolation and neglect have made him withdraw from a social scene. The Cash Flow: Former laywer, now a hired hitman...hmm... The Homemaker: Gabriel probably can do somethings for himself, but much like Jia, more then likely employs someone to cook and clean for him. He is a busy man after all. The In Laws: Both parents were around though where they are and if they're alive is anyone's guess. The Rival: None just a flock of fangirls chasing of the blue eyed gaijiin...but Gabriel is supposdly crushing. The Bed: Gabriel is more withdrawn from social events and this is about as social as it gets. Gabriel shy? Yeah more then likely. But once he gets the flow of things, I suggest you begin smiling. The Wildcard: There is suggestive crushing! Between him and a long time partner maybe? Who knows, he gets closed up when Jia asked him if he loved anyone and blushes easily when Toki makes a remark...so...hm... Metsuki Tai (Taito) Age: Late 20's early 30's Bishonen Factor: A definate swoon if you like them big, broad and sexy Angst Factor: High. He's now a former father and a widower ;.; The Basics: Tai took the job of being a yakuza a few years after he graduated high school since he got his girlfriend pregnate. He did marry her and wanted to support her which is why he gave up his life to serve Jia. Unfortunatly the job he took to support his growing family, was what killed them in the end. Tai feels it was his fault and continues to pay his wife respect. Though it has been years since his wife passed away, Tai remains the mourning widower. Boo for everyone else =p The Looks: Tall and broad. Tai is built like a house, towering over everyone in the 36 Moons and outweighs almost all of them from 20-30 pounds. Tai is a big, big man. He has dark hair that remains short or long depending on his time and how he feels. The Smarts and The Social: Tai isn't very social. He prefers to stay behind the scenes doing what he does best. He's second in command to the 36 Moons, so his intellagence plays a huge part since he's the acting don when Jia is not around. The Cash Flow: Same as all the others. Filthy stinkin rich. The Homemaker: Tai is a busy man who more then likely employs someone to take care of his place when he's away. Before hand when he was married he had a wife to take care of his needs so he more then likely doesn't know how to do anything. Domestic wise. The In Laws: Mother and father are still around but where who knows. They disowned Tai after he married his girlfriend fresh out of high school. The Rivals: Unless a certain blue eyed gaijiin is gonna speak up then he's up for grabs. But beware! He still carries his wife in highest respects. The Bed: Tai's a widower. He hasn't been in the sack with anyone other then his wife, who was his first and only so far, so he might be a tad rusty. If you are somehow lucky enough to get Tai, he's probably gentle and kind. The gentle giant ^_^ The Wildcard: As a widower, it's tough to get Tai out of the slump of feeling guilt over the loss of his wife and child. He's got Gabriel to lean on and that in itself might lead to more problems. Tais a hard one to get romantically involved. Also be aware he carries his wife and son's name tattooed on each of his arms. In other words: He aint never gettin over it... Tachimine Aoki Age: Late 30;s early 40's Bishonen Factor: Unless you count seeing half of someone's face pretty, Aoki is damn near sexy. It's the attitude and the way he carries himself. Angst Level: Nothing. Hardly a smile or smirk crosses this man's face. The Basics: Aoki hides a scar over his eye behind sunglasses since it can be seen as a handicap. Aoki is quite and he chain smokes. He doesn't make conversation and even when he moved to New York, he didn't bother to learn English since he never speaks to anyone anyway. He's probably the oldest memeber of the 36 Moons since he was in it since before Jia was the oyabun. Aoki's been around my friends. The Looks: Long hair to his chin, the color varies. Sunglasses always on, except at night when driving. Part of the scar can be seen from on top and underneath the sunglasses. A full length trenchcoat is usually worn and be prepared to see the full effects of smoking for as long as he has X.x The Social and Smarts: Aoki is more antisocial then anything. He doesn't like to talk to anyone and keeps mostly to himself which is why hardly anything is known about his past other then he was born to be a yakuza. As for smart, again not known how deep if at all his intellagnace goes. He's never spoken a word. The Cash Flow: Well...he is rocking Prada and Gucci sunglasses...hmmm The Homemaker: HA not likely. Aoki, if he's at home, will more then likely not be around long enough to make a mess and if he does, he knows enough to pick up after himself. But no cooking and cleaning for him. Again, he probably employs someone. The Inlaws: None that are known of The Rivals: The prettiest yakuza of them all has managed to maintain Aoki's attention on more then one occasion. If you can beat that then you might have a chance in hell. The Bed: Again since Aoki is a big walking mystery what he does or may not do in the sack isn't known. In reference to the 1 shot between him and Aya, he is aggersive and he does know what he wants and doesn't waste time. Boo no foreplay. But he's good and he is a good kisser despite the cigarette tarnished breath. Do not expect to snuggle afterwards with this one either. The Wildcard: Aoki is very aloof and uncaring about a lot of things. Plus he's friends with Toki which could maybe give him a chance to change his mind about certain things...probably pretty Aya. You don't really know what you're getting with Aoki. Makino Jun (Junpei) Age: Late 20's early 30's Bishonen Factor: Pretty Good. Jun is pretty but not feminine. Angst Factor: Nothing. Jun hasshut off all emotion The Basics: Jun was once upon a time, friends with Toki and a doctor. He gave both those things up as he entered the 36 Moons and now is a cocky, best shot that there was. Toki has become his rival in everything they do, including bidding the ties of friendship for Mikkie. He's a bit of a smart ass and sarcastic, but he gets the job done. The Looks: Long hair that covers half of his face. It's angled slightly to remain short in the back. Jun has dark brown eyes and a bit of a pout to him. The Smarts and Social: He was a former doctor. That says enough about his smarts. As a social person, Jun is. He knows how to speak and carry himself well. He loves to crack a smart ass joke on Toki's expense but knows to draw the line at personl and business affairs. The Cash Flow: *sigh* like all others, he too is rich. The Homemaker: Jun isn't known for his great house keeping skills. He probably knows enough to get him by but then again, he was never home much to begin with. Even now as a yakuza. Again, more then likely has someone employed. The In Laws: None that are known of. The Rivals: NONE! Jun is up for grabs without charge The Bed: If Jun is half as good with his hands as he with a gun or scaple then man are you in for a good time. Jun seems more about pleasing himself then anyone else but at the same time, knows what he's doing, so he will more then likely get off on pleasing you. Good times for all. The Wildcard: Random fights will break out between him and Toki so beware of the sudden mood swing! Mikkie is just a friend here folks. Ryuunen Akio (Teru) Age: Mid 20's Bishonen Factor: Pretty...considering it wasn't him completly Angst Factor: It has long since passed. The Basics: Akio, once known as Teru did everything his mother ever said to please her. Upon her death, he saw it as his own rebirth and became what he wanted to be which was a yakuza, following in the footsteps of the father he never knew. The Looks: Not all him. Akio has had massive plastic surgery to disguse the fact he was once a cop known as Ryuunen Teru. But the new him is pretty. Long hair to his chin, usually a light color and light hazel eyes. A deinfate keeper though it's false beauty. The Smarts and Social: Akio was a cop once not too long ago. He's smart enough to know legal loopholes and the laws of Japan and New York so a problem could never arise. As for social skills, yes, deifnatly a social man. He smiles and greets politely. A lot of practice from being on the force. The Cash Flow: When he was Teru, he made an honost police officer's salary...as Akio, he's rich who cares about being honost anymore! XD The Homemaker: Akio picked up some domestic skills from being a momma's boy in his younger days so he can probably do some light cooking and minor house work although as Akio, he's probably never home long enough to do that anymore. The Inlaws: Mother (deceased) Father (deceased) He never met his father, but if his day ever came he would get married he would be proud to pass his father's name on. The Rivals: NONE. Akio is wanted by all and could be haved by all. The Bed: As Teru, he was very dosile to women, wanting to please then and make them happy, which probably applied to bedroom scenes too. But as Akio, that has long since changed. A quick bang for his pleasure only, no more time for you. Do not expect a call tomorrow if involved with the new man. This is Akio, not Teru. The Wildcard: He was once a momma's boy! He did love his mother very much so be careful what you say about his family. Akio may surprise someone with his sudden moments of kindness since being in the 36 Moons has jaded him. Matso Aya Age: late 20's Bishonen Factor: High. You could weep and throw jealous fits at how damn pretty he is. Angst Level: Nothing is touching that pretty surface. The Basics: Pretty Aya as he's known is more then just that. He's as smart and strong as the rest of the yakuza though uses his sex appeal to often tease and torment Toki. When Aya is not teasing Toki, he's found talking to Jia about poltical strength and law which is his specialty. He knows people don't see him as much of anything else then a pretty face, so he uses that to his advantage. Do not under estimate him! The Looks: Ugh...he's so pretty it makes you wanna hate him. Caramel colored hair that's bobbed around a oval face, long lashes, hazel eyes and a waist smaller then most women. He's also leggy and curvy and can draw more attention in a club them a group of girls. Women sometimes respond to him. But at the same time you wanna see if you could break him yourself XD The Smarts and Social: A smart one this pretty thing is. Political ways are his best stand point and he could pribably tell you the Diet inside out and tell you it's flaws at the same time since he once stood in the Diet himself. Social skills were learned by pretending to be a politiction so he knows how to fake a smile. His good looks make him an event anywhere. The Cash Flow: Do we need to go over this again? The Homemaker: Not likely. Pretty and girly he may look but he wouldn't know a paper towel from a spoonge and a pot from a pan when it comes to domestic life. Like everyone else, he too employs to keep house. Though his vaniety area is probably the one place he knows what he's doing in. The Inlaws: None that are known of. The Rivals: You may have some problems here. You'd be crossing into Aoki's territory and I wouldn't wanna do that if I were you. The Bed: Pretty much unexperianced. And the little experience he does have he's been the uke, meaning passive. Aya isn't one to get himself worked up and sweaty so you might have to take charge here. The Wildcard: Don't be surprise if he suddenly vanishes and suddenly shows up silently next to Aoki. They are parteners after all...>.> LOL damn that was long...okay I'm all done with that. Oh and here just for fun
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Yeah man...good times. Heheheh okay...almost time for bed. Man that took forever to do. Don't mind all the typos. I don't have time to go back and fix it. =p Laters
Bow to the slut @ 09:43 p.m. # Too Early X.x # [Currently Listening to: Loveless by: Luna Sea] Bwee Ghost's song ^_^ Anyway...GUESS what happened to me this morning. I was sleeping...I went to bed at 12 at night and I'm like yay sleep...(ooo yay cutie sitting across from me...will get back to that anyway) so I'm sleeping..and suddenly...my eyes pop open. I'm on my side, in the darkness, this overwhelming silence and I'm like...wtf..so I pick up my cell phone and click the light on and see it's only 2:30 in the morning! I'm like AHHH!!! So I turn to my side and try to sleep. And try to sleep. And try to motherfucking sleep. It was 3:30 in the morning when I finally checked the time again. I soon realized that I wasn't going to fall back asleep which devastated me so much! How could I only sleep for 2 and 1/2 hours!! X.x so I laid in bed till like 4. I then got up, went potty, tried to sleep again, then at 4:30 gave up and turned on my TV. I ended up watching music videos on MTV and VH1 until 5:30 when my mom woke up. She got all worried because I woke up early. Well...that was a crappy night. To make matters even worse, I'm not even tired X.x I got up and got dressed in my Jrocker gear XD meaning my Sugizo pants, my Hyde shirt, my Totchi-ho gloves, my Hyde necklace and my Tetsu platforms. Dude I'm a J-rocker today LOL listening to Luna Sea as I sit here and type. But I'll get to that. I took my mom to the doctors. But it was too crowded and full because my mom decided to go to this ghetto place X.x so we left and went to Mcdonalds where we had breakfast. I ate. ^_^ wait why am I smiling...I feel like a big fat cow X.x And in tight binding J-rocker clothes on top of that X.x WAH!! *sob* so...yeah...anyway, then I left my mom at work and I went to school. I don't have class till 11:30 and it only 8:46 now. -.- ugh so I've been waaaay to early for everything today. =P evilness. Okay so back to the guy across from me... I'm in the compy lab right now, and this cute..well..sorta adorable guy with his ugly friend come in. LOL The guy is sorta cute...more like adorable then anything. He looks Chinese...not really a pretty boy so hence not my type. LOL I'm so shallow. *claps* I finally figured out how to make my Hyde necklace not stab me profusly when I wear it. I have to make it a choker it hung too loose before which gave it the chance to turn and stab me...but not this time! I got it around my neck perfectly. *beams* I was so annoyed yesterday. I was telling Ghost and Akio about it. It's just...blah. Anyway I have to blog at the Yakuza blog later when I'm home because 1. Imma post pics of meeeee and I don't have a web cam here. 2. I have other stuff to post up and I don't feel like doing it now....ha ha ha just kidding ^^;;; I just did. Go look Yakuza blog I also asked Akio to see if she can make some nice simple graphics for the blog. It's lookin all boring and...boring. LOL yay for the english major. Anyway, yeah it's looking plain and by the looks of the way things are going Gab will be done with the OFFICAL page layout in...oh...10-never years. -.-v That's just my oh so subtle way of being annoying and pushy. Anyway, so I asked Akio to take it on and she diiid! *claps* The new layout pic is dope as hell. I looove. Go Akio ^_^ Ugh fishnet is itchy *scratches arm* damn Totchi-ho gloves. LOL anyway weeee In Silence!!! *strums imaginary guitar like Sugi* I love this song. Mostly because I love the video. You get to see Sugi in these big baggy pants and some sandles and this black tight shirt, his hair is blonde and he's playing guitar (duh..no he's playing the flute -.-v) and he's doing this sexy rocking thing he does...LOL is everything about that man sexy? I think so...*does Sexy Sugi rock* I do this in my car during Loveless...people look at me funny. I don't give a shit it's a good song Goddamnit. I'll do it now. *does Sexy Sugi rock* yeah man if you saw the video you know what I mean. Speaking of which, Ghost saw the Gravity PV where Sugi is walking and BAM crotch shot XD *claps* best part of the video damnit. LOL besides the fact that I love that song to death, I love that video too...for that reason...The Walking Porn in his kick ass outfit that I want actually, and the crotch shot just...all in his area. XD Good motherfuckin times man. *sigh* Okay time to go fuck off...I still got an hour before I have to go do anything. Blah...I have to go meet a friend later...but that's not till 10:30 ow...my arm hurts from having it elevated for so long. Stupid compy lab. I miss my own compy. AOKI-CHUUUUUU *glomps* I miss yoooou. IM me, get online woman! I miss you like crazy! *glomps Aoki-chu* Auwon, is okay, jus do it whenever you have the time. BTW did anyone else besides me, Ghost and Gab enjoy Mistao's fic. Mistao I really do love that fic. I can't wait for another! *claps* I think I'll go read it again. LOL I'm obessive... Ne, Xiomei...guys suck =p Guys think girls are all dope and when you say they're ugly they think you're jealous. Isn't that the DUMBEST thing? If a bitch is ugly, she's fuckin ugly that's not your fault. Good thing you didn't actually say that...otherwise he might get some sick trip off thinking that you jealous. You need to stop dealing with this guy though...he sounds like he doesn't know what he wants. =p *rolls eyes* men...this is why I have ADD when it comes to them. LOL Speaking of which...that guy isn't that cute anymore. LOL
Bow to the slut @ 08:26 a.m. # Come So Far # [Currently Listening to: Slave -Live Version- by: Luna Sea] Yeah man...I like this song. I decided to d/l it 1 day off a whim because I had to know why Slave was so damn good and why Luna Sea fans decided to call themselves Slaves. I kinda understand...it's a good song. But yeah...I'm not a Slave. >.> LOL I jus think Sugi's HOT. XD anyway...yeah...back to the point of this blog. Mistao wrote me my very first 36 Moons fanfic. I was like like overly excited about it and I loved it. I think I read it like....4 times already. Plus I printed it. XD It was good damnit. So now, I'll post here so anyone else can read it. *claps* I feel special. Hm...well let's see...I don't think there should be any warnings. It's Toki x Mikkie so there is a little shonen ai...lots of cursing and profanity. That's about it. Not really something to slap a lable on. Once the OFFICAL 36 Moons page is up (if Gab would ever be so kind and do the damn layout) I'll be transferring everything from my FAQ to there, the fic and my own art work included. Fanfics and fanart will also be put there. ^_^ faboo. I can't believe I have FANS for this thing. I'm still like eagerly awaiting Auwon's fic for this. That would be ever so jjang. Mistao's actually writing another one XD *feels special* so I guess I'll say it now, anyone is allowed to draw or write fanart/fics for 36 Moons. You don't need my permission but I would appericate if you like...let people know that the shit is copyrighted it is mine, it is over a years worth of work put into that fic so do be so kind and do not rip me off. And plus if you write/draw for me I'll gladly post it up ^^ and if the OFFICAL page ever opens up...sometime this century would be nice... it'll be posted there too. *claps* 2morrow I have math class and I get to go to the doctors with my mom. She has to go not me. And I'll have the car so if she thinks she's gonna try to be slick and make me go have a blood test I'll have my car keys in hand and I'll get the hell out of there. Anyway, after we're gonna get breakfast and then I have to go to class, but I'm excited because I never have breakfast during school times. I use to get sick to my stomach eating in the morning but I think I finally got over that. *yawn* Oh I went to the Japanese Channel today just to look for more Sugi pics. I forgot about that site. The last time I went there and posted Sugi pics, I didn't fully appericate his over all sexiness XD but yeah. I ended up oogling him some more and loving his legs/thighs. They so nice XD those fuck me boots he wears are like great. I got all pissed off at one point because I was watching the Lady Marmalade video with Little Kim, Pink, Mia and Christina what's her scrawny ass who has no business wearing what she wore. Anyway, I was watching that at 2 in the morning during my spring break when I was on the phone with Jun and it struck me as funny when I realized 1/2 of them, mostly Pink's outfit (minus the bra top) was Sugizo's outfit. Pink's outfit was the closest she had the short shorts (which were really panties but looked like boy shorts) and she had the garters and the thigh highs I'm like O.O SHE STOLE SUGIZO'S OUTFIT. LOL Ah it was funny to me. Look at that next time...but notice Sugi looks hotter in it then she does XD yeah man...okay...Imma go do something else...weee laters.
Bow to the slut @ 10:37 p.m. # Morning? # [Currently Listening to: Angel's Tale by: Hyde] Yeah Auwon, Hyde wrote those lyrics. Nice huh? Yeeessh his engrish is much better. Sometimes it's hard to understand what the hell he's saying in his English songs, but I totally caught Angel's Tale except for that whole "Touching me softly...my breath torn away" part. At first I kept thinking he said something else. *yawn* So this morning, after I dropped off my mom at work, I went to Emanuel's house. He got a JOB which totally fucked my morning up. UGH. So we only got to relax for almost 2 hours. He also lent me 20$ which helped me pay off my debt off! Wooo *huggles Emanuel* So then when Emanuel had to go to work, I went to Jun's house. It was early still so I woke her up and I got my What's In magazine with Hyde on the cover. Bweee I went back home, watched TV for a while and when my dad woke up, I went to sleep. I was tired =p I went to sleep at 10 and woke up at 2 then did my chores. Mwhahahaha I'm glad I got my magazine. So Now...I only have a few more things I'm waiting for...
1. Toshiya gloves (got these) So I'm only missing a few more things, I'm almost out of debt I just owe like $7 bucks and that's so much better then owing 37$ and I will stop spending so Goddamn much. Damn impulse shopping. AND YES!!! Mistao found the self molestion Sugi pics!!! *claps*
http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/ XD yeah man...he's not exactly groping...but hey works for me damnit. *yawn* still a little tired. Anyway...yeah I'm hyped. Mistao is also working on a fanfic for 36 Moons so I'm hyped about that. I can't wait to read it. ^^ Bweeee! hehehe okay...I have to go write before I go pick up my mom. Laters
Bow to the slut @ 02:51 p.m. # Drop of Colour # [Currently Listening to: Drop of Colour by: Hyde]
Confusion rules this shifting age
You gently nourish my dry skin
How softly,the springtime breezes sing
Oh why does hate bring forth more hate?
How softly,the springtime breezes sing
How softly,the springtime breezes sing I just got this MP3 from shiroi heya and the lyrics from L'arc~en~ciel My Neo Universe both are linked on the side but I thought I'd be nice and give all the lazy people a break. Anyway I just got the mp3...I gotta say I love it. I noticed that Haido's 1st 3 singles had themes. Like Evergreen was about death, Angel's Tale was about love Shallow Sleep was about loosing love...but ah, in true Haido fashion Drop of Colour is more like a poem put to music. Well duh all music is, but this one is like...more poem like. Doesn't really have a theme, theme. It's pretty though ^^ My fav part is the whole "abdanoned fruit is hasting the process of decay" thing because when he sings that part I get chills XD Anyway, me and Sunnie usually beat each other up claiming who gets what song to dedicate to who. I called Angel's Tale and we ended up spliting Evergreen because we both liked that song. Sunnie called Shallow Sleep. So then GAB got into the fray and said she wanted to call the next song Haido brought out. Well he didn't really release Drop of Colour as his 4th single, it's just there...anyway she didn't call it because like I said, it doesn't have a strong theme like the other 3 songs. So I went looking through Neo Universe (the site not the song) and I found out more of the lyrics to his songs were up. Wanting always to get this damn album (but due to lack of funds its not gonna happen no time soon) I wanted to see if any other song rang my interest, lyric wise. And it diiid. My other song which I called: The Cape of Storms
So where do I sail?
So where has love gone?
You'll never notice
Here in the shadows
The ghost ship wanders far
So where do I sail?
So where has the love gone?
You know completely
A moment of pleasure
The ghost ship wanders far Will this be my fate?
So where do I sail?
So where has the love gone? Yeah man...I love it. And also: Unexpected
Unexpected
Unexpected Okay that's enough of lyric posting. Just claiming is all. Mwhahaha. Oh one thing about the title...what is up with that U in the middle of color? Did Haido just go Brit in me or what? *shakes head* anyway... So I went to English class...I bummed a cigarette due to previous complaining...and it was awful because they were Marlborlo (wow butchered that) silver X.x ack icky icky so that made me not wanna smoke for a bit. Anyway, so I went to class and HA my proff didn't show up! At 9:30 my class started. So when he didn't show up, the 10 minute rule was in effect. At 9:40 everyone packed their shit and BIZOUNCED. So I went home early. Mwhahahah Good times. Tomorrow if Emanuel decides to contact me, I'll go to his house to sleep. *yawn* Xiomei, I just went through my whole Tony collection. I managed to pull 7 that wheren't of his Tomi Bloo Eye phase which is my fav look on him. So most are from 5th album is that cool? Oh I also got like 2 mag pics...sorry there are no more mag pics most of Tony's pics are behind my Ta's and you know...thas not happening. ^^;;; but yeah. I'm still drawing on if I should hand over the Tony poster of him with angel wings because I have 2 of the H.O.T members not the whole set so I don't really see a point in keeping the poster if I don't have a set. I only have Ta's and Hyukie's I think. Oh and the one Tomi Bloo Eyes poster I did give you was the Lecaf one because I have double of that one. ^_^ yeah man. So...um...I'll email you soon...you know...need of addy and stuff...but..like I said, I just need like 5 bucks for shipping and handling because yeah..I'm flat broke. I can barely afford to breath the air I have. -.-v yes folks that's how bad it is. OKAY May 21st is a mere month away people who love me *beams* And gueeeessss wuuuuut. It's gonna be my 20th birthday. Ack the big 2-0. X.x ugh I feel old...and senile. Anyway...so yeah...PRESENTS!! I WANT PRESENTS!! LOL I celebrate my birthday all month long. ^_^ So...here's a list for those paying attention...it will prolly extend as the month goes on. I don't expect everything..but this just gives everyone a fair idea.
1. Luna Sea posters!! Espically of the Slut XD OOO so I get an IM from Helayne and YES more NEW pics of Haido and his sexy needs to be not married self are up at Route 666. ^_^
Haido's pretty upclose
Haido sitting cross legged
Another Haido upclose
Haido in a suite and tie
Another suite and tie Haido pic
Yet another Haido upclose
Black and white Haido pic
Haido lookin like a hot mess Wow okay lots today about Haido. XD he so needs to not be married...or at least follow in Sugi and the Totchi-ho's footsteps. Oh and being all late as I am, it was Toshiya's bday the other day...I'm all late. He's 25 now. He's gettin up there...LOL Yeah man...
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ Awww kissy kissy between 2 boys so don't look inless you LOVE IT. LOL it's Toki and Mikkie ^_^ Mistao liked it. Jjang. Oooo and YAY she's gonna write a fanfic for me too! YAY and so is Auwoooon LOL joy, joy! LOL I'm waay too excited about this. But I love it. People like my work enough to write fanfics off it! Bweee *claps* I feel special. Hehehehehe Oh...and I want my hair pink. I really do. I want it Hee Jun's color. Oh boy...that'll be a fun sale to my mom. Let me sit her down and be like mom...I wanna dye my hair a soft pink color. LOL I can see her reaction O.O WHAT? Are you INSANE??? *nods, then stops when sees mom is so not in the mood* ^^;;; yeah...she's gonna say no. But if I keep pushing it, she'll let me. She'll hate it...but she'll let me XD jjang. All righty...well I'm all done writing for tonight and I think I will...um...prolly finish up those summaries for the OFFICAL 36 Moons page. *yawn* laters.
Bow to the slut @ 09:02 p.m. # Back to school....blah X.x # [Currently Listening to: The Other Woman by: Aaliyah the Queen]
I can be the other woman in your life I love this song...it's my song for Ta if he ever dared to get another woman...I mean he wouldn't, but let's just say he suffered temp. insanity and got a woman...I mean before I gut the bitch from thigh to throat this would be my song. XD Violent much? hai...I'm not Toki for no reason God damnit. -.-v Speaking of which...I'm back in school -.-...back in the compy lab waiting for my English class to start blah...I got my Totchi-ho gloves on and they kinda hurt my finger...LOL I guess I should have practiced wearing them before I actually wore them somewhere. It's a nice day today too...and it kinda pisses me off that I'm away at 8 in the morning...I woke up today with a start...I was dreaming about...something I don't even remember what but my last coherant thought was something like...Sugi and Ta were in my room (good motherfuckin times man...) anyway, they were in my room and I was sleeping (I was SLEEPING in my dream...oi -.-;;;) and they were softly talking to each other and suddenly they start sorta whispering my name and like all the sudden Sugi jus JUMPS on my bed. My eyes fly open and I sorta flinch and I looked up and see my blurred ceiling and hearing my alarm clock going off at 5:45AM. I was like...ugh...damn stupid clock...-.- *mumble mumble curses under breath as she rolls out of bed looking for her horrible pink and white slippers uncle bought* yeah I have pink and white slippers...my uncle thought it would be a good idea to get a girl, who thinks like a guy, and dresses all in black, pink and white slippers...>.> not saying a word. So anyway...being back in school, I'm walking across campus and what's the first thought that pops into my head? Other then I wish I was sleeping? I want a cigarette. -.- for the past week and couple of days, I have no worn shoes, socks, clothes other then my jammies, eye make up, or bothered to let my hair out other then for a few minutes while I brush it and then tie it back. I have also not seen the light of a new morning, had coffee, or woken up before 11. I have also not had a cigarette. -.- in fact the last time I decided to poison myself...I was...what the fuck did I do? I don't even remember...well that's how long it's been. Because even when I went out with Jun the last time, I didn't smoke. We didn't smoke...I dunno why...guess I didn't feel like it. Tomorrow, I get to go to Emanuel's house and sleep at his place for a few hours. I haven't done that in 2 weeks. Then before noon, I gotta drop by Jun's place and pick up my magazine WAAHHH!! Haido ^_^ LOL Auwon, I HAVE a creidt card. But here's the catch, I already maxxed it out ha ha ha. No seriously, I had a small limit on it anyway because I have no job, so my mom pays for it. Plus I'm seriously scared of my mom sometimes, so when she warns me not to spend money I kinda don't...plus I'm real stingy with spending my own money..not my parent's though XD anyway, my dad calls me a Jew because of that..>.> (just offended whatever Jewish people read this) and I'm like dude...leave me alone...(_ _) whatever...so HA I have a creidt card I don't or can't use. My mom also (get this) let me have acess to her account so I got my own ATM...yeah.. a lot of good that does me since I can't even use the card without my mom being there WITH me...so..it's kinda like she's paying for everything anyway. -.-v I didn't get the Sugizo poster by the way. It went up to $17 and I already learned that lesson...but actually Helyane was gonan buy it for me, call it a early bday gift and be done with it. But it got to be too much and I actually do NOT blame her for pulling out of auction. -.- wee yes this little one already learned about high prices at ebay. Ebay is like being sodimized. -.- Anyway, yeah so I'm not too upset about it...because now that Sugi is not in my system I have a chance to think clearly. Like what the fuck would I do with another poster anyway? Add it to the roll I guess...I have stacks and stack and stacks of posters. I have 6 H.O.T rolls ROLLS God damnit. One for each member and 1 group roll. The group and Kang Ta rolls are my heaviest ones. I'm assuming they weigh maybe like..3 pounds...off the top of my head. That's a guess. My lightest one is my Tony one. I only saved some of his posters from when he was Tomi Blue Eyes otherwise I just have other ones I'm dying to get rid of...Xiomei intrested? I'll give em to ya...not gonna charge ya...though as broke and poor as I am I might have to charge ya like for the shipping...I'm sorry I'm broke...I can't afford anything right now. Anyway, the second heaviest roll..is my Woo Hyuk one. Yeah I got lots of Hyukie posters...and that's AFTER both my Hyukie lovin unni's jacked me for everything I was worth. I use to have a nice little stack of Hyukie stuff. Some pictures, some luggage tags, some post cards, some little pics, magazine pics, posters...whatever. Then my unni's attacked. I was left with posters X.x those I managed to salvage. There was no surviving the Jun attack when she ransacked me for all my Hee Jun and Min Woo stuff. So...that's why my Hee Jun roll is the lightest. Oh..anyway I was making a point...right. So besides the H.O.T rolls, I have a few Shinhwa ones (no Hye Sung ones though) Jun Jin being my heaviest one out of that one, then a Misc. roll. That's where all my Click-B, Matthew and random other gasoos go. With the J-rock kick coming in, I might have to add another roll to that...my J-rock roll because I will not have enough posters to make like a Luna Sea roll or a L'arc roll...Though I really want too!! *sob* I would love to have like, 1 wall for Sugi, 1 wall for random Gasoos I like, 1/2 my ceiling for anime, and then...Ta...Ta in all his random beautifulness...weeee I made a new word. LOL But yeah...right now I just have Ta everywhere...I'm rambling aren't I? Okay...I guess I should hit some other blogs, check some mail and do all that good stuff before my time is up and I have to go to English...X.x laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:03 a.m. # Short Day/Long Day # [Currently Listening to: Spirit Dreams Inside -English Emsemble- by: L'arc~en~ciel] So anyway....I got off online early last night...well early...normally...anyway I was working on a drawing that was taking 2 hours to do. I stopped to go online. Since no one was on at 12 I left and went back to work. Well...no I didn't...Snatch was on again so I watched it...again. I just love that movie. Anyway, around 2 I got really serious and while on the phone with Jun, I finished up. At 3:30 AM I finished my very first, 36 Moons group picture. X.x it took 3 and half hours to do.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/ What took me so long was drawing all 9 heads, either sitting or standing and those in the front sitting, how to position their legs and then everyone standing behind them...X.x I had to draw Tai as a marker because he's the tallest one out of all of them, and Aoki next. I was like damnit...when I realized Aoki was way TOO short and Jun was taller then him. So I erased Aoki, drew him again and then went on. The shading is also what slowed me down. Okay so for those that don't know...from left to right bottom row: Aya, Jia, Toki, Mikkie. Behind them standing, left to right: Aoki, Gabriel, Tai (the tallest one) Jun and Akio. Yeah man...*sigh* I don't think I'm ever gonna do that again. So my eye is annoying me. I told my mom I wanted to cut my hair, I'm going back to class tomorrow *SOB* my spring break is over. *sigh* and I dug myself deeper into debt. I have 4 hours before the ebay auction closes on the poster. Luck has it, it's still at the same price. Even better, I asked Jun if it was okay that I use her card again....and she actually said yes. I felt really bad I was making her wait for her money...but...I'm desperate. So I'll be buying the poster *dances around* IF the auction stays at 9.99. The maxium bid I have to make is 10.49, plus $5 shipping and handling. Well...it's less then that damn Luna Sea poster X.x Anyway...yeah.. *sigh* dinner will be done soon...man I'm not hungry either though all I had to eat was a sandwich. blaah yeah...oh right...it's easter. Riiight...Easter. I don't get Easter. How does chocolates, eggs and rabbits have anything to do with God? >.> yeah...riiight. *looks off to the side* okay...anyway I slept till 3 2day. X.x I dunno why. I only woke up in shocking, crippling pain because my arm fell asleep. X.x I tried to turn over and almost screamed when I realized that my arm wouldn't hold me up. I collapsed back down in my pillows and whimpered as I moved my arm around, trying to wake it up. When it did, I got up and went to shower. I washed my dirty hair hhehehee and then I had my sandwich. Though I slpet most of the day, it felt like a long day. But when I looked up at the clock it was like almost 6. It felt like it was forever before it was 8. =p When it was finally 8, I got online. Bwee...and here I am. And I'm talkin to Gab...finally. Hehehe okay...yeah. Time to write. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 08:22 p.m. # Want Too Much # [Currently Listening to: The Other Woman by: Aaliyah the Queen] Further in debt....or walk away?
Today, I woke up mad fucking early. I got up at 8:30AM after sleeping at 4:30AM. I had a dentist appointment. -.- Everything is fine...as usual. But the dentist I had today stuck the little cleaning thingy riiight in between my two bottom front teeth...and those teeth are not seperated...the bitch filled my mouth wit blood because she cut my gums apart. When I was able to rinse out my mouth, I filled the little sink thingy with blood. I was like blah X.x so anyway, we went to IHOP for breakfast. I had chocolate chip pancakes...and it made me want pocky again X.x so then we went to the mall and I FINALLY got my eyebrows done. *sigh* I so needed them done. Yes so once again I'm a little more vain then usual because my eye brows are done. Mwhahahha Further into debt...or walk away? So I took some quizzes. Since they're too big and will throw the alinement of my blog off, I'll just post my results. Further in debt...or walk away? Let me explain what I've been talking about through my whole blog. See...I'm a masochist...I, broke as hell, my cash flow so tight it's virgin, I went to ebay...again as if I didn't learn my lesson the first time, and I checked out what Luna Sea stuff they were selling...and I found a poster...that I'm close to dying over. This poster is something I WANT SO BAD...just...*drool* and thanks to the convo me and Mistao had about the sexy slut that left me very sexually frustrated -.-v it just made me even more desperate. I kept thinking to myself, I can ask someone who has a credit card to buy this for me and I will pay them back. I always pay people back...all I need is a credit card and someone sweet enough to let me pay them back. So...out of desperation, I asked Mistao if she would do me this favor, IF the price didn't get too crazy. So far, it's at a nice balanced 9.99$ *sigh* it's got another day and 2 hours on auction so....I'm just hoping..*big sigh* man I hate being poor. I decided that this summer, I will work. I will bust my ass from May to August working. I will not be broke anymore. It sucks being broke and it also sucks being...poor and in debt. -.- *sigh* Anyway...I guess I haven't walked away. Oh speaking of which, I got my What's In magazine with Hyde on the cover. The thing is, Jun has it because she had it mailed to her house -.-v and of course she went through it. It's one thing I hate about Jun ordering magazines for me is that she ALWAYS goes through them before me. It's like a pet peeve of mine...not like she messes them up, but there are tall tale marks she read through them. Like a little crease on the end of certain pages or like finger prints that reflect from the light...I don't look for them but it happens I notice stuff like that when I'm actually going through the magazine myself. I don't like people going through a new magazine I just got before me. It's really really hella annoying. =P Anyway.... *sigh* time to go write. Gab's still not gonna be around because her oppa is there till Monday. Whoopie...and...yeah. I decided to cut my hair. Not all extra short like Aoki-chu did...but yeah short...and I kinda want it like Hee Jun's color... Hee Jun's color from another angle I like it because it's like...blackish/purplish/pinkish. I doubt my mom would like it...but hey, it's my hair not hers. Plus I'm ready for a change. I don't like my waist length multi colored hair anymore. =P It's not very J-rockerish on top of that =p Besides...it's also annoying me more then usual. I'll cry and bitch and moan...but I'm not cutting it too short...maybe middle of my back. Maybe shoulders...I have yet to decided. But I know I like that color. Okay...now I'm gonna go write. YAY AUWON!! She's gonna write a fan fic for me, she's gonna write a fan fic for me!! *does 1Tym dance* Oh great I sound like Gir... I'm gonna sing the doom song now. Doom doom doom doom doom doom....LOL I got that MP3 last night. I'll send it to anyone who wants to hear Gir sing the Doom Song. LOL Auwon I can't wait ^_^ Laters~
Bow to the slut @ 09:54 p.m. # Ever so Mean # [Currently Listening to: 4th Avenue Cafe by: L'arc~en~ciel]
I have problems...my type of bishie is...just like me. LOL the bad guy. Gimme a bad guy ANY DAY weeeee *claps* Anyway...my dad is home -.- blah he's home and he's not suppost to be. Gab's got her oppa over her place so no talking to her. Ghost is busy, as always, AKio is...baking O.o poor house...LOL and no one is online. yay -.-v fun for me. I'm actually considering getting off online for lack of nothing better to do. But first I hit the reincarnation site and I found out Hyde's gonna be on yet another magazine cover. Oi I know exactly what it feels like to chase the magazines with a sexy guy on the cover X.x when my own man came out solo I suffered greatly having him on almost every magazine cover from October to Jan. I haven't checked any Korean magazines lately...mostly because I don't wanna cry ;.; so I rather not even know who's on the cover and what posters are being sold...and so on and so on. Anyway, so I looked in on Route 666 to see if the new pics where up and they were. I didn't like too many of them and a lot of them were like 4 pics in one, so I just liked the upclose pic of Haido. Pretty...^_^ oh and the following pics came from reincarnation
http://www.geocities.com/larukunomaking/03Gallery/making-backst/pv/anemone/leciel27ane01.jpg
http://www.geocities.com/ringthenoise2001/
http://www.geocities.com/ringthenoise2001/ Oh so I watched the X-Japan perfomance of X and I liked the perfomance because Sugi was in it, but I didn't like it a lot. I didn't like it because it was visual kei Sugi X.x ugh Too much hair, clothes and make up. But the guitar thing he did was great ^_^ yay he did a good job. And both Ghost and Gab were confused because Sugi was not blonde, nor shirtless -.- utterly dissapointing. That was some other dude. Anyway Sugi was in all black...covering...everything -.-v and he had dark red hair and weave. =p He had on too much make up and what was scary was all refugees from the 80's hair bands that jumped on stage. X.x ugh. Anyway besides that it was okay. I don't really like the song though. The next d/l I got was Hide with spread Beaver, Glay and Luna Sea doing Hurry Go Round I didn't like that song either. They got some guy who I'm assuming is from Spread Beaver to sing and I'm like man how they gonna do that? U got 2 vocalists up there (Ryuichi and Teru) who can rip live and they have this weirdo singing. -.- Sugi was sorta runnin around in his short shorts and garters, but not as much because the song was way too happy. It was from the same concert Sugi and J did Pink Spider but what was great about this perfomance, J did nothing Mwhahahah well he was being an idiot near the end but he played no instruments and he didn't have a mic. ^_^ Sugi and one of the other 50 guitarists on stage started swaying together which was very very cute. ^_^ Yay. Hehehhee and that's about all I got. Oh I did get part of the Gravity promotion thingy where you get to see Sugi's round perfect leather clad ass go up on stage after Ryuichi. I didn't get the whole thing, but that's because something was screwy with the connection. *yawn* okay...I'm gonna work a little on these summaries then if no one gets on later on, I'm gonna get off online. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 06:49 p.m. # Yay! # [Currently Listening to: Requiem by: Due le Quartz] YAY I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY got the lyrics to Gravity...I mean the translation. See Gravity by Luna Sea has to be one of my all time favorite, favorite Jrock songs ever. It was the 1st one I ever hear way back in my hey day and it was what introduced me to J-rock. ^_^ yay ^^ So I decided to share ^^
The asphalt I'd forgotten
Seemingly about to break, your profile
Goodbye, I wavered, sadness, forever
The flickering flames between us
Colored by the payment
Goodbye, I wavered, sadness, forever
Like this, I'll close my eyes, sadness, forever Sadness, forever YAY the song lyrics are beautiful and the video makes sense!!! If you ever see the PV for Gravity it's a good PV. YAY *claps* anyway awww...Mistao...you're so so sweet. ^_^ Thanks so much for buying me something. But you got Pocky! LUCKY!! I want some pocky. I'm dying for some. -.- anyway yeah...thanks! *glomps Mistao* Ooo yeah I got my Totchi gloves today! I love those things. I had them made of nylon and fishnet rather then viynal and fishnet because nylon is more breathable then viynal yay ^^ I love my Totchi gloves. Yeah so that's one of the many things I'm waiting for.
1. Toshiya gloves (got these already) Besides that I gotta get my Tetsu boots, a few more shirts including one of the more Sugizo-esque shirts. This Sat. I'm gonna go to the dentist >.< blah just a cleaning but still annoying. I'm also getting my eyebrows done FINALLY. I wish I could get them done Haido-esque style. LOL That wouldnt be nice. But I think I'll jus get them done much better then they are now X.x yeah...what else was I gonna blog about...OH YEAH that Luna Sea album! They totally fuckin sodimized me. -.- Instead of pay 30 something dollars for the already expensive album, plus shipping and handling they tack on a extra 20$ making the total come out to 52$!!! X.x I was SO PISSED. GOD Now I have to be broke for 3 weeks rather then 2. *sigh* I'm gonna borrow money from someone because I don't like being broke for 3 weeks. Geez man. I can't do anything either. =P Blah. Sucks. But it's for a good cause...^.^ seeing the Sugi slut is enough for me! OH I also asked Pookie to forget my Xmas present and just give me 17$ for the Luna Sea Sin after Sin DVD XD mwhhahahaha that's all I want.
Oh...I want this pic: http://www.geocities.com/ls_ep/desktops/wallpapers/kyo_s01.jpg
Bow to the slut @ 03:25 p.m. # So bored...so tired =.= # [Currently Listening to: Mad Sky by: Pierrot] Man I still didn't get to d/l all of the Luna Sea, X-Japan perfomance of X I got like 40 minutes left and 80% done so of course AOL decideds to kick me off -.- and Gab went to eat so I have to wait till she comes back. Blah sucky sucky. Dial up sucks anyway. Right...so...anywho, I went to sleep at 3:30AM and woke up at 1:30PM and I'm STILL tired. I was not amused. But I had to get up...if I didn't then I would be asleep now. *yawn* But I'm still tired for some reason. Man... Yeah....right...a sequal. A sequal to 36 Moons I don't think I'll be doing that. I think I'll just stick to this. But ooooooo Auwon I would love it if you wrote up a fanfic! I would love it if anyone wrote up a fanfic...or fan art is fine too. That would just...be fun. yay! Okay...I think that's all I have to blog about now...I'm still kinda tired and I gotta write Serve the Ego and yes Auwon I did title my fic after Jewel's new song. It was a cool title. ^_^b laters.
Bow to the slut @ 02:56 p.m. # Um... # [Currently Listening to: Luna by: Sugizo] I forgot what I was gonna name this blog...so I left it mid thought...yeah I'm eating graham sticks and having milk ^_^ Okay yeah I'm 5 yrs old -.-v Anyway....there was a point to this...OH YEAH...I wrote up the lemon I was talking about ^^v faboo. Yeah man....good times. Ghost was trying to share this file she got of X-Japan and Luna Sea but I couldn't d/l all of it because she didn't post all of it up. So Gab got it on Winmx and sent it to me through AIM. I got 68% of it done so I'll tell you all how it is tomorrow or something. Sugi is running around shirtless and hyper....that's motovation enough to get me to watch anything. LOL Yeah man...so...Imma finish up the last of this stuff as I wait for this perfomance to finish up. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 11:28 p.m. # Moaner, groaner, panter/breather, whimper, screamer.. # [Currently Listening to: Tsubasa by: Aucifer] Yeah I got all hyped when I saw Aucifer had a song called Tsubasa because yes there is a character in 36 Moons named Tsubasa. But Aucifer's song means wings because in Japanese, Tsubasa means wings. So...yeah. But still I got hyped when I heard it. LOL I got my contacts in because I decided I hate my glasses =p I mean I've always hated them but they just add excess oil and dirt and annoyance to my face. So I just wore my contacts. *yawn* And STILL I'm tired. I woke up at 12:45 today. On my accord...I almost went back to sleep, but I figured if I did, then I would be fucked and wouldn't wake up till 3 so I got up and showered. I'm anxiously awaiting every package so when I went to check the mail I'm like hoping something came and nothing did -.- *pout* damnit. Mistao I still have the list we were going over the last time we spoke. Want me to just start sending you pics? That would be easy...ne Auwon 136 chapters...don't you think that's a lot? LOL I was originally gonna leave it at chapter 36 and be done with it. But...it seemed so incomplete which made me write then next 36 chapters making me go to chapter 72 and was also the 2nd part stuck on that. But even THAT seemed incomplete so I decided to just finish it up and made it go up to 136 and finally finished it off. But 36 Moons will never really be done because I wrote each members side story, added on Akio's, and 1 AU fic so far. Plus, now the OFFICAL (must put the offical part in there) 36 Moons page that Gab and I decided to start up, AND all the art work. *sigh* I don't think I'll ever be done with this. Anyway *yawn* so I got IMed last night by lovely Aeris who didn't find my Sugi self molestation pic but did find a bunch of others ^^ she found a lot of fan art some which I saved and decided to share ^_^
A Prayer
Sugizo stripping for Inoran
Chibi J-rockers!! Yeah man. And who says J-rock can't teach you anything XD. And one more because it was hella cute
Totchi smiling YES MISTAO I bet ANYTHING that in Anubis the first 50 seconds of it where you can hear some heavy breathing that is Sugizo. Also around the minute and 27 mark there's more heavy breathing bweee I bet that is the lust inducing slut. *Drool* Oh so speaking of heavy breathing....last night, some of the yakuza conferenced at the Dragon Leaf which is the chat room I always make up hehehe and it was myself, Ghost, Akio, Jun and Gab. We all talked for a while. Unfortunatly, Jun had to get some work done, and Gab had to start up the page so Ghost, Akio and myself were left to talk. We got on the topic of what everyone would be either a moaner, groaner, panter/heavy breather, whimperer, screaming, grunter, gasper and a whiner. So here's how it goes so far:
Toki ^.^v: a groaner
Which led to the funniest part of the convo..
LOL Ahh...that was great.
http://www.angelfire.com/in4/sh4l/luna24.jpg
http://www.angelfire.com/in4/sh4l/luna43.jpg Yesterday I read Nozomi's blog and she was talking about Zim. I was laughing so much because she was talking about this thing where Zim drags Gir around when he walks him as the dog. LOL It was great. So she said she and Gab need to get a Gir dolly and walk it like Zim. Which means they were gonna drag it around LOL so...I have a Gir dolly as the doggy, so I put my leash on him and walked Gir. LOL Me walking Gir I just thought that would be funny. Mwhahahaha My hair is all dry...yay I just washed it too so it's good. Okay time to go write...bweee...I'm getting a new song from Ghost...it's called X by X-Japan...so..yeah Imma wait for that to d/l. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:03 p.m. # Big Spender? # [Currently Listening to: Pink Spider by: Hide featuring Sugizo and J from Luna Sea] I just woke up about an hour ago...*checks clock to see it's 3:09PM* -.- *yawn* I figured I had to get up because yesterday I woke up at 3 man I can't believe I'm tired. I went to bed at 3:30AM and I woke up at 2 I mean that's still a lot of hours I have no right to be tired. *blinks* Anyway, I was reading Auwon's blog and as I showered (because no Auwon, you're not the only one that thinks deeply in the shower) I started thinking about something Helayne said to me last night. And Imma be honest it pissed me off.
See, recently because I decided to pick up this new habit that is more expensive then doing fuckin coke -.-v, I am going broke. You see, J-rock stuff is expensive, but I managed to find some of it cheaper. Anyway, I was talking to her last night, just stating the obvious that I'm broke and I will be broke for the next 2 weeks. And she laughs. I told her I didn't think that was funny because when I have school next week, I can't even afford a cup of coffee. And you know it always sucks to be broke. And she said I wasn't getting any sympathy from her, the way I spend money. I don't know it just kinda upset me...considering I wasn't looking for sympathy I was just stating the obvious because I like to bitch and moan, just for the sake of bitching and moaning. It just got me mad that she would say something like that when I wasn't even asking for anything I was just making a comment. -.- anyway besides that I had the weridest dream...I had this dream I went to see my best friend D. I haven't seen her since like late December early January and I went to her house, and it's been a while since I saw her family, so they all looked at me weird like they didn't recognize me and I felt really weird. But I hugged D and I told her I loved her and I missed her a lot. Her sister and her older brother were looking at me like they didn't recognize me at all and when D was like, it's Lez, they were like OH, OH WOW...it was weird. Her mom sorta recognized me, but when she did she hugged me. When I had to leave, I noticed my car was parked outside D's house (I dunno how I was at D's house to begin with) and I heard Sugizo's song kinda playing out of my car and I was like O.o whoa, someone's in my car. When I got to the driver's side I noticed it WAS Sugi and why he was driving my car I dunno. I looked at D and she gave me this weird look like "Um okay what happened to Ta?" and I shrugged because even I didn't know what the hell was going on. So I got in my car and I noticed that there was some Ta pics there and it was really weird. And again Sugi and I didn't interact. As soon as I got in the car, he waited like 2 seconds and then he started driving. It was a weird dream. *yawn* I'm hungry...I'm just waiting for my mom to get home so she can make me dinner. I'm starving. =P I got into an argument with Sunnie last night because he was saying he's sexier then Sugi...it's a stupid argument but it gets Sunnie mad everytime. Ah...it's great. ^^ he was mad because Sugi's on my layout =p and he don't like him. LOL but I care...thismuch LOL but Sunnie's now deterimined to be hotter then Sugi...or actually prove he is...>.> *not saying a word* ^^;;;;; I have to go write...laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:08 p.m. # More Sugi # [Currently Listening to: 4AM by: Luna Sea] I still can't get over my layout. It's like lust inducing thought everytime I blog. XD yeah baby. Mwhahahha anyway, I added more links to the side mostly of the Sugizo/Luna Sea related nature. Sugizo City is one of my fav sites though it's under construction right now. It's where I learned all these interesting facts about him. Like he's 5'8. He's 5 freakin 8. He's so leggy I forget that he's sorta not that tall...I mean he is tall but...not as tall as I thought. ^^;;; also he's 1/2 Chinese. Mistao told me that the other day I was like WHOA REALLY? It was kinda intresting to know. ^_^ And he likes vodak and tea not together though ^^;;; he don't get along with his dad, during the Style album is when he had his daughter Luna, he's athletic too which explains the killer bod XD and he's drinking buddies with..Teru? No..the other one from Glay. LOL I forgot which one...it was one of those guys from Glay. So yeah that was pretty intresting...there's more at that page. The other page Crucifix is a J-rock site, but the luna Sea pic included this pic:
http://www.geocities.com/StickyGohanWeasel/SUGIad.jpg
http://www.geocities.com/StickyGohanWeasel/3SUGIRYU.jpg
http://geocities.com/Tokyo/Bridge/9383/zo011.jpg I don't care how fine he is, the boy STILL cannot dress himself. At least Haido has an excuse for his weirdness in color (which also explains why a lot of his clothes are black and white) he's colorblind, but what's Sugizo's? He just dresses in the dark. No consideration for anyone's feelings. LOL I was explaining to Jun how I once saw this pic of him in some purple and black striped pants, a red coat and a orange shirt. Jun said he likes color. And he's a 5 yr olds coloring dream. LOL I so had to agree. But yeah...I also saw his teeth are perfectly straight. I was like O.O WOW...nice. Like Haido's bottom teeth are like...jacked X.x but his top row is nice...Sugi's got nice teeth. ^_^ Ah but my Ta's got the best *snuggles Ta and his perfect smile* YES! Mifyuu he does rule over me!! Bow to the slut! LOL Let me stop...he's just lust inducing. No need to worship...though...okay me and Misato can worship. LOL okay I'm getting a little out of hand. He's just hot. So, anyway, I asked Jun if she would get me the Luna Sea photo album and she diiiiiiiid *claps* I have to give her the money today so she can pay her credit card off because I already made her buy me another magazine which I still owe her for, but the 31$ is a little more important then 7$. So YAY I have a lot of things coming to me. My hand costing Luna Sea poster, my 2 Jrock magazines What's In? and Shoxx, my Luna Sea album and my Toshiya gloves. *sigh* I can't wait bweeee I still want my Hide plushie and my Luna Sea DVD Sin after Sin *sigh* the slut in action...*drool* Gab said she would get me the Hide plushie just because when I went to the mall, I saw this cuuuute Snoopy shirt and Gab loves Snoopy, so I wanted to get it for her (due to lack of funds I wasn't able to right away) so I put it on the list of things I must get this week, and basically I wanted to get it for her because the Xmas gift I have is STILL Late all though I finally got 1/2 of it done, so I wanted to add this in too just for a bonus, but she said she would get me the Hide plushie and I was like awww....my dongsang *snuggles* maybe in another week, I can get my mom to get me my Luna Sea DVD since she is getting me my Tetsu boots and my shirts one more thing shouldn't matter. *bounce* my Slut in action. Mwhahaha weeeee Okay...so I'm gonna write for today...*yawn* no one is online. Boo...=p okay time to go write. Laters.
Bow to the slut @ 03:46 p.m. # Brand new Layout *big smile* # [Currently Listening to: Into the Sun by: Luna Sea] Ugh NO ONE is online, and NO ONE I know anyway, blogged -.- so I have nothing to do and no one to talk to. Blah...sucky. Anyway, yesterday I was suppost to hang with Akio and Jun. But Akio cancelled because she was in pain so it was just me and Jun. I drove ^_^ and I picked Jun up and we headed to the mall. We did some light shopping and I got a Gir dolly ^_____^ YAY and then I got the new Animerica and then that's it. Jun went mad because there was a sale in the Gap and she just loves it. I found my Tetsu boots which I will FINALLY be getting and I saw a shirt that as I passed it, scream SUGIZO at me. It was a black ruffled front sleeveless shirt it had a v-neck and like tux ruffles in the front all the way down. What made it Sugizo? It was see through XD mwhahahhaa. So I added that to the list of things I will be getting when I go shopping with my mom. Also I saw a cute, light brown almost tan colored shirt that just has a nice shape and I'll be getting that, and a black shirt that has tied up sleeves also very J-rockerish. So with my Tetsu boots, I'll be getting a few new shirts. Steve Madden doesn't have my boots anymore which upset me highly =p so I had to go to Hot Topic which is also where I got my Gir dolly ^_^ YAY. Then we went to another mall because we didn't feel like playing pool and we went to walk around there. Good times. Then I drove us back, and I dropped Jun home and I went home. ^_^ yay fun fun. *yawn* no one is on...and I don't have much to talk about...I'm offically on spring break this week so I have a full week of doing jack shit. Weee.... anyway last night I was talking to Mistao about Sugizo and I was like WEEE because we were talking about he's just a walking turn on. He causes lust inducing thoughts and after talking about him so long, I ended up getting typoiese X.x I couldn't spell to save my life. I was like UGH damnit...I felt bad for Mistao having to read my crappy writing. BUT I did ended up having sorta a Sugizo related dream. It wasn't long and we didn't interact it was like I was in the audience because when he was talking I didnt hear anything I just saw his mouth move and he was like wearing black leather pants *drool* and he was unzipping them as he was talking. But he wasn't even doing anything extremly sexual just unzipping his pants and you could tell he was going commando XD and then it changed to something else -.- stupid dream. =p Anyway yeah in the site Route 666 (link on the side) there were new pics of Haido XD weeee and I picked some of my favorite ones for different reasons.
Haido doing some weird yoga *click*
Haido pleasuring himself? *click*
Haido's semi visble ass *click*
KAWAII! Sleepy Haido! *click* Because of that pic of Haido lookin like he touched himself, I know there HAS TO BE a pic of Sugizo touching himself either looking like he's doing it, or actually doing it. I KNOW there has to be a pic of that somewhere. Aeris? You know of one? Anyone? It's now my mission to find that pic. *Bounce* Speaking of the lust inducing slut
Sugizo being held by Ryuichi *click*
Sugizo jumping *click* Mistao and I were talking about how he just uses the guitar as a phallic symbol...which couldn't be more correct XD mwhahahah he does...and we don't mind. Mwhahahha before I go over to Korea, I gotta make a quick pit stop over at Japan...MWHAHHAHAH also I have to find a way to get 31.44 for a Luna Sea photo album...which I want...MWHAHHAHA I neeeeeed....actually I don't need it, I just want it. Right...now for the layout...isn't it GREAT *huggles Gab* I lub...omg, it's the slut, it's the slut looking absolutly..sexy XD ahhhh I lust after this guy mad hard...mwhahahaha *snuggles Ta* I lub you baby but DAMN Sugizo is hot...*would love to fuck* LOL yeah that was nice and graphic. Anyway, the poem is from this guy named Tony Media I found it in a magazine a long time ago and it just stuck. Mwhahahha good times. I just thought it explained lust and sex in a very non...vulgar way? I guess that's the word. LOL anyway...yeah Thankies Gab! *snuggles* Kay time to write. Laters.
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